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nakdthoughts
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since 2000-10-29

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Between the Lines

0 posted 2005-12-11 08:26 AM

Sometimes Moody

I try to think of how it felt to be loved,
that first love when you were on top of the world
and the taste of happiness
was your breakfast, lunch and dinner.

When you had an "our song"
and danced so close
that your heartbeats
became one and no one led or followed.

It's my choice to be alone for now,
to not take in mistakes,
to take care of the whole of me,
even though the struggle takes its toll
and paints me sometimes moody.

You can tempt me,
can touch me to ecstasy
but that thin veil remains to question,
to waver in illusion
of the forever and the after's.

I am gifted with my thoughts,
if nothing else,
tranquil thoughts of when tomorrow
becomes mine~~

M

"Love is not blind - It sees more and not less, but because it sees more, it is willing to see less."
(Will Moss)

[This message has been edited by nakdthoughts (12-11-2005 09:07 AM).]

Gentle Spirit
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since 2000-10-09

Posts 13989

1 posted 2005-12-11 08:34 AM

I am gifted with my thoughts,
if nothing else,
tranquil thoughts of when tomorrow
becomes mine~~

omg YES Maureen, when we make tomorrow OURS
this is when we truly find happiness.
(even through, the blues and moods!!)

One of your best ever M. BIG HUGS

seek the flame within yourself
and let your soul be cleansed by
the fire of love. Axel Ekenstierna

Interloper

Member Rara Avis

since 2000-11-06

Posts 8369
Deep in the heart

2 posted 2005-12-11 09:10 AM

Sometimes moody and always loved here

Fool, said my Muse to me, look in thy heart and write.

exhale
Senior Member

since 2003-06-13

Posts 646
Alberta,Canada

3 posted 2005-12-11 07:49 PM

i wanted to find one specific line,
that spoke to me most.
what i did end up finding
was that it wasn't just
one line.
wonderful.

MGROVES

Member Elite

since 2004-02-01

Posts 3802
california

4 posted 2005-12-11 10:38 PM

My spirit will rise
above the sea~
There will be no drowning
of my soul or me~

garysgirl

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since 2002-09-29

Posts 19237
Florida, USA

5 posted 2005-12-13 12:15 PM

Maureen, your title pulled me in, because if I
am anything of late, it is moody!! Sometimes I
can't even seem to stand myself!!

I do believe this is one of your best yet, though
all of yours are wonderful. You are a very talented writer.
Hugs,
Ethel

iliana
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since 2003-12-05

Posts 13434
USA

6 posted 2005-12-13 12:35 PM

Yes, you certainly are gifted with your thoughts, Maureen! You share such intimate and real emotion, and always in such a lovely flow.

...jo

nakdthoughts
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since 2000-10-29

Posts 19200
Between the Lines

7 posted 2005-12-13 06:26 AM

I almost missed responding to you "I"..it's always wonderful to see your name and even better to read your words

I hope you are well

M

Donna, yes those blues show up when I least expect it ...too much thinking sometimes

Thanks for reading...wishing you and April a Merry Christmas

M

exhale, thank you very much

MGROVES~~ thank you for stopping by to read

Ethel, I know the feeling...sometimes I want to hide from myself.
hugs
M

Jo, I sometimes wonder if I expose too much of my feelings...but that is what has kept me sane these last few years~~

M

littlewing
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since 2003-03-02

Posts 9655
New York

8 posted 2005-12-13 11:57 AM

sometimes moody . . . Oh my I would have to change mine to ---> always . . . *smile*

I remember this well myself.

Be proud of you.

bgj
Member

since 2005-11-09

Posts 128
Ga. USA

9 posted 2005-12-13 12:21 PM

"You can tempt me,
can touch me to ecstasy
but that thin veil remains to question,
to waver in illusion
of the forever and the after's."
Lovely poem. God bless,
bgj

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kayjay
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since 2002-06-24

Posts 2015
Oregon

10 posted 2005-12-13 02:22 PM

I think for all, when that first love goes away, for whatever reason, a sense of doubt or perhaps self-protection, always lingers.
Hope for tomorrow is always worthwhile.
This is a very nice read! Very insightful to your thoughts. Ken

Through rubble and trouble and dark of night
The yawn of a dawn will hasten the light

Susan Caldwell
Member Rara Avis

since 2002-12-27

Posts 8348
Florida

11 posted 2005-12-13 02:29 PM

Sometimes moody...is what we all are from time to time...

"too bad ignorance isn't painful"
~Unknown~

SmartChick
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since 2001-09-23

Posts 7081
On A Journey To The Unknown

12 posted 2005-12-13 08:45 PM

I know how you feel. I have been thinking along those lines, too.

Midnitesun

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since 2001-05-18

Posts 28647
Gaia

13 posted 2005-12-13 09:04 PM

M, this one breathes the breath of reality...
I think I remember how it felt, the first time I was loved/rejected.
And I do understand the need to protect your heart, if only for a short time, from all that Love can require when you are not ready to give it freely.

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