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wolfie97
Member

since 1999-10-18

Posts 58
Newcastle, WY USA

0 posted 1999-11-21 09:45 PM

I drown myselfe in sorrows,
Or rather in lager.
On a binge again,
Will I live to see tomarrow?
I never drink alone,
But I guzzle to forget.
Hiding in my cave,
Both in mind and home.

Just to comprihend no longer
I chug longnecks night and day.
On a binger, will be over soon.
Must sober up to work,
Earn not enough money,
And change the state
Of bills to beer.
Like Ice to water.
I am in an alcoholic haze
Searching for an ash tray.
Not searching for meaning or truth
Just caring enough to
Put my cigarette out.

Sad, pathetic, but entertaining.
Or is it really?
Just drink to forget,
But I end up forgeting
What I was supposed to do
And think of her all night.
Or, at least until I pass out.
Then I dream of her.
I wake up, daylight,
Out of bed, and grab
My two only friends
By the butt.
Marlboro and Budweiser
Are keeping me company for now.
I know it, but I ain't willing
To stop it,
My life is rather sad.

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Stable, opaque, immortal–all by dint
Of the dear names that lie concealed within't.
==EAP== "An Enigma"

JennyLee
Senior Member

since 1999-09-01

Posts 1461
Northwestern, NJ.

1 posted 1999-11-21 09:57 PM

Wow Wolf,truly things aren't that bad...this made me very sad

Jenny Lee

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Love is an attempt at penetrating another being,But it can only succeed if the surrender is mutual.

Isis
Member Ascendant

since 1999-09-06

Posts 6296
Sunny Queensland

2 posted 1999-11-21 10:10 PM

Hey what is wrong? Booze always makes me happy!!

Sorry you are feeling so down

You know what to do if you need to talk!!

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The more you praise and celebrate your life, the more there is to celebrate.
~Isis~
(Daughter of Mystery)

Deep Blue Me
Member

since 1999-11-04

Posts 396
By a big lake

3 posted 1999-11-22 05:49 PM

Alcohol enhances what we truly feel. I rage and cry when drunk so I don't do it much anymore. Wolf, the song " I Drink Alone" by Thorogood comes screaming to life for me here.

DB

wolfie97
Member

since 1999-10-18

Posts 58
Newcastle, WY USA

4 posted 1999-11-22 08:47 PM

Thank you for your replies, but I think I am coping better now, and thank you all for, in part, assisting me in recovery.

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Sclice open inspiration, and bleed the beauty of art from within. ==Garrett-'sneaky'-Gall==

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