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Danny Holloway
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since 2000-01-15
Posts 2034
Tulsa, OK

0 posted 2000-02-12 11:20 AM


This poem was found with the belongings of a young friend after he took his life.  I do not know the author, may have been my friend.  Anyway, it has such a strong message for those who struggle to make it in this stressful world, I thought I would post it for all to see. Moderators, hope this is alright!

                  Parade of Masks

         Don't be fooled by the face I wear
           for I wear a thousand masks
        I give the impression that I am secure
     Confidence is my name and coolness my game
               But don't believe me
      I am afraid that deep down I am nothing
              and that I am no good,
       that you will see this and reject me.
  Feelings of worthlessness and hopelessness are
             my constant companions.  
   So I play my game, my desperate game, with a
facade of assurance without, and a trembling chill  
     within.  And so begins the parade of masks.
           And my life becomes a front.
      ====================================


Anyone who feels the feelings that this poem reflects, and who tries to mask the pain through drugs, alcohol, food, or other addiction should seek help from family, friends, or professionals.
Willpower alone is not enough to overcome the battles you wage. Know that you are loved!

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[This message has been edited by Danny Holloway (edited 02-12-2000).]

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hoot_owl_rn
Member Patricius
since 1999-07-05
Posts 10750
Glen Hope, PA USA
1 posted 2000-02-12 12:11 PM


wow...thank you for sharing this. I almost missed it since I rarely come to dark passions.
Janet Marie
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since 2000-01-22
Posts 18554

2 posted 2000-02-12 12:58 PM


Danny,
this is awesome, thank you for sharing it.
the poems message is tragicly beautiful, I'm sorry for the loss of your friend, this is a lovely tribute to them.
take care, janet marie

 ...found your heart-then lost your lover...licked your wounds then run for cover...
take your time...there will be another...
and dont make the same mistake twice...
unless you can pay the price...
Dan Fogelberg



AVANTI
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since 2000-02-02
Posts 664
INDIA/MAHARASHTRA/PUNE
3 posted 2000-02-12 03:55 PM


danny...
thanx for your messge in the end
the peon is truly very beuatifully writen but with much pain...i can see...
indded a trajedy

 you don't have to understand completely..to love completely...
remember even the darkest night has a morning to meet...you'll understand someday..Avanti Rao



Isis
Member Ascendant
since 1999-09-06
Posts 6296
Sunny Queensland
4 posted 2000-02-13 07:39 PM


Danny thanks for sharing this with us.  How sad, and thanks for the message at the end.  We are not truly alone, though we often FEEL as though we are.  We all have SOMEONE who wants to listen and help.
Thanks Danny a timely message for all of us  

 Let your heart guide you. It whispers, so listen closely.
~Isis~
(Sovereign of the Spirit)



gypsyqlt
Member
since 2000-02-08
Posts 147
Bradford,Vt USA
5 posted 2000-02-13 10:02 PM


Danny,
Nice of you to post this, very thoughtful.
I will post a poem I wrote about a dear friend who took his life .  It's a very painful thing.
Jocelyn

danni
Senior Member
since 1999-11-20
Posts 688
wisconsin
6 posted 2000-02-14 11:10 AM


indeed this is an important message. the poem was easily related to. it is a tragic reality that some end up feeling so alone when it doesn't have to be. some find the courage to speak up, and unfortunately, some do not. i too am sorry for the loss of your friend. it takes a certain amount of courage for you to post this as an example to express this message.
Danny Holloway
Member Elite
since 2000-01-15
Posts 2034
Tulsa, OK
7 posted 2000-02-14 12:01 PM


Thanks to all who commented on the poem.  If this post helps but one person during personal struggle or crisis, then something very good came from these words.
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