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Cmooch New Member
since 1999-12-20
Posts 5 |
Why me?- Why am I the one in this position?- Stuck wishin'- I'd get back the life i've been missin'- I'm a Christian but I can't find christ- I had a plan for my life- But things got thick and that quick I lost sight- I lost the light- And fell to the darkness- I'm drinking again, starting to sin, and turning heartless- I thought I fought this- All the way through- Satan, It Looks like you caught chris- Cause he's turning to you- I wish that it wasn't true- Because I hate the devil himself- I wish he'd die inside! I hope he drowns in his own wealth- I'm trying to fight that f*cker but, that f*ckers too strong- He gots me chained down, I'm trying to free myself by writing these songs!- (Chours) What's wrong with me?- I hear these feelings keep calling me- Why do they follow me?- They're starting to slowly Hollow me- From the inside out- I scream but doubt anybody heres me shout- I'm looking for answers but I don't think I'll ever figure this out- Lock me up and examine my head- I'm better off dead- I'm not afraid to shoot ya', thats why my future I dread- These demons are fed- And got the best of me- Flowing through my blood stream, infecting me- Stuck in my brain, directing me- Go ahead and lecture me, on how I live- I only want one thing, and thats one thing that life won't give- There's two ways for you to be liked, and thats love or fear- I'd rather be feared because that leaves less space for tears- No place to care- I breath and can taste the air- F*ck "life ain't fair"- That's just an excuse for those that make it no where!- |
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TanAngel Member
since 2000-02-01
Posts 168Oviedo, Florida, USA |
This is great, but the one thing I have to tell you is if your screaming by yourself, in middle of a soundproof room of COURSE NOBODY is going to hear you. I need to tell somebody if you feel that way. DOn't expect them to read minds!! "Dreams are not a reality, no matter how much we wish"-TanAngel |
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Bronx Member
since 2000-01-28
Posts 84Oviedo, Florida, U.S. |
Yes- I feel the same way sometimes like theres no way out or I can't win. I can definately connect with this poem/song! Poetically yours Bronx Be careful! It's a jungle out there! |
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