Open Poetry #32 |
Broken mind |
*Belabebeautiful*
since 2003-01-03
Posts 696washington, USA |
well as you can see from the title my mind is a little bit in tatters right now so you must exuse the umm...weirdness of this piece. There is such beauty in something so ugly like my lacerated heart so red, so lovely... I sit here, on he brink of insanity wondering if I should jump wondering would anyone care? would I? Numbness sounds so peacefull so calming after this haunted existance of being so alive...and then dying yet still I breathe, why? Betrayal, unworthyness, emptiness, nothing new but why must they linger? the facts are unchangable, undeniable, don't look, they are irrelevent... The dullness is so heavy it mutes out the world the touch, the sounds, the sights, but they are still there, make them dissapear where are you angel? Have you forsaken me as well or have you focused on the one that is to leave me shortly anyway... How insignificant these troubles are so why are they ripping me apart? Leave me! please...fix the damage, I can't manage this Liquid days and clouded nights I will soon be gone wait for me... The memories are worth the pain when the happiness is outweighs the sorrow |
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passing shadows Member Empyrean
since 1999-08-26
Posts 45577displaced |
we're all a bit scattered now and then...no worries |
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iliana Member Patricius
since 2003-12-05
Posts 13434USA |
Bela???? -- |
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JamesMichael Member Empyrean
since 1999-11-16
Posts 33336Kapolei, Hawaii, USA |
Do I detect a little hope still holding on...James |
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