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0 posted 2004-06-10 01:24 AM


well as you can see from the title my mind is a little bit in tatters right now so you must exuse the umm...weirdness of this piece.

There is such beauty
in something so ugly
like my lacerated heart
so red, so lovely...

I sit here, on he brink of insanity
wondering if I should jump
wondering would anyone care?
would I?

Numbness sounds so peacefull
so calming after this haunted existance
of being so alive...and then dying
yet still I breathe, why?

Betrayal, unworthyness, emptiness,
nothing new but why must they linger?
the facts are unchangable, undeniable,
don't look, they are irrelevent...

The dullness is so heavy
it mutes out the world
the touch, the sounds, the sights,
but they are still there, make them dissapear

where are you angel?
Have you forsaken me as well
or have you focused on the one
that is to leave me shortly anyway...

How insignificant these troubles are
so why are they ripping me apart?
Leave me!
please...fix the damage, I can't manage this

Liquid days and clouded nights
I will soon be gone
wait for me...

The memories are worth the pain when the happiness is outweighs the sorrow
~Bella~

© Copyright 2004 Bella - All Rights Reserved
passing shadows
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1 posted 2004-06-10 01:44 AM


we're all a bit scattered now and then...no worries
iliana
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2 posted 2004-06-10 03:29 AM


Bela???? --
JamesMichael
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3 posted 2004-06-10 04:45 AM


Do I detect a little hope still holding on...James
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