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lilibeelee Member
since 2001-07-12
Posts 143 |
I can't be perfect No more expectaions You want so much All I have to give It's hard for me to take The fact your incapable It's hard for me to deal Being with out you I can't feel happy If your always so insecure I need a sense of security A comfort unlike any other You make it so unstable And you just wonder why These worries consume me More then they do you You switch to loving me and doubt so fast It's putting me through the ringer I can't see straight anymore I don't think you ever could Because you see this future But your doubts impare you from feeling it Do I wait for you to start Or do I wait and keep on being hurt I can't stay if it's like this For some reason I have always known It felt right But I guess once again I was wrong Too quick to jump Too slow to escape Beacause I am already caught up How is it so easy Easy to be without me You make it look all too simple When it is all so complicated Because I am not what you wanted Instead of leaving You loved me Does that make sence? Instead you stay You try to change me I am who I am Why is that so hard to see It's always about me It's never about you Let's change everything Let's Ignore the real issue I can't be ignored You put me on hold You just can't decide Why did you say you loved me If it all was just a lie Change me, everything about me Because I am not what you expected Go ahead take me to mold into your model Because I am not what you've always wanted Your expecting too much You don't understand me you dont know what I am going through Because if you did You wouldn't keep doing this If you understood me It wouldn't be like this Maybe if I understood you it would all just work But you just don't make sence You are so complicated Why did things have to be this way Why is it so hard for us It is like someone is testing us And it's pushing my patience It sure has pushed you off the edge I am not what you want Was I ever what you needed? It is like one thing after another It never seems to end If one thing goes wrong The whole world seems to follow Do you really not feel it? Or are you just scared? I am tired of your doubting I thought we were fine Because you could have fooled me Your talks about marrige Your talks about love Did it all mean just nothing Because it seemed real So what changed you Because your such a different person I loved you the way you were Now I am not so sure It's all about how you feel It's never about me You Take my feelings But you tear them apart Can you be gentele Is it in you? It seems like this was your decison Your happy with this time apart I bare and grin it It's all up to you I have no say Let's avoid our problems Never face whats real That's how you'd like to do it So that's how it is I am not a child I can't be treated like this It crushes me Think of me as you are The perfect person that you are If it's not something its everything Just decide already I don't feel like you love me You never show it Never I am tired of being fooled I thought I was done with this game I guess not I am doomed I can't do this anymore I have done so much for you And in return I get nothing I have given you so much of me And yet it's just not enough My decisions your never happy with Will you ever be happy with me Now it is my turn to doubt you Because I am sick of being the victim I can't sit here and take this If you don't want me If I am not what you wanted Then leave Better yet since you cant decide It's up to me To decide my own destiny It's my life You thought you were in controll But the truth is you have lost it And you have also lost me |
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blackandwhitehorizon Member
since 2003-05-05
Posts 183an akward state of mind |
i like this... and i know most of us have all felt this simlar confusion at one time or another... "love is but a song we sing and fear's the way we die" |
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