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kissa~rachelle
Senior Member

since 2003-11-27

Posts 988
nowhere special

0 posted 2004-04-26 11:40 PM

I've fallen back into this hole,
this hole that seems to never end.
Just when i thought it was over,
i lose everything again.

My heart broke in half,
by your dissapointment in me.
I cant bear this anymore,
knowing i can never live up to your dreams for me.

I wish i would go back,
and change everything i've done.
I wish i could be who i used to be,
happy, and not doing drugs just for fun.

I'm so sorry.
I am such a screw up,
i'm sorry i have let you down.

It tears me up inside,
knowing i have caused all this pain.
I'm the screw up in the family,
the reason nothing will ever be the same.

I wish i could runaway,
but i know it will just cause more pain,
I wish i could end it all,
i wish i could just change.

I wish someone could help me,
but i am beyond repair.
You cant help someone,
who doesnt really care.

~kissa~
* I am not finished yet.

I want a relationship i can finally sink my teeth into.~ Alexander Sterling

sweet_cute_palestinian04
Member

since 2004-04-11

Posts 418
Earth

1 posted 2004-04-26 11:54 PM

i actually liked this poem it was nice ..to be honest i truly love it especially when i feel ur pain im going through the same thing but NO DRUGS welll you have to rememeber 1 thing your family are number 1 ...you cant ever run away from the place you know you will one day come back..there is nothing better than your family..soo dont screw upp trust me..THINK BEFORE YOU DO ANYTHING...

and sis.. listen to this song called [the reason by hoobastank] its gr88 song give it to the people you love and you made them loose your trust //beleive me sis ,,if u ever need anything im here..welll stay strong and remember life goes on and you will know the truth and becareful with whatever you do it may kill you for life..

...................

Deep_Inside
Member

since 2002-02-14

Posts 377
i can't stop hiding

2 posted 2004-04-27 09:51 PM

I really really really liked this poem I can relate to everything it was like I saw my emotion in your words. My favorite part was:

“It tears me up inside,
Knowing I have caused all this pain.
I'm the screw up in the family,
The reason nothing will ever be the same.

I wish I could runaway,
But I know it will just cause more pain,
I wish I could end it all,
I wish I could just change.”

I know this more than you could understand, I hope that your life isn't a constant of this. And the one thing I want you to remember that there is the family that you are born into, an then there is the family that you choose...grate write...good luck...keep writing

P.S. I’m going to put this in my library if you don't mind
{Matt}

when you live you begin to die
when you die memories of you life lives in others
when memories of you begin to fade
you truly begin to die

kissa~rachelle
Senior Member

since 2003-11-27

Posts 988
nowhere special

3 posted 2004-05-02 02:42 AM

Thanx 4 ur replys guys. I am sorry that u know how i feel....like i said thanx 4 the replys.

I want a relationship i can finally sink my teeth into.~ Alexander Sterling

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