MindBeyondBody
Junior Member
since 2007-08-02
Posts 14
Florida,United States
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2007-09-10
11:36 AM
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the pain in my soul you can see it in my eyes i wish i could hide it but its just to much to handle im at my limits just trying maintain day by day but it gets worse i feel like a cancer patient im dying inside slowly day by day and theres nothing i can do to stop the never ending pain only route i see is death thats the only answer to my problem but it comes to me what if the pain still torments after my death.i cant escape this pain i wish god would forgive me for what ive done but i know i dont deserve his forgiveness i dont deserve to die thats to easy.god that day the day the pain started i will never forget it.it will haunt me for the rest of my life i can see him everywhere i turn everywhere i go,its like a never ending nightmare playing in mind over again and again,the day i killed that little boy when i was drunk
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