Dark Poetry #4 |
Thou shall not |
ForeverPoetic Junior Member
since 2003-09-05
Posts 28Streaming down a tranquil sea |
The death of those I loved Stopped me in my tracks. Ive been a dead needle in life. Stuck in a hole Trying to Climb up Depression Anxiety Suicidal Tendencies No modivation Instead of helping You insult me Tell me Im a loser Pathetic human being I try not to judge For no one is perfect I try not to talk back For my words have thought You lash out You scream You make me cry I cant take it I go to sleep Wishing sometimes I would not wake up But everyday I lose more and more the heart I once... Once thought was complete. Just like this bottle of Jd Almost half gone I continue to write to express your hatred. with every line All i can think about is your hatred Why is this? Why is it that i think only of your evils I try not to shout "thou shall not scream" I try not to hurt "thou shall not murder As the last drops Pour into my mouth I slowly Slowly...stand up on this chair Tie a knot and release. My breath is getting short now. My eyes are slowly dimming into the light My memories My pain Slowly dissappearing "thou shall not misuse" I wish this commandment was true If my life is so useless Why am I murdering the soul purpose to live? Why am I hurting those who loved me? ^-^-^-^-^--------- Stars, though unseen on dark nights. Are still there, just hidden away. Twinkling, winking at us, and laughing at our dismay |
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