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Sir_Vampire Member
since 2007-06-12
Posts 96Johannesburg |
My anger used to be my shield now betrayal has sent out a death bringing call a call to which i must yield a call which shall mark this lost souls downfall the knifes handle is my only hug i ball my hand and make a fist A deep breathe i take and my shoulders shrug i close my eyes and place the blade to my wrist a gasp is breathed a look of shock is taken The blade to the floor is thrown I knew my death would be delayed and foresaken I better life if only of it i had known I pick up the knife again with a shaking hand and stare at the clean unblemished blade in anger i stare knowing i lost my mind and was unmanned i throw the blade away & walk away wishing not to linger the guns barrel is my only truly loving kiss a eye is wiped a sob brings a silent anguished tear My eyes are closed witha whisper of i can do this a finger on the trigger of death i do not fear I breathe deep and cry out meakly the barrel breaks its loving kiss i fall to my knees and breath out weakly i feel despaired wishing i could have done this i cock the gun and take the unused unmarked bullet the gun i throw away and take my reminder of defeat again i cry silently asking myself why i couldnt do it I walk away the gravel crying with me from under my feet you watched me bleed you watched me die you watched me not even a bat of your eye |
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hunnie_girl
since 2006-06-18
Posts 2567Canada |
ahh very deep, i loved the raw emotion in this. hunnie. ~fool me once shame on you, fool me twice shame on me~ |
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