Dark Poetry #4 |
My brain the unbeing |
Venus1974 Member
since 2006-07-15
Posts 79Tennessee, USA |
Thru the years Ive lived with you I've stood by your side well atleast the days I didnt run away to hide you bash me with your blows as if it doesnt matter you twist me and turn me dont you know glass will shatter you play games within my mind you take me to another place in time you watch as I suffer but do not lend a hand you crumble more when I can not stand Make me see things I dont wanna see make me feel worthless a horrid way to be get over it they all say not knowing I cant even though they are told... man I am so young yet I feel so old still you keep it there making it in my head replay trapping me in thoughts I could never say I too am twisted or am I not this stuff in my head is like and evil plot to seek out to destroy to take over like in a convoy take me with you or leave me behind both just will not do.. I'll search my soul as I search you whithering moments are they unseen no one seems to care about me the unbeing I hide here in this shell they call my body yet I am lost within its so shoddy to cry or not to cry u ask and I say no yet unwillinly the tears they seem to flow I dont want to be this way no more I want a way out of my minds door Just to take a peak at what it would be had there not been u there haunting me but no without you I cannot function its insane so I race around in this spaghetti junction wandering from here to there wondering do any really care When night falls and its late you continue on not letting me sleep you take control of my mind and I weep Into the night you follow me there watching and waiting till my breathing is bare Holding on to every last waking sec hoping to fit more in But I tell u its too much and then you think of dying and going away you think of crying never to stay As sleep takes hold you become someone new you become the nightmare you you take on a form of reality only youre not taking me down a path where fires burn hot showing me things I refuse to see so when I wake I am still the unbeing...me ©2003 DP Peace and happiness to us all, Venus |
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hunnie_girl
since 2006-06-18
Posts 2567Canada |
wow, thais was amazing i loved the flow and the content beautiful hope to read more soon... hunnie ~fool me once shame on you, fool me twice shame on me~ |
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Venus1974 Member
since 2006-07-15
Posts 79Tennessee, USA |
Thanx I appreciate that...this is one of my favorites...more because its about my brain which is ultimately me...very deep I think. Peace and happiness to us all, Venus |
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