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KoKo
Senior Member

since 2003-02-15

Posts 995
Inside the shadow's shadow

0 posted 2003-10-28 12:27 PM

Come play with me Mommy!
You can be my favorite barbie
And I'll play with the ugly one
If you like...

Come play with me, Mommy!
We can laugh and be happy
Just like
When Daddy was alive!

No answer.
Just tears.

Come play with me, Mommy!
Forget that old mean man
That's drinking downstairs
And smoking cigerettes.
We can forget him,
Forever!

Come play with me, Mommy.
Come play ponies and
Live in a world
Where we understand
The whinnies and grunts!

No answer.
Just another swig
Of her wine cooler.

Come play with me, Mom.
Come sit on Gramma's cold
Hard floor
And close your eyes
And pretend all's well!

Come on, Mom.
Come play with me.
I swear I'll be good
And try my best to make you smile.

No answer,
Just an annoyed flick
Of her rusted hand.

Mom, come look at my A,
And this smiley sticker
That the teacher gave me.
Why can't you
Look like that?

Where did your smiles go?

Come talk with me, Mom.
Come tell me what's wrong,
And hug me when I tell you
How much I hate you.

Apologize, Mom.

"Come to bed with me, Sexy"
He said.
And I did.

"Are you going to hit
That or what?"
He asked.
And I did.

"Drink up, little lady,
Before it gets warm,"
He said.
And I did.

"The back seat's fine,
Just clear out that junk
And lay down,"
He said.
And I did.

Come look at me, Mom.
Come see what you've done.
Look at who I am.
Don't worry, I won't hide anything.
You can see every scar
Every tear
Every drop of blood.
I want you to see.

Come on, Mom.
Come face what you've created.
Come watch me as I cry,
As I hit the bong,
As I pass out drunk
In a stranger's bed.

Take a look
And see
I'm you.

Thanks, mom.

*Note: Glad to report that's all in the past, and I'm living my own life, now and forever.*

[This message has been edited by KoKo (10-28-2003 12:31 AM).]

pandonov
Member

since 2003-10-03

Posts 478
b/w conscience and insolence

1 posted 2003-10-28 12:35 PM

hm not to many things've made me shiver, but this one did, i hope u are ok, and u are quite brave to share this one...

KoKo
Senior Member

since 2003-02-15

Posts 995
Inside the shadow's shadow

2 posted 2003-10-28 12:37 PM

Thanks. I have no idea what made me, it sort of just happened.
Didn't even know I had the guts to post it.

Thanks again!

P.S. I'm just fine, thanks

Fire Fairy
Junior Member

since 2003-10-22

Posts 43
Australia

3 posted 2003-10-28 12:57 PM

Wow. This was really powerful. Thank you for being such an open and expressive channel... it's so wonderufl to hear that you feel in your heart that you have come so far.

JamesMichael
Member Empyrean

since 1999-11-16

Posts 33336
Kapolei, Hawaii, USA

4 posted 2003-10-28 07:01 PM

Thanks for posting this...James

GG
Member Elite

since 2002-12-03

Posts 3532
Lost in thought

5 posted 2003-10-28 07:09 PM

this is powerful...
I thank God I've not gone through most of that. And I live my own life...
I hate that that was in your past, but I'm glad things are different now.

Always, Alyssa

- And so it was that time stood still -
(blink, breathe, stand, fight)

KoKo
Senior Member

since 2003-02-15

Posts 995
Inside the shadow's shadow

6 posted 2003-10-28 08:37 PM

Thanks, guys. It means alot to me that even though this isn't dressed up in pretty words, it's still appreciated. That means...well, more than I can express...to me.

-Hugs to all-,
Lauren

s1nfully_1nn0c3nt
Senior Member

since 2003-10-26

Posts 1105
Watertown, NY

7 posted 2003-10-29 06:41 AM

Hey Girl I Know How You Feel My Mom Is Like That And Lemme Say Im Glad You Learned From Her Mistakes Cuz I Kno I'll Learn From My Moms Mistakes Loved The Poem~!~

I'd Rather Be Hated For Who I Am Then Loved For What I'm Not~!~

Much Luv,
~!~"Trina"~!~

littlewing
Member Rara Avis

since 2003-03-02

Posts 9655
New York

8 posted 2003-10-29 09:01 AM

aghh scary yes oooh makes me mad it do

but I know and it is good of you to write of it and get it out
you are safe here and this , Oh My
scared me to think back actually:

Where did your smiles go?

Come talk with me, Mom.
Come tell me what's wrong,
And hug me when I tell you
How much I hate you.

I know, My God, I do Lauren
beautiful outpouring
*smile*
Bless you
xxoo

[This message has been edited by littlewing (10-29-2003 09:01 AM).]

Edder
Senior Member

since 2003-04-02

Posts 671

9 posted 2003-11-02 10:34 AM

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