I watch the rain as it hits the window-pane
That same motion matches the hurt in my heart, they are one in the same
I follow the drops of water, with my eyes
To me they resemble a million or more of my good-byes

The thunder booms above, as the lightning flashes in the sky
This is one of those days, when no one would notice if I cried
I step outside, and feel the coolness wet upon my face
Looking high above, I search for a sign of heavenly grace

I feel so lost, so empty and alone
When did I lose the feeling of a happy "home"
Have you ever tried so hard, to absolutely no avail
Expecting to look in the mirror and be flushed, only to see you are only pale

My soul cries out in rages, my heart hiding behind the shield of my mind
I wonder how often I've felt this way before without realizing, I wonder how many times
I want to know who I am, where do I come from, and why
So tired I am of the silence of it all, as though another whisper of good-bye

Everyone tries so hard to reach me, but it's like I'm not even here anymore
I feel lost just like the rain that outside my door does pour
Drenched now from head to toe, I walk back inside
Instead of feeling freer though, in myself I climb deeper and hide

I know I need to talk to someone, but the words get stuck in my throat
Where was I all those years ago, when fate was decided for me, where was my vote?
I know logically I have no reason to be mad
But it's not so much anger that fuels me, it's this constant feeling of sad

I feel like an empty pit is inside of me
No matter how I fight, I can't seem to get free
Swirls of confusion surround me, as the rain continues to fall
I walk out into the world to go to work, my heart and soul completely hid behind my walls