Open Poetry #23 |
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There is not a me |
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jellybeans Member Elite
since 2000-10-13
Posts 2298![]() |
Cross the horizon hilltop skipping freedom bound...I have searched and there is no longer a me that I can see; neither am I among the trees sauntering without a care, admiring as each leafed creation tumbles down its vibrant colors denying death. Since I have chosen nowhere to go in the cars driving to and fro there is not a me, I have looked so I should know. Softly touching your face just before lips would touch in a kiss desperately I look in your eyes but regrettably I find there is not a me. I breathe, I know that I must. My hand on my chest proves me alive, but I have succumbed, betrayed myself, and I have left; there is not a me inside. [This message has been edited by jellybeans (11-19-2002 03:40 PM).] |
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Cpat Hair![]()
since 2001-06-05
Posts 11793 |
obviously there is a you... you wrote a part of it here... |
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Nightshade![]() ![]() ![]() ![]()
since 2001-08-31
Posts 13962just out of reach |
jellybeans - sometimes I feel like I have lost myself. Your words really touched me to-day. Well done. Chris "Hope" is the thing with feathers- |
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suthern![]() ![]()
since 1999-07-29
Posts 20723Louisiana |
What a wonderful, poignant write! It's so good I may forgive you for not giving me a preview... someday. *G* I love the scenes you've created here... but yanno what? *S* I can tell you right where you are... you're in my heart. *S* |
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TwoHeartsOnePen Member
since 2002-06-07
Posts 60state of determination |
beautiful... I haven't read your work in a while, and its nice to have you back. ![]() Love is patient, indeed. It endures the distance when it seems we cannot endure it ourselves. |
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Madame Chipmunk Member Rara Avis
since 2001-12-05
Posts 8296Michigan |
Very familiar sentiments, Jellybeans... but there really is a you, and you are an excellent poet ![]() Lyra |
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scorpio Member Ascendant
since 2002-10-02
Posts 5178right...there |
Losing one's self is most disquieting...I love how you used external forces to reference existence...but it has to come from within...a search well worth making...very profound write!! ...believe what your heart feels... |
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jellybeans Member Elite
since 2000-10-13
Posts 2298 |
Cpat…..yes, I guess…but it is what is missing that is disquieting, sigh Chris, thank you, have had this feeling for some time, but it hadn’t gotten to paper til now suthern, lol, well lady as little as I write these days, I figured I better post as soon as it was finished so it wouldn’t be jinxed…and yep lady, that anchor in your heart, is a strong part of what keeps me going ![]() two hearts…thank you, I don’t guess I have seen your name, but thank you for the comments…..have been working so hard that exhaustion takes my muse to silence..sigh Thank you madame…..very sweet of you to say ![]() scorpio, thank you…..and yes, I guess it is a search, I hadn’t quite come around to that thought yet…..thank you |
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