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dani
Junior Member

since 2003-05-10

Posts 46

0 posted 2003-05-12 02:08 PM

an empty feeing left inside
from it i will try to hide
hiding from feeling hunger
if i carry on a little longer
maybe if i loose the weight
maybe i will change my fate
is feeling faint all the time
really worth this pain of mine
never eating i'm in controll
i means that i can free my soul
i'm trapped behind the way i look
i feel like the ugly duckling in the book
except i'll never be the swan
even if i carry on

i'll live a lie until i die or until you work out why

AlostHeart
Member

since 2003-05-01

Posts 78
Wisconsin, U.S.

1 posted 2003-05-12 05:03 PM

Hey girl, you shouldn't be so hard on yourself. I have the same troubles with my weight. My mother never weighed over 110bls. until she graduated from high school cause she was pregnant with me. I've never really been "skinny"

dani
Junior Member

since 2003-05-10

Posts 46

2 posted 2003-05-13 11:56 AM

yeah i wrote that when i was going through patches of starving and binging and iwas cutting to so i was kinda in a bad way

BrokenDreams
Member

since 2003-02-09

Posts 425
In The Clouds

3 posted 2003-05-14 10:50 PM

hey, I know how you feel. Starving, binging, cutting...I've been there before. People say to just forget about what other people think and that outer image isn't everything. Yeah easy for them to say. But anyway, try to keep your head up.
Jenni

To hate you must first have loved.

*Belabebeautiful*

Senior Member

since 2003-01-03

Posts 696
washington, USA

4 posted 2003-05-14 11:08 PM

Well I can't say as I relate to the binging part but I feel you on the cutting and starving. I've never really been that big either but I go through times were I feel like I'm not worthy of food so I essentally starve myself..not quite the same situation but I can empathize with you. Keep your head up babe, look to the good days that are speckeled in among the bad. Nicely written shows your emotions very well and gets a message across. Enjoyable read
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