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For Fifteen Years
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For Fifteen Years |
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SmartChick Member Rara Avis
since 2001-09-23
Posts 7081On A Journey To The Unknown 
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Why is it so hard just to say goodbye Even though I know it can never be I've struggled long and hard now Just to keep our marriage going Nearly nine long years I gave to him I gave him all of the love I had inside My love he did not seem to want Many times I would ask myself Just what did he want with me I thought we would be together All the way to the end of time I try my best to stay strong Not showing any feelings to him He never seemed to care before Why should I let him know now Sometimes the pain is just too much That I feel like I just want to die Then I think about the problems We always seem to have had All of the times he made me cry And all of the things he said to me That always hurt me so deep I lived alone for fifteen years Before I ever even met him So I know I can do it once again Some plans I have made for myself Once I can get a place for me to stay Then he will see what I am made of I am hanging onto the strength That I find within myself He can take away alot of things But, this he cannot take from me Soon he will find this out 8-11-02 [This message has been edited by SmartChick (08-11-2002 11:28 PM).] |
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skyshine 
since 2002-02-07
Posts 3058Beneath the northern stars |
I can see that strength showing through even in your words here, Sue.  ~Beth You look inside my wild mind |
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Madame Chipmunk Member Rara Avis
since 2001-12-05
Posts 8296Michigan |
Hang on tight, Sue... I know that you are strong and you will show it to him... You have been doing it all right so far and I have confidence that you will continue to do so.... Just remember that as long as you stay strong and as long as you hang on to who you are inside, you will have something which can never be taken away from you by anyone.  ~ lots of sympathy hugs and also hugs for good luckLyra |
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Mistletoe Angel
since 2000-12-17
Posts 32816Portland, Oregon |
 (big hugggsssssss) Oh Sue, never let go of that strength you have inside of you, you are a very loving person and never let anyone make you think otherwise! (sigh) Youn deserve so much more than what you are getting and I know with all my heart you will find it all soon, sweet friend, God Bless You, we all love you so much! You have such a beautiful heart, sweet Sue, thank you for sharing! May love and light always shine upon you! Love, Noah Eaton "Underneath your clothes there's an endless story..." |
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NewEnglandlazurlu Member Rara Avis
since 2002-01-04
Posts 7470A Mountain Paradise |
'... Once I can get a place for me to stay Then he will see what I am made of I am hanging onto the strength That I find within myself He can take away alot of things But, this he cannot take from me Soon he will find this out ...' Oh Sue I am so proud of you for writing these words. You are strong and you can do this. Yes, it will be hard but look how strong you are becoming. Lyra's right, library's have computers. Don't say good-bye to us yet. Have you decided when you are leaving? Know you go with all of us sitting on your shoulders loving and encouraging you. Hugs, Marti |
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Betty Senior Member
since 2002-08-13
Posts 1159Virginia |
Sue keep up your strength. I know you can do it. |
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Enchantress Member Empyrean
since 2001-08-14
Posts 35113Canada eh. |
I'm so proud of you Sue. Stay in touch and let me know how you are doing. ~Hugs~ ~Somewhere in my heart I'm always |
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JamesMichael Member Empyrean
since 1999-11-16
Posts 33336Kapolei, Hawaii, USA |
Reminds me of the way I felt when I was ready to leave a relationship...I figured that I had made a mistake and was with the wrong person so I became determined to use every resource I could muster to get out of the relationship...James |
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