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SmartChick
Member Rara Avis

since 2001-09-23

Posts 7081
On A Journey To The Unknown

0 posted 2002-05-27 10:13 AM

Fear, I Will Never Show
There was a time I tried to leave
With physical attack he prevented me
I wonder if that's why he doesn't say anything
I still remember that day in the spring

Even if I was, I wouldn't let him know I'm afraid
I will stand up to him, just like any other day
Fear of him, I will never let him know
This is something to him, I will never show

I do not understand, why he wants me here
When he dosen't even act like he cares
He is always gone somewhere else
That's okay, I can take care of myself

He just sits there in that chair, saying nothing
Each time I tell him what I am thinking
Sometimes he tells me how important he is
He did not use to act like this

No one knows the pain I feel deep inside of me
I just wish things were like they use to be
Before everything changed like this
Those are the things I so much miss

By Sue 5-27-02

Miss T. Eyed
Junior Member

since 2002-05-26

Posts 47

1 posted 2002-05-27 10:33 AM

Very painful situation you write of here, and very well at that. I hope you continue to stand your guard, for you are as important if not more than he is.

catalinamoon

Member Rara Avis

since 2000-06-03

Posts 9543
The Shores of Alone

2 posted 2002-05-27 10:49 AM

Oh, I am sorry that you find yourself in this position Sue. Take care.
Sandra

Madame Chipmunk
Member Rara Avis

since 2001-12-05

Posts 8296
Michigan

3 posted 2002-05-27 11:17 AM

I agree with Sandra, Sue...I too, am sorry that you are in such a position....
I guess the only good thing about it...if indeed, there could be anything "good" about it, is that it provides you with "material" for your poems....

This one is very well written, but I wish you didn't have that particular "material" with which to write it.

~ strong woman hugs

Lyra

copyright2002 Lyra Nesius

"poetry is life distilled" Gwendolyn Brooks

Alicia
Member

since 2002-03-22

Posts 279

4 posted 2002-05-27 10:01 PM

~Still reading these words of yours,...please know that they are heard. Take care of yourself. *Peace.

Mistletoe Angel

Member Empyrean

since 2000-12-17

Posts 32816
Portland, Oregon

5 posted 2002-05-27 10:10 PM

(big hugggsssssss) Oh Sue, I'm so sorry you've had to stand in this moment, sweet friedn, my heart goes out to you and I encourage you to stay strong and not let fear bring you down! (sigh) My heart is with you, sweet friend, we all love you so much! You have such a beautiful heart, sweet Sue, thank you for sharing!

May love and light always shine upon you!

Love,
Noah Eaton

"Underneath your clothes there's an endless story..."

Shakira

ThisDiamond
Member Rara Avis

since 2002-02-22

Posts 9353
Michigan, USA

6 posted 2002-05-27 10:16 PM

You are stronger than the fear my dear.
Take care and find your wings...for here you fly and there you cry. Prayers to you. Be safe. ThisDiamond

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