It's never going to be okay

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Chrissy
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since 2002-01-24

Posts 81
Idaho, no I am not a farmer!

0 posted 2002-01-24 05:07 AM

Since the accident, I hear people say,
"Everything is going to be okay"
When I hear this is want to scream.
The people who say it are on the wrong team.
My friend was taken; a part of my heart went with her.
People tell me I'll be better; I bed to differ.
That drunk driver came out of nowhere, and crashed into my friend.
At the hospital i cried, because I heard the end.
The day we burried her in the ground,
was the most heartbroken day I've ever had.
To see her there-So silent-so cold...
you won't believe the feeling
to know your friend wont come back.
no more sleepovers, no more phone calls;
all because a kid thought it was cool to drink and drive.
people try to tell you, "It's okay, you'll get over it, you'll move on, take it day by day"
Maybe if they were feeling what Im feeling now
They would know, it's not going to be okay.
'cause "the okay" would only be wehn i would have my friend back,
for the sleepovers, the phone calls, for the big friendship things.
Just go back and make that kid think.
If only it were possible, and the heartbreak would go away,
but if it doesnt happen now, then I hope it will one day.
'cause this hole in my heart is waiting to be filled.
and only then will everything be okay.

Professor Gloom
Member Elite

since 2000-07-23

Posts 3082
of Depression

1 posted 2002-01-24 05:14 AM

A title like this is always going to draw me into read,
What I see is a large amount of Emotion,
A touch raw, but well expressed.

Gloom

Charisma

Member Ascendant

since 2000-09-30

Posts 5906
lost in blue pages

2 posted 2002-01-25 01:16 PM

emotions translated from the heart what you did very well. My sympathy with the lost of your friend, and it isn't ok indeed. Not the way it happened. Time will ease the pain, that's a fact but till than your pain needs to go out. I wish you strength and hope that your good memories will guide you in your painful strife.

((warm hugs))
Charisma

catalinamoon

Member Rara Avis

since 2000-06-03

Posts 9543
The Shores of Alone

3 posted 2002-01-26 10:50 AM

Chrissy, so sorry for your loss. I lost a friend in a car accident when I was 16. I never forgot, and it was a LOT of years ago.
Peace
Sandra

sodpossom
Senior Member

since 2001-06-15

Posts 723
N.C

4 posted 2002-01-26 10:52 AM

Alot of emotion well expressed!

Mistletoe Angel

Member Empyrean

since 2000-12-17

Posts 32816
Portland, Oregon

5 posted 2002-01-26 12:35 PM

(tears fall down my cheeks) Oh Chrissy, my heart goes out to you, this is soooooooo heartbreaking! (sad sigh) Time will ease the hurt, sweet friend, my heart cries out to your loss but I know with all my heart that she is smiling down upon you from above, so blessed to have such a loving caring friend like you, and her love will always go on in your heart! (wipes tears) God Bless You, sweet friend, all our hearts are with you always, we all love you so much! You have such a beautiful heart, sweet Chrissy, thank you for sharing!

May love and light always shine upon you!

Love,
Noah Eaton

[This message has been edited by Mistletoe Angel (01-26-2002 12:36 PM).]

Rodney Belcher
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since 2000-06-06

Posts 227
Taylor, Michigan

6 posted 2002-01-26 12:59 PM

Loss is never easy...but time heals. It dont seem so now, but it will. God won't let you suffer too much. Somebody or something will come along to help...trust me...Rod

Nothing ever happens unless first a Dream - Rod

strbbux
Member Elite

since 2001-12-19

Posts 3859

7 posted 2002-01-26 02:57 PM

I don't know how I missed this Chrissy. No, it is not ever going to be ok. I know first hand. But you do get stronger, lean on God. You will be fine. But it is not ever going to completely go away. Not when you love someone very much and have lost them.Great poem. floria

Floria

"Alas for those that never sing,
But die with all their music in them"
(Oliver Wendell Holmes)

Kethry
Member Rara Avis

since 2000-07-29

Posts 9082
Victoria Australia

8 posted 2002-01-26 03:10 PM

You are right Chrissy...it's never going to be okay, but the pain becomes bearable.
*HuGS*
Kethry

Here in the midst of my lonely abyss, a single joy I find...your presence in my mind. Unknown

Larry C

Member Patricius

since 2001-09-10

Posts 10286
United States

9 posted 2002-01-28 01:22 AM

Chrissy,
I'm with you. It will never be okay. But it's up to you now to show your friends life made a difference...you just did by sharing this poem, thank you. I wish I could make it better but just know that some of do care even if we don't understand.

rosepetals25

Member Elite

since 2000-05-31

Posts 3076
PA

10 posted 2002-01-28 05:23 PM

Chrissy,

Oh I know this feeling all to well.

I have lost a number of friends to car accidents... it's not ok. Hugs to you

Hugs,
Tara

"My heart is like an open book, for the whole world to read"
- Motley Crue, Home Sweet Home

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