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TopGunLauren
Senior Member

since 2000-08-02

Posts 718
California

0 posted 2002-03-04 01:32 AM

How could you lie to me,
I just don't get it so explain.
Not once did I lie to you,
And now I'm in so much pain.

You were a good friend of mine,
So I though I could trust you.
But I guess I was wrong,
And now I don't know what to do.

Now I wont be able to trust anyone,
But it's not like you care.
My life is so screwed up now,
And I sit here gasping for air.

All I have ever known or believed is wrong,
And now I have nothing to live for.
Everyday my life is geting worse,
And I can't take much more.

My life has sunk back into depression,
And all I seem to do is cry.
But I can't let you see my tears,
Or let you know that I really want to die.

Thanks for making my life a whole lot harder,
And don't be suprised if you don't see me tomorrow.
Because I no longer can talk to anyone,
And I'm about to drownd in my own sorrow.

Lauren

"I just needed someone to talk to you were just to busy with yourself."-Staind

"You've got to get yourself together you got stuck in a moment and y

Mysteria

Member Laureate

since 2001-03-07

Posts 18328
British Columbia, Canada

1 posted 2002-03-04 11:57 AM

So very sad, but I don't think that threats of "death" are a good way with dealing with "life" do you? I understand what you are trying to say, but sticking to the "feelings" of rejection, and the loss of a friend is better than actually telling what the consequences would be, otherwise I liked your poem and am sure many can identify with this situation.

[This message has been edited by Mysteria (03-04-2002 12:14 PM).]

Lisa_bebe15
Member

since 2001-11-15

Posts 151
Florida

2 posted 2002-03-04 12:11 PM

I like that..I know how you feel and know where you are comming from. I am sorry that your friend did this to you, But its not worth dying over..I once thought my life was so bad..that I couldnt go on..my b/f left me..cheated on me. If you try suicide your life wont get better..after that attempt you want love..you want to forget about that..but you wont..I promise..life will get better
aim- LisaPigtails100

xShUgArHiGhx

Member Elite

since 2000-09-26

Posts 3150
tRyIn tO fIt iN2 mY oWn ShoEs

3 posted 2002-03-04 01:37 PM

Trust no one Lauren...in the end everyone is out to better themselfes and will ultimately walk upon anyone to get to where they wanna be...even our so called "friends"...i've been in the situation you are in now way too often and its the crappiest feeling...stay strong sweety..im always here for you to talk to [email protected]

Im so glad to see you posting again!

iTs bEeN 1 Of ThOsE dAyZ 4 2 MaNY dAyZ nOw..I jUst NeEd a DaY whErE tHe WOrLd cAn tAkE cArE of ItsElf..

LCBS
Senior Member

since 2001-11-29

Posts 532
Connecticut

4 posted 2002-03-04 03:45 PM

dont trust no one, trust us, we are always here for you, email me if you need to, because I know how hard it is to dea with a friend betraying you...

~LCBS

angel_2401
Member

since 2001-06-12

Posts 131
Cincinnati, OH

5 posted 2002-03-04 04:50 PM

*hugs* I'm sorry that you feel this way. But there are people here that care, and are here for you.

Kristin

I'm not just A Princess, I'm THE Princess!!!!! ~*~I love Matt!~*~

Acies

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Member Rara Avis

since 2000-06-07

Posts 7665
Twilight Zone

6 posted 2002-03-05 09:36 AM

email me if you need to talk to someone Lauren

là où est mon amour?
donde está mi amour?
wo ist meine Liebe?
Nelly Furtado é a menina a mais bonita no mundo largo do todo.

Ceinwyn
Member Elite

since 2000-07-09

Posts 2175
VA

7 posted 2002-03-05 06:45 PM

I know I don't know you, but your words echo the past and pain I've been through also and still dealing with..I have a hard time with trust..but you know what, you can trust some people the ones that are sincere and you'll be able to feel it radiating off of them please don't be like me and push the ones that love you away, I'm guilty of that..you can email me if you ever need to talk, [email protected], we all fall prey to deceit and it takes awhile to get back onto our feet..hehe I rhymed:P

Kristen

Voiceless
Senior Member

since 2001-02-19

Posts 686
Under the stars upon the wind

8 posted 2002-03-05 10:34 PM

I know what you mean..
great poem the
way you expressed yourself
was excellent.

Freedom is not Free (Korean War memorial)

inspiredpoetwriter
Member

since 2002-01-05

Posts 104
Minnesota

9 posted 2002-03-06 10:24 PM

hihi
Good poem gurl itz really good "WOW" *claps* hehehe YAY!! hope to read more of ur's soon!

check out mine plz

:) :) :) =)

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