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sad brown eyes
Junior Member

since 2001-12-14

Posts 19
Connecticut U.S

0 posted 2001-12-19 10:22 AM

He loves me but, I dont love him.
But i wont leave him.
When he says my name i shake, but not in shame.
My blood runs cold and i quiver.
Im told maybe in time i will like the guy.
Its not like that though.
My heart jsut dont have that love feeling there.
But then it sometimes appears.
I tell him it and i do really care but, i also second guess the feelingz there.
I cant tell him why,or what i fear, and i fill with tears.
I might be really hurting someone who might really care.
I keep telling myself that maybe in time the feelingz will disappear.
Im just hiding behind my fear.
We really havent been together so that could be one of the reasons i tear.
I really jsut dont know what i feel.
But some day soon i hope, i will understand.

Tamma

Senior Member

since 2000-01-17

Posts 794
In His Arms, Harpers Ferry, WV

1 posted 2001-12-19 12:43 PM

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm....young love? or young emotions, that are just too confusing...either way, I've been there...GRRR...Sometymes, I think I still am...but thing will work out, always have for me.

~ Tamma

If I held a star everytyme
he made me smile,I'd have the
evening sky in my palm, if
one was removed for every tear
he caused, I'd be emptyhanded.

Jenn Cirrincione

Member Elite

since 2000-07-02

Posts 2107
Fl

2 posted 2001-12-20 11:58 AM

You know this really is awful. (the situation, not the poem) I relate to this. If you don't feel it don't stay just cause you feel obligated. It's not fair for him or you. I mean think of it like this: The longer you stay with this Mr. Wrong....the longer it'll be before you can find your Mr. Right.

Nice work
Jenn

"I want love on my own terms; after everything I've ever learned. Me, I carry too much baggage..."

Acies

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Member Rara Avis

since 2000-06-07

Posts 7665
Twilight Zone

3 posted 2001-12-21 02:18 PM

You are right, someday you'll know
just don't force things when you don't
This is when people actually get hurt
Thanks for sharing

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donde está mi amour?
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