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Dark Poetry #3

Total Boredom

Sikanda
Member

since 2002-10-08

Posts 54

0 posted 2002-10-10 04:16 PM

Toturous moments of your life
dragging on and on
taking you down with them as they pass
catching you in a whirlwind from which their is no escape

Boredom is just a state of mind
to me though it is a reality
The only reality
Nothing interests me anymore

What do you do?
When every person annoys the h*ll out of you?

everything they say, the actions they take
seem dull and uninteresting to your Superior mind

Like I said nothing interests me anymore

And I'm at the point where I just don't give a damm
It's hard to feel,to think
my blood running through me like anathesia
numbing my brain to a dull edged knife
with absolutely no purpose

and my words fall away to senseless ramblings
don't care
don't care

Why bother
to try to make sense of anything at all?

You ask me where I stand
whats it is like
and I say gray
but you cannot see the grayness
You cannot feel the total lack of emotion I feel
like I robot I am, something not human

you say I'm lost?
maybe you are right
the gray mist spreading through the cobwebs of my mind
seeping through me as quickly as waters does to a Kleenex
nothing is everything,everything is nothing

Yes nothing interests me
the things I used to like are meaningless
and can be seen no longer

Numbness
Dullness
Total Boredom

Welcome to my life

Amaranthine
Member

since 2002-10-06

Posts 61
ON Canada

1 posted 2002-10-10 08:09 PM

what a dreary verbal painting of a time I lived through myself. i know how it feels, and this is it!

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