here u all go........here is another tribute

The binding that keeps me against the
wall will never let go, the softness
in your eyes will never appear again
ever since you left, my world has
started to crumble, since you've gone
I'm feeling pain that is ripping me
apart, my happy exterior can't mask
my pain anymore,
dont you won't to come back to me?
do u miss me up there? I want you
back here, talking to me
I can't talk to anyone, I'm too
scared to talk, I want them to listen
like you did, I don't want an empty
listener, I think I need one that cares
don't you want me to live a life
I can feel a snake bite, the poison
spreading through my body
venom stinging me and eating away at me
that's what it feels like, my body is
wasted and hollow
Why do they say what they don't mean?
can't you answer me? do you know your
ignoring me?do I need to YELL!?
I'm really in need of a friend,
I'm really in need of a shoulder to cry own
Im really in need of someone to care about me
I really want you to be here, I want a friend
who can help me get through this
Who can share conversation filled with society
and its problems, love and hate,
all that's beautiful,
I want more than just hello and good bye and
whatever the lame conversation that might be
in between, I need you
so send me someone in stead, I know your not god
i know he doesnt exist, but u do
so do something!!please
i need love.....

Regina