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eternal_darkone
Junior Member

since 2001-02-07

Posts 14

0 posted 2001-02-07 10:04 PM

My memories have been erased
I destroyed them by my own free will
I did so to relive the pain
But it just grows and grows
I have learned to control the pain
But I dont know how lond i can
I fear the when I grow to weak
And it takes control
That I may take my life
Or take those of my friends
I hope this will not happen
But I can't know for sure
If I feel the day aproach
I will not run in fear
I will let it come and take control
It can control my fate

Allan Riverwood

Member Elite

since 2001-01-04

Posts 3502
Winnipeg

1 posted 2001-02-07 10:22 PM

Ever write about sunny days? I'd like to see your take on it.
Mayhaps... "they hurt my eyes?"
Just kidding, of course.
Another lovely read.
-Allan

We used to hate people, now we just make fun of them. It's more effective that way. --KMFDM

Acies

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Member Rara Avis

since 2000-06-07

Posts 7665
Twilight Zone

2 posted 2001-02-08 02:07 PM

You do have so much pain in you. I've read 3 of your poems today, and all i see is hurt and pain. I hope you talk to to a counselor or any adult about it. Keep your head up, from this point on there's no was but up. stay strong

I see no changes, wake up in the morning I ask myself, "Is life worth living or should I blast myself" TUPAC SHAKUR

Dopey Dope

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Member Patricius

since 2000-08-30

Posts 11132
San Juan, Puerto Rico

3 posted 2001-02-08 11:33 PM

Nicely done here..........be a bit happy..... I know it'd be going against your name but hey.....

I was born myself, raised myself, and will continue to be myself. The world will just have to adjust.

I'm in love with my shadow
I admire it daily

SwEeTnSeXy18
Member

since 2000-09-18

Posts 247
nc

4 posted 2001-02-12 11:14 PM

Eternal_Darkone:

Well the poem does fit your name. I hope things get better for you. Memories can hurt and help, I guess yours hurt too much to hold on to. I'm sorry things are going bad for you. Whatever you do please don't end your life, get help from someone you can trust before you go to those lengths. If there is noone email me and I will try and help. Take care.

~Lisa~

~in order to gain, you have to lose~

jeremydraul
Senior Member

since 2000-08-01

Posts 1118
State of Despair

5 posted 2001-02-13 10:40 PM

i loved it.. glad to not see everyone writing about being happy because theres no such thing as being happy 24/7... nice job

Jeremy

"Life is fading me away, far away, but I’m sketching myself back, line by line, mark by mark." - Jeremy Raulinaitis---'Fading Me Away'

dreamer1 12 5 24
Member

since 2000-12-11

Posts 150
crossing between

6 posted 2001-02-14 12:39 PM

AMEN! Memories are hell, and so is life sometimes, but what can we do but live it? Life goes on whether we want it to or not. I hope.

....peace as a primary objective is dangerous because it implies that we would sacrifice anything for the sake of it....
Robert Kaplan

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