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Allysa

Senior Member

since 1999-11-09

Posts 1952
In an upside-down garden

0 posted 2001-06-01 08:24 AM

Do you know how hard it is,
to keep loving you,
without knowing if you even love me?

Do you know how hard it is,
to keep giving to you,
when you haven't once said "thanks"?

Do you know how hard it is,
when my friends tease me,
because we aren't back together yet?

Do you know how much patients,
it takes for me not to try and rush things,
not to try and force anything to happen?

Do you know how hard it is,
to live while missing Jesica,
and not sharing the pain with you?

Do you know how hard it is,
to just keep on giving everything,
my soul, my poetry, my life,
to you when I know that you're thankful,
for someone caring, for someone in your life,
but you never tell me?

I know you're in a better place and though I cannot see your face, I know you're smiling down on me, saying everything's okay. ~R Kelly (I wish)

Raven Skye
Member

since 2001-03-03

Posts 112
.In a House.

1 posted 2001-06-01 09:54 AM

I love it....I understand where you're coming from...

*×´¨`·.×*Raven Skye*×´¨`·.×*
"Can't explain the way that I feel. You are the love I never found." -Cold

Alyssa

Member

since 2001-05-30

Posts 385
IM ENGAGED!!!!!

2 posted 2001-06-01 10:21 AM

Hey, nice name too.
this is a good poem, I know how you feel. I lost one of my friends also, and i could not share my pain and my anger to the only one i truly love.
nice poem!!!
±Ålyssa±

Allan Riverwood

Member Elite

since 2001-01-04

Posts 3502
Winnipeg

3 posted 2001-06-01 12:55 PM

Oh, no... two Allysa/Alyssas....

This is going to get very, very confusing.

Ah well. hehe...
Nice work on this poem Allysa. The feelings are profound, the title is excellent and the last line is superb.

~Allan

Build a man a fire, and he's warm for a day. Set a man on fire, and he'll be warm for the rest of his life.
~Unknown

Allysa

Senior Member

since 1999-11-09

Posts 1952
In an upside-down garden

4 posted 2001-06-01 02:06 PM

thanks Allan, that means a lot to me. Really. Such awesome comments from you are an unexpected surprise~ ANyways, bye.

I know you're in a better place and though I cannot see your face, I know you're smiling down on me, saying everything's okay. ~R Kelly (I wish)

SEA

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Member Seraphic

since 2000-01-18

Posts 22676
with you

5 posted 2001-06-02 03:50 AM

wow...this is wonderful writing....I hope you work it all out with him

~SEA

Dopey Dope

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Member Patricius

since 2000-08-30

Posts 11132
San Juan, Puerto Rico

6 posted 2001-06-02 03:28 PM

Great poem but something in here made me furious. WHAT KIND OF FRIENDS TEASE YOU BECAUSE YOU AND SOMEBODY YOU LOVED BROKE UP?!
I mean what's up with that?!
Oh yea, Let's make fun of allysa because her heart is broken. FUN FUN!
C'mon now! Tell these friends how you feel or ditch them. Not a healthy environment at all.
Well done on the poem.

I was born myself, raised myself, and will continue to be myself. The world will just have to adjust.

I'm in love with my shadow
I admire it daily

Allysa

Senior Member

since 1999-11-09

Posts 1952
In an upside-down garden

7 posted 2001-06-04 08:23 AM

thanks everyone! I'm having fun typing, because I type pretty fast and my fingernails are BRITE PINK and I hate the color pink. Anyways, Sexy, it's not fair, I know, but I live with it. I just make fun of them to make up for what they put me through.

I know you're in a better place and though I cannot see your face, I know you're smiling down on me, saying everything's okay. ~R Kelly (I wish)

Alyssa

Member

since 2001-05-30

Posts 385
IM ENGAGED!!!!!

8 posted 2001-06-04 10:03 AM

NO WAY ALLYSA!! MY NAILS ARE BRIGHT PINK TO AND I HATE PINK!!!!
..soul sista..LOL
im bored!
hey are you still on here allysa? you should go to www.pogo.com and play checkers and go into the room called Bluberry, cause thats where i am and you can chat with me, im gettin off at ten thirty though...
later sis
±Ålyssa±

"lifes tough, get a helmet"

Alyssa

Member

since 2001-05-30

Posts 385
IM ENGAGED!!!!!

9 posted 2001-06-04 10:05 AM

hey we also have the same font and color

"lifes tough, get a helmet"

Acies

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Member Rara Avis

since 2000-06-07

Posts 7665
Twilight Zone

10 posted 2001-06-13 06:46 PM

You 2 are driving me nuts

But honestly, I loved the poem
You did really good on this one
I did notice what the part Dopey mentioned though
sup with you friends?

hi Sweets, Lizzy, Ina, Erin, Erica, Minna, Kit, Kamie, Javi, Jenn, Sharon, Nan, Cawlee, Cherish, Ashley, Sara, Justine, Leah, Jess, Kimmie, Maree, Mic

anonymous albert ?

Member Elite

since 2001-03-23

Posts 2979

11 posted 2001-06-13 10:42 PM

great poem...i really like your emotions in this poem...your sitaution is harda nd i hope everything turns out...ok

...bye Allysa

im addicted to passions in poetry!...are you?

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