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Elvenblood
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since 2001-02-17

Posts 409
Maine, USA

0 posted 2001-05-30 08:22 PM

A friend ignoring me
a brand new ex girlfriend
compulsion towards suicide

My life is in shambles
but I am happy

I'm not really sure what this is about! This is what I'm feeling now. An old friend is chosing to ignore me for undisclosed reasons, my gf and I seperated this afternoon, and I've had this strange compulsion to kill myself, it's more a physical thing than psychological, if that makes any sense at all. I'm NOT going to do it, and I'm NOT promoting it at all. The truth is there in text - I'm TRULY happy! I shouldn't be, but I am! I don't know, and I don't care :-)

No angels in heaven nor demons below the sea, could ever dissever my soul from the soul of the beautiful Annabel Lee

cherish
Senior Member

since 2001-03-25

Posts 1639
swimming in fairy floss...........

1 posted 2001-05-30 08:25 PM

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh...welcome to MY world blood!!..

..younow know what it feels like to be CONFUSED outta your head!!....

...<-----my head!

"Life is not long and boring,
it's short and compelling." -Javier Agosto-

Marshalzu

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since 2001-02-15

Posts 2681
Lurking

2 posted 2001-05-30 08:25 PM

I can empathise with how you feel, this sort of thing happened to me a while back... I hope that things get better for you.
Zu

Elvenblood
Member

since 2001-02-17

Posts 409
Maine, USA

3 posted 2001-05-30 08:38 PM

Oh no no no! lol I'm not confused at all! I'm not even questioning it! Well I am, but things can't be better for me, becuase I'm truly happy, I haven't been this happy in a long, LONG time! Anyway, thanks though for being nice about it! I owe ya one!

No angels in heaven nor demons below the sea, could ever dissever my soul from the soul of the beautiful Annabel Lee

anonymous albert ?

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since 2001-03-23

Posts 2979

4 posted 2001-05-30 08:41 PM

short and nice...i enjoyed it

...hope things get better...bye

i'm addicted to passions in poetry!...are you?

[This message has been edited by anonymous albert ? (edited 05-30-2001).]

stace_co2003
Member

since 2001-03-30

Posts 497
In a dream world

5 posted 2001-05-31 12:01 PM

interesting. people confuse me, I confuse myself.
lol, but you are as much like me as you are Cherish. but then, Cherish is evil

Stace

I'm just glad that now this rainstorm has ended, and I can see the rainbow once again.

Dopey Dope

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Member Patricius

since 2000-08-30

Posts 11132
San Juan, Puerto Rico

6 posted 2001-05-31 02:38 AM

You're right, this poem doesn't promote suicide.....so it stays IMO. I hope all goes well for you, but like you said, you are happy. So keep being happy man!

I was born myself, raised myself, and will continue to be myself. The world will just have to adjust.

I'm in love with my shadow
I admire it daily

cherish
Senior Member

since 2001-03-25

Posts 1639
swimming in fairy floss...........

7 posted 2001-06-01 12:06 PM

...me evil???.....how could i ever be such a thing?

little_krazy_poet
Junior Member

since 2001-05-28

Posts 41

8 posted 2001-06-01 12:35 PM

well i write a lot of stuff that makes no sense but it has some odd role in the days to come so just see if it makes sense a couple of days from now

anonymousfemale
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since 2000-02-02

Posts 2797
Limbo

9 posted 2001-06-01 03:33 AM

Yeah Cherish, you're evil. But it's the good evil, ok.

Bryan, short and sweet. Good to hear that you are happy. Being unhappy sucks...as it tends to do. Ahem..anyway, hope to see more around.

~AF~

Life is a mystery to be lived, not a problem to be solved."
-Van Kaam

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