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FallNTears
Junior Member

since 2001-03-05

Posts 20

0 posted 2001-03-06 07:54 PM

loosing control
being everything you dont want to be
loving no one, not even yourself

is this the life
you want to know about?
the one you ask about so often
and say you care

no one could care
much less carry my story
to hear of all the tears
that have dried on my cheeks and pillow

no one needs to know
of this spiral towards nothingness
that i could just end...

but for some reason i dont

and i dont know why

why i bother getting up each day to continue to live in this nothingness called my life

*Me*

*Having a nightmare is nothing compared to living one.*

Ina
Senior Member

since 2000-10-09

Posts 1236
Quebec, Canada

1 posted 2001-03-06 07:57 PM

o man....this was amzing. As i said before email me........if something is worng. Im here for you.
REgina

Allan Riverwood

Member Elite

since 2001-01-04

Posts 3502
Winnipeg

2 posted 2001-03-06 07:58 PM

Ooh... this is good. We often wonder what the purpose is to our own existence.
I don't know you, but I like your poetry.
So stick around.

~Allan

Stupidity makes the world go around...and people like us laugh. ~~Elizabeth, to Allan

dreamer1 12 5 24
Member

since 2000-12-11

Posts 150
crossing between

3 posted 2001-03-06 10:31 PM

This is great! I have to agree with you again. We seem to have a lot of similar thoughts. This is definetly a library poem! (I don't have many, I'm picky)

....peace as a primary objective is dangerous because it implies that we would sacrifice any principle for the sake of it....
Robert Kaplan

Dopey Dope

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Member Patricius

since 2000-08-30

Posts 11132
San Juan, Puerto Rico

4 posted 2001-03-07 03:31 PM

I liked this.......looks like you're a busy poster. Wow......tons on the board by you.
Anyway nicely done.

I was born myself, raised myself, and will continue to be myself. The world will just have to adjust.

I'm in love with my shadow
I admire it daily

Elvenblood
Member

since 2001-02-17

Posts 409
Maine, USA

5 posted 2001-03-07 04:02 PM

Wow, that was heavy, especially in the end. To tell you the truth I'm not sure why I keep going either, but we alll do, most of us.

"Some men see things as they are and say why.
I dream things that never were and say why not." ~RFK

Acies

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Member Rara Avis

since 2000-06-07

Posts 7665
Twilight Zone

6 posted 2001-03-08 07:54 PM

I do hope things get better for you
Do you tink you're depressed?
I do suggest to seek professional help
even just to determine why you seem so sad
keep writing
i know it helps when you do

"So long as men can breathe or eyes can see,
So long lives this, and this give life to thee." W.S.

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