Open Poetry #12 |
Letting Go |
Dixie Junior Member
since 2000-07-22
Posts 41Tennessee |
I Love You more than you'll ever know, this is the reason I should let you go..Im broken beyond repair, and im affraid it will bring you nothing but dispair..My life grows ever more complicaited, big changes are takeing place, a life on my own , a past to erace... You have been a positive force in my life yet harder times for me await.. I have to ask myself is that fair to you? Because your feelings are important to me too... Becomeing independent for the 1st time in my life is scarey to me, just the thought of it fill's me with fright..Being a single Mom with a past like ive had, haveing a troubled kid that some say is bad,my health problems forever abound, why is that someone anyone would want to be around? I think about this all the time, I think about it till its blurred in my mind..You Love me this I know,I feel it clear to my soul, but with problems like these,anyone would go..My heart cannot take any more breaks or it will shatter for sure, yet true Love and understanding could also be a cure. Im confused with all the feelings I have, the thoughts of looseing you make me EXTREAMLY sad, an ending before a true begining, a chance throwed away, as sad as it makes me, I think I should give you the chance to make a clean break, This isnt an easy decison to make, it truely makes my heart ache.. What ever you decide, I want you to look deep inside, consider yourself first,then consider the problems at hand, can this work or are "WE" liveing in fantacy land? I will respect what you decide but I want you to know, The Love I have for You will never die..... |
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