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ParisGrl
Senior Member

since 2000-06-01

Posts 610

0 posted 2001-01-08 07:05 PM

Hatred

I don't know how much more of this I can take
It is only a matter of time before I break
Do you enjoy what you do to me?
You bring out all my faults for the world to see
So what if I am gay
Don't you understand I'm happy this way?
You think my whole world should revolve around you
I'm sorry but that's not true
I'm sorry if this sounds harsh but sometimes you can be a witch
How much longer do I have to live on this roller coaster of emotional abuse and neglect?
You believe I did this to you, but that's not true
I sincerely apologize to the people who got innocently dragged into your dramatic antics
Once I leave here, I wonder if I will speak to you again
You once said you wanted me to die now I ask you why?
You must really hate me, but I don't hate you

Sven

Member Laureate

since 1999-11-23

Posts 14937
East Lansing, MI USA

1 posted 2001-01-08 07:58 PM

wow. . . there's a lot going on here ParisGrl. . . lots of emotion. . . good to get it all out. . .

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ParisGrl
Senior Member

since 2000-06-01

Posts 610

2 posted 2001-01-08 08:06 PM

Sven,

Yes, it feels good to get it all out....its about time though.

)

Take Care,
Laura

Stan
Member

since 2001-01-01

Posts 120
Inland Empire Southern California

3 posted 2001-01-08 08:06 PM

Hello Paris,

Sounds like you are trying to speak to a family member here. Sometimes ties are strong and it's hard to break away. But if you do, you need a plan and a commitment. You have done well to put your thoughts down in a way that you understand. Remember you are born alone and you will die alone, and there are times in between when you have to go it alone. Thanks for sharing this!

ParisGrl
Senior Member

since 2000-06-01

Posts 610

4 posted 2001-01-08 08:10 PM

Stan,

Thanks for your reply.....but i'm not alone.

Take Care,
Laura

Janet Marie
Member Laureate

since 2000-01-22

Posts 18554

5 posted 2001-01-08 08:52 PM

no..your not alone...and your getting stronger every day...
and best of all...you arent letting the selfishness make you hate...
that shows your strength and self belief...
powerful writing Laura...
take care of you
jm

catalinamoon

Member Rara Avis

since 2000-06-03

Posts 9543
The Shores of Alone

6 posted 2001-01-08 10:59 PM

Hi Laura, good for you for not letting hate overcome you. And great expression of some difficult times. Take care.
Sandra

Aimster
Member Elite

since 2000-02-19

Posts 4297
Charlotte, NC

7 posted 2001-01-09 07:24 PM

laura~
i will try to write from a not so
personal point of view though as hard
as they may be. this is a VERY powerful
and excellent write! i am extremely proud
of the person you are and how you have
handled yourself in this whole ordeal.
i truly do believe one day she will see
what she has done...my only hope is that
by then it's not too late. afterall none
of us is promised a certain amount of time
on this Earth. As for you though, you must
continue to do what you feel is right for
you and i will keep praying that is ME.
I love you.
Amy

~A true friend is one soul in two bodies~

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