In Loving Memory of Arthur.. For Broken_Winged_Angel in her time of pain...

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Ladycat

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since 1999-07-05

Posts 782
At the edge and a doorway,TX

0 posted 2001-01-03 05:40 AM

I kissed the ground today
I thought of you
And only you
I wish that I wasn't so lonely
I wish that you were here
One more chance to tell you all the things that I wanted to say
I hope that you realize that I'm going to kick and scream and cry
I'm going to throw a fit over this stupid thing that you have done
This thing that tore up several people
Mostly me
It's all me know
It's all up to understanding that you did what you did for a reason
What did you think I was going to do
How did you think that I was going to feel having to go on without you
So here I standing screaming this over your grave in hopes that you hear me whereever you are
Here I am crying over your grave in hope that you will see me whereever you are
Here I stand waiting to see you again
Waiting like if you are going to walk out and this all be some big joke
I guess the jokes on me
Why did you have to kill yourself
Why didn't you think of me
Why did you have to be so selfish
I guess I'll never know
All I can do is a blow a kiss to you
I hope you catch it
I hope that you like the roses that I left for you
I hope you know that you will always hold a special place in my heart
I guess this is my last chance to show you that I cared
To show you that I loved you
To show you that I was always there for you
Know I will move on without you
Know that the feelings will never die just fade
Know that tomarrow is another day
Another day
Without you

I love you Arthur.. Whereever you are..

Broken_Winged_Angel, I hope that the pain fades soon. I'm sorry...

Love,
Lady

Live in my world just once and you'll find yourself enraptured.

JamesMichael
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since 1999-11-16

Posts 33336
Kapolei, Hawaii, USA

1 posted 2001-01-03 05:47 AM

This is really a well written display of emotions...can only say I'm sorry and take care...James

Ladycat

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since 1999-07-05

Posts 782
At the edge and a doorway,TX

2 posted 2001-01-03 09:45 AM

It was a long release of emotions and I hope that it was a release of emotions for Broken too.
This was my mental repost after reading a few pieces done by Broken. So thank you Broken. I guess that I had some unresolved issues that I can now take care of.

Thank you for reading the piece James.

love,
Lady

Live in my world just once and you'll find yourself enraptured.

Gemini
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since 1999-12-15

Posts 1203
Wisconsin, USA

3 posted 2001-01-03 02:29 PM

Ladycat-I'm sure he hears you, your write is sad, and expressed well from your heart. Hugs.

LoveBug

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since 2000-01-08

Posts 4697

4 posted 2001-01-03 03:40 PM

It's must be very hard when someone you love takes their life. There's no way anyone can understand it, the best you can do is try to move on. You describe these harsh emotions very well, and I'm sure that Broken will appreciate this very much.

"Where there is great love there are always miracles" -Cather
"Love heals everything, and love is all there is"- Zukav

Mother_Earth
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since 2000-11-20

Posts 1370
1/2 year Texas & 1/2 year Michigan

5 posted 2001-01-03 07:52 PM

LadyCat and Broken_Winged_Angel, all I can say is I wish you peace and happiness.
Love and hugs for both of you.
ME

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