Dark Poetry #2 |
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Meaningless!! |
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qtpieelmo Senior Member
since 2000-07-04
Posts 989Sesame Street :) hee hee ,NY ![]() |
MEANINGLESS!! Crying myself to sleep, sometimes not even knowing why. I am so weak, but act much stronger. I can't hide in this mask forever, don't even know how much longer. A fake smile & laughs, should really be sobs & a frown. What happens when I can't hide anymore, & my wall crumbles down? Can I live a normal life, & be who I really am? Can I open up completely, to the one person I truly love? Living a life of confusion. Not knowing where it leads. How can I give my life meaning, if I don't know what it already means? Will it ever get better, or will it just get worse? I feel like I'm the only one that hurts, the only one who has this curse. I know my life is real, but meaningless, is how I feel! ~Life is a choice, Death is an easy escape!~ LOVE ELMO <3 ![]() |
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bluebrdy65 Member
since 2000-05-16
Posts 276Gladys, |
Oh how sad I know how you feel its a battle I fight everyday somedays I lose and some I win and others I just break even I sometimes wonder if Im the only one that thinks or feels the way I do or as you do in this piece. but we are not alone. And we all hurt I hope things get better and i really liked your poem |
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Dark_kisses_Within Senior Member
since 2000-03-21
Posts 680Kansas |
*Nods* Yep I can understand this one. Hell I am about to turn 30 ( ![]() Very nice expressions here, Mags No person is worth your tears, and the only one that is ...... will never make you cry |
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qtpieelmo Senior Member
since 2000-07-04
Posts 989Sesame Street :) hee hee ,NY |
awww thanx guys for the great replies--its nice to know once in a while that someone can connect to my poems & that im not alone--its scary being alone ![]() ![]() |
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firecrakker Member
since 2000-10-20
Posts 235Virginia |
I can agree with you here.. and it's a sad plight. But.. I have read some of your other work and know that there are some very special people in your life to whom you have a whole lot of meaning ![]() Merry Christmas Sheila |
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Verve Member
since 1999-06-23
Posts 348Singapore |
Hm ... U know , i think about this question almost every night ... Where is all these leading to ... what and why ...? I dun think the answers will be forthcoming anytime soon but i do suppose we will know one day... By the way, nice to know i am not the only one ![]() ~regina. |
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baerlon Member
since 2000-01-14
Posts 197Youngstown and East Liverpool, Ohio, USA |
I loved this write, it reflects one i wrote awhile back. I believe i understand all about the wall that you hide behind, aand whether or on to tell the one you love. I wish i could direct you in the right direction with both but alas i remain lost as well. Good luck and God Speed There's a peace inside us all Let it be your friend It will help you carry on In the end There's a peace inside us all -Creed |
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qtpieelmo Senior Member
since 2000-07-04
Posts 989Sesame Street :) hee hee ,NY |
Thanx everyone for the great replys--i'm glad you all liked it--i know i have many great people in my life & would never want to lose them, but still at times i feel soo alone-- I guess we all have to find our own meaning though & no one can help us but us--it sux but it's the only way--Merry X-mas to u too & a very Happy New Year ![]() |
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Kethry Member Rara Avis
since 2000-07-29
Posts 9082Victoria Australia |
elmo, two things I know to be true 1) it does get better if you remove the wall a brick at a time. 2) writing helps connect and ground us. *HuGS* write on Kethry Religion is for people frightened about going to hell - Spirituality is for people who have been there. Anon. |
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qtpieelmo Senior Member
since 2000-07-04
Posts 989Sesame Street :) hee hee ,NY |
Yea I'm trying desparatly--thanx kethry ![]() |
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