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qtpieelmo
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since 2000-07-04
Posts 989
Sesame Street :) hee hee ,NY

0 posted 2000-12-19 07:33 PM


MEANINGLESS!!

Crying myself to sleep,
sometimes not even knowing why.
I am so weak,
but act much stronger.
I can't hide in this mask forever,
don't even know how much longer.
A fake smile & laughs,
should really be sobs & a frown.
What happens when I can't hide anymore,
& my wall crumbles down?
Can I live a normal life,
& be who I really am?
Can I open up completely,
to the one person I truly love?
Living a life of confusion.
Not knowing where it leads.
How can I give my life meaning,
if I don't know what it already means?
Will it ever get better,
or will it just get worse?
I feel like I'm the only one that hurts,
the only one who has this curse.
I know my life is real,
but meaningless,
is how I feel!

~Life is a choice, Death is an easy escape!~
LOVE ELMO <3

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bluebrdy65
Member
since 2000-05-16
Posts 276
Gladys,
1 posted 2000-12-19 08:11 PM


Oh how sad
I know how you feel
its a battle I fight everyday
somedays I lose and some I win and others I just break even
I sometimes wonder if Im the only one that thinks or feels the way I do or as you do in this piece.
but we are not alone.
And we all hurt
I hope things get better
and i really liked your poem

Dark_kisses_Within
Senior Member
since 2000-03-21
Posts 680
Kansas
2 posted 2000-12-19 08:29 PM


*Nods*  Yep I can understand this one.  Hell I am about to turn 30 ( )  and I still dont know what life is all about.  And yes, I still hide behind my wall also.  This poem made me think alot.  What will happen when my wall finally crumbles? Scaryyyyyyyy thought!
Very nice expressions here,
Mags


No person is worth your tears, and the only one that is ...... will never make you cry


qtpieelmo
Senior Member
since 2000-07-04
Posts 989
Sesame Street :) hee hee ,NY
3 posted 2000-12-19 08:54 PM


awww thanx guys for the great replies--its nice to know once in a while that someone can connect to my poems & that im not alone--its scary being alone   Thanx again LOVE ELMO <3  
firecrakker
Member
since 2000-10-20
Posts 235
Virginia
4 posted 2000-12-19 09:59 PM


I can agree with you here.. and it's a sad plight. But.. I have read some of your other work and know that there are some very special people in your life to whom you have a whole lot of meaning  .

Merry Christmas
Sheila

Verve
Member
since 1999-06-23
Posts 348
Singapore
5 posted 2000-12-20 02:03 AM




Hm ... U know , i think about this question almost every night ... Where is all these leading to ... what and why ...?
I dun think the answers will be forthcoming anytime soon but i do suppose we will know one day...
By the way, nice to know i am not the only one  

~regina.

baerlon
Member
since 2000-01-14
Posts 197
Youngstown and East Liverpool, Ohio, USA
6 posted 2000-12-20 04:09 AM


I loved this write, it reflects one i wrote awhile back.  I believe i understand all about the wall that you hide behind, aand whether or on to tell the one you love.  I wish i could direct you in the right direction with both but alas i remain lost as well.

Good luck and God Speed

There's a peace inside us all
Let it be your friend
It will help you carry on
In the end
There's a peace inside us all
-Creed

qtpieelmo
Senior Member
since 2000-07-04
Posts 989
Sesame Street :) hee hee ,NY
7 posted 2000-12-26 12:19 PM


Thanx everyone for the great replys--i'm glad you all liked it--i know i have many great people in my life & would never want to lose them, but still at times i feel soo alone-- I guess we all have to find our own meaning though & no one can help us but us--it sux but it's the only way--Merry X-mas to u too & a very Happy New Year  --thanx again--LOVE ELMO <3
Kethry
Member Rara Avis
since 2000-07-29
Posts 9082
Victoria Australia
8 posted 2000-12-27 12:46 PM


elmo,
two things I know to be true
1) it does get better if you remove the wall a brick at a time.
2) writing helps connect and ground us.
*HuGS*
write on
Kethry


Religion is for people frightened about going to hell - Spirituality is for people who have been there. Anon.


qtpieelmo
Senior Member
since 2000-07-04
Posts 989
Sesame Street :) hee hee ,NY
9 posted 2000-12-27 07:36 PM


Yea I'm trying desparatly--thanx kethry    LOVE ELMO <3
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