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A Mermaids Tale (I need some help, all)
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A Mermaids Tale (I need some help, all) |
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catalinamoon
since 2000-06-03
Posts 9543The Shores of Alone 
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A Mermaids Tale Ocean so vast, natures glory perfect place to tell my story. Endless horizon melts to blue water, like passions, still but true. Such awesome beauty should be shared with someone right if he so cared. A few miles down, a perfect place where we could lay, create our space. If he but came with love, as I instead I'm in a living lie Though we do have our special thing the other one is in the wings. She has more power than I knew prevents most all we hoped to do. He goes to her when through with me I want so much that cannot be. I want to lay on sandy shore, I want his love and so much more. His passion, yes, his fire too I want him here when day is through. I want to show him how it is. Instead I weep, I am not his. I want to lay under the stars and take him to that place so far. The place of joy and freedoms play a haven that blows cares away. I want to bathe in his moonlight and hold his hand through every night. He doesn't want the same from me this truth it hurts so much to see. Waves crashing now, closer to shore take me away to nevermore. How much I long to walk in deep and give the sea my soul to keep. I started there in days long past a mermaid sent to land at last. To find true love is why I came but this time love appears a game. A game of love and lust and need. I always love, I always bleed. I want him now to hold me there within his arms, my man who dares. A man so strong, of bravest soul of body, mind and heart of gold. He's all of these and more to me, my man of steel, he's just not free. I came to him too late it seems though loving him was all I'd need. Its not what he wants anymore and I feel close to nevermore. His briefest touch makes magic live his power lies in what he gives. I understand his darker side the reason is, we're of a kind. There's darkness there within me too. Like him, my love is misty blue. I want him now to walk with me return to peace within the sea. Yet little ones depend on us we cannot run, we have their trust. So dream I will, and make a plan through much travail, these feelings stand. And still I sit and have to cry for very soon we say goodbye. I have to say these things to him, he needs to know just where I've been. I've been in love those times before, but not like this, down to my core. I want to lay within his heart and know we won't be pried apart. Is he aware a mermaids gift is his to take if he'd just lift, and raise his head to see what's here? The truth of it would be so clear. Perhaps I ask for much in vain but then, perhaps, I've all to gain. I will not rest my weary soul till this is done and he will know. Tonight I will lay down with him and show him what I mean to give if he cannot or will not take the bounteous sea will seal my fate. No more a nymph out of her realm I shall return, re-weave my spell Let Neptune come and hold my hand, my father still, he understands. If love not be a friend to me I'll keep my trust within the sea. PS to all my friends who have been wishing me the best in this endeavor, it only got worse after this..And no I am not suicidal, just very sad.. [This message has been edited by catalinamoon (edited 10-15-2000).] |
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Rex Member
since 2000-06-29
Posts 482Houston, Texas |
Sandra... See my E-mail. God bless you. |
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Click Member
since 2000-06-11
Posts 202USA |
Wow!! I'm stunned!! Very good poem!! I like it!! What can I say....hope all will work to give you peace in your soul. Good luck and thank you!! Click |
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Mark Bohannan Member Rara Avis
since 2000-06-21
Posts 7269In the winds of Cherokee song |
Sandra, I wish I had easy answers for you but I am afraid I don't. Time will heal most of the wounds and some scars will be left but they are left as gentle reminders of our past mistakes. There is no way to make someone love you and if you have to make them it probably wouldn't be worth it anyway in the long run. There is someone out there that will see the beauty in your soul and accept it loving and in full dedication. I know that is hard to even imagine right now but you will see in time. Trust me, I have been there more than once. Hugs to you and leaving you with the same gift as before. Dreams Build your dreams on foundations of stone This is the message so many wise men say Plan it work it and tweek it for it is yours to own Don't live life as if your future is in yesterday Set your goals with happiness in life as your final win Tempt not fate against the will of dangerous ventures lost Find the love of your heart and never look back again Hold true to that love and never give it up at any cost Many things in life will come full circle around to you Many offers of pleasure will surface each and every day Remember this though as you walk into this day anew All those temptations are there to steal your true love away Faithfulness to your heart and to the one that you love Will bring you the happiness that you have so often sought A true love in spirit and heart is sent from the heavens above It is what many times over men and women have so often fought So start this day as you wake up to the sun and the breeze Go out into the world with a plan for all your dreams Walk in the light of your well thought out plan with ease Knowing that your devotion to your love is all that it seems My wish for you all is that you will all find in your life The happiness I have found in the recent love of my own My day has come to finally be set free and end my strife As all of my dreams are now coming to me ready to be sewn Mark Bohannan |
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SpitFire Member Elite
since 2000-04-19
Posts 2396 |
~Hi again,...I just had to come in and let you know that I'm reading this again...thinking about you and sending sunshine your way. *Peace Sandra,...I wish it for you always. |
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Sunnyone Member Ascendant
since 2000-07-06
Posts 5334Staffordshire, England |
~~~ Sandra ~~~ I just wanted you to know that I came here to be with you.........I know that right now more than ever, you need good friends. When I read these thoughts from you, I felt the pain that you are in, and I can only stand helplessly by and be here for you.......I can't take your pain away, but you can lean on me until you don't hurt so bad anymore. Take time to heal, as now is your time to just be yourself. You know where to reach me, my sister....  Follow your dream! |
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JamesMichael Member Empyrean
since 1999-11-16
Posts 33336Kapolei, Hawaii, USA |
Cat we all hope each time we fall for someone new that this one will be the right one....and when it becomes evident that this may not be the case...it can be a very sad and lonely time....I am hoping you will find the one that needs you as much as you need him....James |
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catalinamoon
since 2000-06-03
Posts 9543The Shores of Alone |
Just a quick note to thank you all, who read and wrote, to comfort. I am still in the thick of the pain, but I believe it may be improving. Peace Sandra |
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Kethry Member Rara Avis
since 2000-07-29
Posts 9082Victoria Australia |
Sandra, hang in there. Kethry Growth demands a temporary surrender of security. Gail Sheehy |
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LM Senior Member
since 2000-08-03
Posts 585 |
Hey Sandra. I'm sorry you're sad right now. Don't know really what to say to help you except that I am in a very similar situation in a way... Maybe it brings some comfort knowing you're not alone in this mess. I really loved the poem, it spoke to me more than you can realise. Hope everything works out... Take Care! |
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MiseryDivine Member
since 2000-06-13
Posts 114Chicago! en america...oh lala! i wish i lived in England.....(sigh) |
wow....this was sooooo good....again....i think what made it so good was all the emotion...and i'm sorry you're not happy....like i said....before...i'm in the same situation....and its not fun....but hang it there girly! theres always better things in life...much love~MiseryDivine~ All i want in life is to be happy It seems to me How messed up things can be Everytime i get ahead I fell more dead ~KoRn~~ |
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