Need

a lover's embrace
a secret smile on their face
to look in their eyes
and know they tell you no lies
to just sit and be held
to feel compelled
to stay in their arms forever
and to hurt them never
but when does this happen?
when does one show this compassion?
when one is in love
sun always shines from above
but darkness only for me
blinded, I cannot see
see not what lies ahead
heavy feelings of dread
no one to touch
I just want that much
to just hold his hand
he does not understand
love beckons for everyone
but for me there is none
I am last in this line
pain that cannot be defined
need
someone to always be there
need
of myself unto another share
need
the love of someone else
alas
I am still all by myself