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My pen runs dry when I think of writing to you
My ears go deaf when I think of calling you
love looses its meaning when I think of the past
life is pain after you mishandled my love

Don't expect to find me as your lover
Though I love you still
Don't expect me to give a call
Though I call you everytime in my dreams
I'm finding a way to reason your love for me
Though there was no love at all
Don't expect me to write a letter again
As I have written my last one

Don't expect to pour melodies in your ears
While your spill acid into mine
Don't expect me to write sweet romantic verses
When all you write is sober verses

Aftermath this onesided love
I've lifted myself very much above
Somewhere you cannot find me
Even if you see,I'll never notice you

Its not some sort of a warning
Its just a sour reflection of things that happened
Something started as a teen love
When everything 'we' did mattered so much to me

But now I'm left with a withered bouquet
Sprinkled with your love and lies
But in the heart of it I see something
Your smiling face...don't know what that means

A sly smile to show that your love was just a game
A mocking smile to show that I'm a fool to believe you

!@$$() I wish you goodbye filled with tears
For all the wonderful times we had all these years
Love is very sacred and I believe in this
But remember caring and trust must always be shown

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She showed me how to love
She showed me how to trust
She finally showed me....
Her true self!!!!!
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