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bluebrdy65
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since 2000-05-16
Posts 276
Gladys,

0 posted 2000-09-06 07:38 AM


I trusted you both
and loved you dear
only to find
what I thought
and wondered
was clear.

Now I dont trust you
either one of you
at all
I'm finding it hard to try to stand tall

I feel like a canine forever on guard
you two have left my life so very hard

I wait for the moment to trust you again
as for her she was never my friend
the misery I feel when you are out my sight
is driving me crazy I fight it
with all my might
it follows me into the night

Take a pill make it all go away
when it wears off its back to the same.

You can't love me I dont know why
I'm waiting for you to caress me
and make me high
all is broken and I can not fix it
I cant arouse what
is not there for me
I dont know how long I can wait
for us to be...
So many things run through my head
So many things that were said
you say they weren't meant that way
I am not sure.
Dont keep me forever if you really want her

Im looking for proof that I can not find
Im looking for a reason just one reason why

My heart is broken my spirit is dead
My soul is crying its not all in my head.



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Kethry
Member Rara Avis
since 2000-07-29
Posts 9082
Victoria Australia
1 posted 2000-09-06 07:44 AM


blubrdy65.
This is a poem that expresses pain well. I think you should have soul's cry with those who care and then move on if you can.
Be well
Kethry.


"It is the image in the mind that links us to lost treasures;
but it is the loss that shapes the image,
gathers the flowers weaves the garland."-

poutprincess
Senior Member
since 2000-07-06
Posts 735
Perth, Western Australia, Australia
2 posted 2000-09-06 09:07 AM


im very lucky to not have felt this kind of pain firsthand....i do feel your pain through these words, and it hurts! hope you heal.
~Dawn

"Steady as it comes, right down to you, I've said it all, so maybe we're a Bliss of another kind" Bliss-Tori Amos



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