Dark Poetry #2 |
Eyes of Swollen Lies...(venting) |
MMoonchild Senior Member
since 2000-07-13
Posts 1715PA |
Swollen Lies ;( I looked into the mirror this morning frightened myself. There was someone staring back at me that I did not recognize with eyes of swollen lies... I have been wondering lately who has been sharing this body of mine, causing me to have doubts, wanting to know things, asking too many questions, wanting to remove those gray strands from my life... needing black and white definitive answers... but only seeing eyes of swollen lies... Deep sighings replacing soft smiles and now tear shut eyes are swollen with memories that must have been lies. Life is never one-sided even if you are told so... Life is never what you know it to be, only your interpretation, something that you thought "was" but in reality "isn't." He lies to she with swollen eyes... How can one know what is in store for them when all truth seems not to exist... when you find out that your life is and was all a lie... when what seemed happiness never really was and what is sadness now...just is or is it... what is truth anyway what is love anyway what are vows to always be to always share to always care to be there at times good and bad Is there nothing to ever hold onto anymore even now if he were to say he only did this for me so I can be happy again I would not believe him, the one who gave me Eyes of swollen lies |
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Cerenity Member Elite
since 2000-02-16
Posts 2637Escondido-California |
Hi MMoonchild, I am glad to see you still writing, mirrors have a way of showing us alot of truths if we are really looking for the truth, some of my best slaps of wisdom came from standing in front of the mirror, I am with you in spirit, remember you can get a hold of me any time you need. Love, Cerenity "God doesn't have to be reminded that we exist. We have to be reminded that He exist!" (Writer Unknown) |
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Zyell Member
since 2000-07-28
Posts 121USA |
those that hurt us usually don't want to....but never the less, it still hurts. Again, I felt this one! Z |
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catalinamoon
since 2000-06-03
Posts 9543The Shores of Alone |
M, I again send you my thoughts, and so sorry you are feeling this pain. You certainly have a gift for expressing it so that it is felt by all. I wish you peace, and love always. Sandra Words are things, and a small drop of ink, falling, like dew, upon a thought produces that which makes thousands, perhaps millions think. Lord Byron |
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Irish Rose Member Patricius
since 2000-04-06
Posts 10263 |
Exchange those tears for drops of ink and make the paper swell with your beautiful writing! Don't stop writing. Keep writing.... Kathleen |
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MMoonchild Senior Member
since 2000-07-13
Posts 1715PA |
Cerenity Thank you for your concern, I really appreciate your kindness... ~~soft smiles Maureen [This message has been edited by MMoonchild (edited 08-19-2000).] |
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LOTR Member
since 2000-07-31
Posts 68New Jersey |
So much pain , yet so much truth behind it all. I really felt this one hard. Keep writing , you have a gift for sure. Wishing you the happiness you deserve Richi Look back at your past, but don't stare too long.You might not like what you find |
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MMoonchild Senior Member
since 2000-07-13
Posts 1715PA |
Zyell pain does have a way of easing eventually, thank you Z ~~soft hugs M..glad to se eyou here *s |
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MMoonchild Senior Member
since 2000-07-13
Posts 1715PA |
Sandra Kathleen thank you both for your kind words and thoughts..Oh I am good at releasing pain believe me ~~soft smiles Maureen |
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MMoonchild Senior Member
since 2000-07-13
Posts 1715PA |
LOTR...well thank you for the wishes..I do believe all the nice comments have gotten me over the first few days here..am just hoping my emotions continue to be towards the relieved and happiness... ~~soft thanks Maureen |
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