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Open Poetry #9

tearing myself apart

Nikolette Sadness

Member

since 2000-07-29

Posts 337
port richey fl.

0 posted 2000-09-20 09:20 PM

i thought i was letting go...but now i'm jealous and it's tearing me apart inside

~Tearing myself apart~

you can't have him
i need his love
i can't feel him
for me no love

leave me here please
to tear myself apart
just go away now
and break my heart

everyday i see your face
and it's not fair to me
and yet some how i love you still
but that you cannot see

analyze myself again
tearing myself apart
i'll analyze myself again
and try to heal my heart

thought i could lose you
push those memories back
but now i'll know you'll never go
but your never coming back

Nikolette Sadness

i was once in love and happy...but you can call me Sadness.

Paula Finn
Member Ascendant

since 2000-06-17

Posts 5546
missouri

1 posted 2000-09-20 09:57 PM

Nik...this is so sad hon...and beautiful

poutprincess
Senior Member

since 2000-07-06

Posts 735
Perth, Western Australia, Australia

2 posted 2000-09-21 03:38 PM

i really like the way this was written...i hope your jealousy passes..it can be a dangerous emotion.
~Dawn

JamesMichael
Member Empyrean

since 1999-11-16

Posts 33336
Kapolei, Hawaii, USA

3 posted 2000-09-21 08:09 PM

I do sympathize with you and we all feel this at times...along with disappointments and heartbreak...to me jealousy in relationships is wanting something that isn't ours...so the sooner we can accept that notion the sooner we can get on with finding the right one for us...I'm sorry that he disappointed you...I left one that made me jealous and now I am with a woman I feel very confident and comfortable with...James

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