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JulieAnn Senior Member
since 2000-06-12
Posts 754Earth 3rd Rock from the sun!! 
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I've got a question for you or should I make that 2 did you think I was a saint? did you think I was little miss innocent? I guess I had you fooled and did you think you could change me? baby there's not a ghost of a chance i know how you hated it when I would dance you thought i was your soulmate what part of our souls ever met? enough about us lets talk about them for a second and you said you wanted another I don't think you could handle it too worried about all of my distractions you only dug our hole a little deeper never on solid ground you wanted miss suzy homemaker maybe I just couldn't fake it now I've got my hands untied and i am happy how it turned out and you told your friends I'd make an excellent wife tell me do you think they're laughing now? wasn't worth trying to prove to anyone and I am happier now.... and I'm still thinking of you though baby it is really through it wasn't fair not enough reasons to stay no more games left for us to play 'cause our love wasn't a joke we both felt it for years falling apart no more crosses to bear we were both there you knew i could never measure up not like all the others bake sales and babyshowers yet everything I did for you couldn't be happy enough and I lived through you had to go it on my own and now I know everything is gonna be just fine I didn't want to be your mother tried to be your friend I never thought there would be another but I was starting to feel like a child don't think you ever listened to me tell me is that how you remember it to be? and you still think I'll come back tell me what for? I don't think I could find the strength to walk back through your door let it all blow up in our face agian don't think I want to rewind time..... playing our foolish games couldn't go on that way i know how hard you tried so many times I cried i couldn't fill your void i couldn't heal your wounds drowning in white zinfindel living somewhere between heaven and hell couldn't be your glue couldn't hold us together and no I couldn't be what you needed I guess you needed too much... Julie :) |
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ladysixstring Member
since 2000-07-27
Posts 374 |
I enjoy how your words come across as blunt and conversational. Very nice, very bold!!! -jaimie www.ladysixstring.com |
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ThUnDeRkYsS Senior Member
since 1999-09-23
Posts 727Wisconsin |
This is so sincere... I only wish most could be as sincere as you come accross. For better or for worse, sincerety is what makes it all a little easier. Great work, I'm glad however it is right now seems to be working out for the best.  Strive for higher levels, if they seem out of reach... Grow, and they will get closer. |
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JulieAnn Senior Member
since 2000-06-12
Posts 754Earth 3rd Rock from the sun!! |
Thank you LSS....just ltting off some steami guess.... Thunder~~thank you for reading...i guess I just write what is on my mind at the time and sometimes for me that can be ten different things at once.....thank you for replying...  Julie :) |
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JamesMichael Member Empyrean
since 1999-11-16
Posts 33336Kapolei, Hawaii, USA |
I can relate to this...after a year and one half and a divorce my ex is telling me she is missing me and frustrated and she wants to come back...I imagine if everything is not as perfect as she imagined she is having regrets...but believe me I don't want her to come back...my life has moved on and she is not a part of it...as you said..."tell me for what"...oh yes, there was a day when I wanted her back...but not this day and not this lifetime...James |
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JulieAnn Senior Member
since 2000-06-12
Posts 754Earth 3rd Rock from the sun!! |
James...thank you for reading....I seem to have come accross a little harsh here but i needed to get a few things off of my chest....I understand what you are saying and yes.....that is what I say NOT in this lifetime...as long as I am of free mind and will!!! LOL Julie :) |
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Local Rebel Member Ascendant
since 1999-12-21
Posts 5767Southern Abstentia |
Perhaps it is one of the saddest events in the human condition... to see someone who just doesn't know 'it's' over..... the depth of your feeling and willingness to express it is apparent JulieAnn... I think you have quite a bit of raw talent... if you hang out here for a while I'm sure you're going to get better and better it's a pleasure to read you |
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JulieAnn Senior Member
since 2000-06-12
Posts 754Earth 3rd Rock from the sun!! |
Thank you Local rebel...glad you liked it..I really enjoy this site so I am sure I will be sticking around.... Julie :) |
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Mark Bohannan Member Rara Avis
since 2000-06-21
Posts 7269In the winds of Cherokee song |
ahhhh so true. If only we knew going in the cost of a desperate relationship. The needs can cast away the desires so easily and never look back until it is too late. Well done....Loved the way you presented it. |
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