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First__Knight Senior Member
since 1999-11-08
Posts 678
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Crying ~FIrst Knight~ Yes I'm crying, As my heart bleeds out for you, I want you now do you want me to? Do you want me here at all? And I'm trying, To align your world with me, Oh, darling this I hope you see, I know you hear my heart call. You know I' m not real sure where this began. Bleeding heart while I stumble while I try to stand. I don't cry easy , I have my pride, But its in your arms that I confide I'm crying. Baby, I don't have a clue. Anytime you see me turning blue. Your my air, and I am found And I'm dying. Said I would just make it through. and, as my mind swings back to you. I see me hitting the ground. Everyday of my life, yes I have found. That I can see you there, and I can hear your sound. If I could avoid the calling don't you know I would. But I' d never be any good. You think it would be easy to rely on love. To know what is right with no help from above. I' ve never felt a calling like I have with this. And it's your sweet love that I do miss. Now its out of control. I'm crying Baby, I don't stand a chance. And I am afraid my heart won't dance. So please help me let it go. And I' m crying. Crying like a fool for you And you know my love is here and true. I just wanted you to know, That I' m crying. I used to be schizophrenic, but we're ok now so don't make me mad cause I'm running out of places to hide the bodies......LOL [This message has been edited by First__Knight (edited 01-31-2000).] |
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Marge Tindal 
since 1999-11-06
Posts 42384Florida's Foreverly Shores |
David- You touch me with your saddness. My prayer is for your comfort. Time ... sometimes it takes a little time. ~*Marge*~ ~*The pen of the poet never runs out of ink, as long as we breathe.*~ [email protected] |
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childomine Senior Member
since 2000-01-25
Posts 818st. petersburg, FL |
Your words make me feel the pain of the saddness. |
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hoot_owl_rn Member Patricius
since 1999-07-05
Posts 10750Glen Hope, PA USA |
David, I am sitting here reading this and crying like a baby. I have unintentionally hurt you and knowing I have has hurt me. I understand that you did what you did to protect me and although it may not have been the wisest choice, I know why you did it now. Forgive my doubts, forgive my mistrust and most of all forgive me for hurting you. Please don't cry, your tears cause my heart to bleed and make me feel helpless when I can not be there to dry them. Everything will work out somehow, I truly believe that. I can't believe God would let one find their soulmate without letting them be together. I love you, Ruth |
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Marilyn Member Elite
since 1999-09-26
Posts 2621Ontario, Canada |
David....I am so sorry for your pain and for Ruth's. I am friends with you both and I wish nothing but happiness for both of you. I hate to see my friends hurting and if there is anything I can do for either of you, I am here. Is it 2004 yet?..lol. |
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dovesongs Member
since 2000-01-29
Posts 102Michigan |
I have no words to describe the feelings this has provoked as tears roll down my face. You are in my prayers. Hope all is well with you now. |
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WhtDove Member Rara Avis
since 1999-07-22
Posts 9245Illinois |
Alright, where'd those tissues go? sniff, sniff... |
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mariee66 Senior Member
since 2000-01-30
Posts 596Recess, OfYourMind |
This was so sad~ Everything happens for a reason~ May things work out for you~ Marie~ |
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First__Knight Senior Member
since 1999-11-08
Posts 678 |
Thank you all so much for your response to this. I have been told only days ago that I was the father of a seven year old girl that I never knew about. I have wanted to be a father for so long and now that I am I have missed seven years. I am tore inside out and upside down. I drove over 800 miles at a moments notice and hurt someone I love dearly and I am sorry and she knows who she is. Thank you again. And.....I love you too Ruth I used to be schizophrenic, but we're ok now so don't make me mad cause I'm running out of places to hide the bodies......LOL |
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