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Who Am I? |
Lost Dreamer Member Elite
since 1999-06-20
Posts 2464Somewhere near the Rainbow |
Who Am I? Who am I is the question I now ask? I'm not sure I know the answer myself. I look inside and think I know who I am then something comes over me again like a whirling pinwheel my mind spins. I create havoc within my own crazy self I see another person I want to be more usually full of passion is this other self she sees another side of me that I hide. I come out from the darkness of security with an alias that brings my lost soul life can I be two people in life fighting myself? Who am I is the question I still ask? I love myself as secure and honest, yet I love the passion when it escapes. I watch soaps I love where they take me I dream of being the idle of they're eyes, so am I crazy have I gone away forever? Now I'm reading a novel that's fascinating I was drawn into the character and her doll so I decide to become her doll as an alias, yes, I am Esmeralda Ponsonby a rag doll. She is my passion escaping like a wildfire my other self yet still I am me somewhere. |
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Lost Dreamer Member Elite
since 1999-06-20
Posts 2464Somewhere near the Rainbow |
Now I would like to apoligize here to all of you wonderful patrons of this Corner Pub for my deceptiveness, I truly loved the name in this story and desired to use it as an alias and it gave me a means to write what Lost Dreamer cannot write, and that's another inside battle I won't get into. I would like to thank Munda for bringing me to my senses, she's sees my abilities much more stronger than I do myself, and I am blessed having her as a treasured friend. |
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Gene Senior Member
since 2000-01-23
Posts 935Colorado, USA |
Wonderful poem in which to release Esmeralda. I already told you i love that name, It's almost as nice as Gloria. Lancelot thinks so too. ~Gene |
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Swåmp¤Faerÿie Member
since 2000-03-29
Posts 358Illinois |
does this mean we have to say goodbye to Esmeralda's lovely old english poetry??¿I hope not!! Swamp And there she weaves by night and day, a magic web of colours gay.~Tennyson |
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ESP Member Elite
since 2000-01-25
Posts 2556Floating gently on a cloud.... |
I loved your poetry as Esmarelda and I love your poetry as Lost Dreamer. Just so long as you keep posting your beautiful words, I don't mind which alias you put it under!! Love and hugs, Lizzie |
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Lost Dreamer Member Elite
since 1999-06-20
Posts 2464Somewhere near the Rainbow |
Gene, AKA Lancelot: Thank you so much for your kind compliments. Esmeralda curtsies to thee kind Sir in thanks. Lady Faeryie: Lost Dreamer can't extract thine being from thee that easy, glad thou art enjoying, I hope to continue to please all of thee. Lizzie, I thank you very much, your compliments are heart warming. |
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Munda Member Elite
since 1999-10-08
Posts 3544The Hague, The Netherlands |
Gloria, I'm so glad you let others see a glimpse of the wonderful and varied poet you truly are. Go and write Esmeralda. Just don't forget Lost Dreamer is a great poet too. ((((((((((HUGS)))))))))) Munda |
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childomine Senior Member
since 2000-01-25
Posts 818st. petersburg, FL |
There are many in all of us and I've enjoyed reading the works of the two of you. |
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John the cat Member
since 2000-03-23
Posts 357England |
I love the work of both of your persona. In answer to your question. You are your imagination. Almost limitless. I think |
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twinsgd Member
since 2000-02-13
Posts 416Ontario,Canada |
Wow!...now there's a revelation, just keep on writing whoever you are L.D or E.P. I enjoy your poems . Jack |
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Denise
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Member Seraphic
since 1999-08-22
Posts 22648 |
You are a very gifted writer, Gloria, no matter the alias you are using!! Denise |
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Lost Dreamer Member Elite
since 1999-06-20
Posts 2464Somewhere near the Rainbow |
Munda: You know how I feel, sometimes better than I even do, I thank you for all that you are as a friend. childomine: Thank you very much. John the cat: Thank you, I'm glad you enjoy, and yes my imagination is limitless at times it seems, there are some bridges I would cross though as I think of it...LOL Jack, Thank you most kindly. Denise: Thank You, your so kind All right all don't worry Esmeralda has told me she enjoys her time here as well and she wants to stay, she may take a little break to study a bit more on this Old english stuff, What I find funny is I am even writing this Old English stuff at all considering it was what turned me off to poetry when I was in school and on through the years, oh my does this mean I am getting old...LOL |
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Elizabeth Santos Member Rara Avis
since 1999-11-08
Posts 9269Pennsylvania |
Oh, Esmeralda, it's you! You had me sooo fooled. This proves how talented and vesatile a writer you are. I enjoy your poetry as well as lost dreamers. Thanks for the revelation. Nice poem, too Liz |
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Dennis L. White Senior Member
since 2000-02-17
Posts 1463Michigan, U.S.A. |
Lost Dreamer/Esmeralda, Your talent shines forth in both dimenions! Please continue to grace us with your alter-ego for it is a voice which has much to say and an audience awaits!(I must admit, my guess was wrong as to the idenity of Esmeralda Ponsonby). WRITE ON! Dennis :^) |
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Lost Dreamer Member Elite
since 1999-06-20
Posts 2464Somewhere near the Rainbow |
Dennis: I Thank You very much. Esmeralda's taking a nap but one never knows when she will awaken. |
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