You knew this would happen
and so did I
My mind picked apart
our relationship until
it lay tattered and
torn

alone
I

And we talked
And I told you
of my fears, my worries
And you said it was ok
it would work, we would try
refusing to be
as the others
before...

Yet here together
we two are alone
again

Years spent
maybe this is the one
maybe this is the one
maybe this is the one

no

Realization
(finally)

My unrequited love of another
hangs in my soul
and pinions me
~grounded~
I
to forever wander
searching for his
eyes - voice - face
touch
in them
in them all
(and you too, dear)

I am lost
endless search

I cannot let go
I cannot let go of him