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Open Poetry #4

~HELP~ I'm comfused

JesiKa raBBit
Junior Member

since 1999-11-11

Posts 11
midland Texas USA

0 posted 1999-11-16 09:53 AM

I look around but all I see
are the backs that have been turned
on the one who once loved them.
I can't see clearly anymore
and the thought inside my head
repeat the demining words
that I've been called once before.
Why is life this way?
Just once I would like to wake up
to think that today "might" be a good day,
but never in my life
have I ever felt wanted,
needed, adored
loved, charished
or even pretty, and that hurts.
How could I love myself
if no one loves me?
How could I love someone else
if I don't love myself?
When will all the answers
to all the confusing questions
that dance around in my head be revealed?
Do I have to find "the one"
that one person who's supposed to understand me, on the deepest level imaginable.
Does that person even exist?
Or am I doomed to live a life of lonliness.
What if I do find that one
will he make all the qustions and bad thoughts disaper?
or will he make it all worse
and leave me here
alone
still with help wanted
alone
still with help wanted?

[This message has been edited by JesiKa raBBit (edited 11-16-1999).]

[This message has been edited by JesiKa raBBit (edited 11-16-1999).]

Ohme
Senior Member

since 1999-07-17

Posts 816
Texas

1 posted 1999-11-16 10:03 AM

jesiKa, I felt the emotion of your poem. For anyone to feel that no one loves them is more than sad, it's tragic. I hope that is not the way you are feeling now.

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Yesterday is history, tomorrow just a mystery. And if today is good to me how could I ask for more?

Seymour Tabin
Member Empyrean

since 1999-07-07

Posts 31720
Tamarac Fla

2 posted 1999-11-16 10:03 AM

Jes,
The help wanted might help. But I think the poem will help the most. You wrote some inner fealings If you study what you wrote you might find an answer. Enjoyed the read.

FreeByrd
Member

since 1999-11-03

Posts 267

3 posted 1999-11-16 04:05 PM

Hang in there .... Better days are ahead

-RS

There must be some kinda way out of here... say the joker to the thief

There's to much confusion, I can't get no relief
- Hendrix

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