Teen Poetry #2 |
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Now and Then |
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abra-cadabra Member
since 1999-06-21
Posts 75Florissant, Missouri, USA |
Differentiate the past from the present It's all gone now You're out of my head, my life You're gone now It still hurts every now and then The way it ended How it all turned out to be All the pain I went through I don't know why you're still in my head I blocked you out I tried to kill your memory But you still come back to haunt me It's over now, please go Please, just leave me alone Get out of my head, out of my life Please, just let me be You hurt me once, you hurt me twice You hurt me a million times You abused and used me to no end I had nowhere to go, so I let you I ran from you, you followed me Claiming that you loved me the whole time How could you love me when You hurt me so much? Differentiate now and then Leave my life, leave my head Your "love" is destroyed, it's all gone You're nothing to me now, please go |
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since 2000-01-08
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I really like this poem! I can relate, even though there is not really any love on HIS part, his memory will torment me long after he goes home... good job! "To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world" |
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Oo0ostephanio0oO Member
since 2000-01-19
Posts 194Massachusetts ~USA~ |
This poem is really good. This kind of stuff is hard to deal with. I had to once and he still pops in and out every so often. I don't think it will ever go away, especially since some of my enviroment reminds me oif him, and he was 2 years of my life, that is now gone. hang in there. LOVED the poem! : (:***Stephani***:) "A true friend will always stay a friend whether or not you feel as though the friendship or relationship is about to end." |
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Star Fairy 2 Member
since 1999-09-06
Posts 260cerritos, california, usa |
wow.... im in awe you did a great job with this Regret for things you did maybe tempered by time, regret for things you Didn't do, however, is inconsolable... -------823------- |
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abra-cadabra Member
since 1999-06-21
Posts 75Florissant, Missouri, USA |
Thank you all so much for your replies on this. This is probably one of my most meaningful poems yet. It is extremely hard to break away from someone who is sexually and mentally abusive and somehow I did. And it's even harder to get them out of your thoughts and dreams even after a long time. Thank you for your kindness. ![]() |
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