Eversince I realized I was only a friend I tried to keep myself away from you

Seeing you throughout school with you always saying hello first and me giving you that weird little smile you think is fake,
But it is as true as my feelings for you

Knowing that you are with another guy is like a stab in my already shattered heart

Thinking about you for every waking moment and
dreaming about you for every hour I sleep

Wanting for the freedoms of being able to walk up to you and hold you and tell you how much I feel for you

Now when I think about you I realize all I’ll ever be to you is a friend

I can feel something inside me telling me to keep going and keep trying to show you how much I adore everything about you
But there’s my heart telling me that I’ve hurt enough and I should give up on you

Your so special to me and I never thought I would be able to say this
I quit

I quit, with tears in my eyes and sorrow in my face

I quit, with memories of good and memories of bad

I quit knowing that you will probably not even care and will go on with no problems

I quit, seeing you with these feelings I feel in my heart is unbearable and the only remedy for this is quitting

I quit, knowing that you never even gave me a chance and lead me onto the sadness I feel in my heart now

I quit, still wanting to love you, hold you, caress you, talk to you, make you smile, laugh, giggle, cry tears of joy, and sip coffee with you

I quit, realizing that I was never good enough for you and never will be

I care for you, that’s why I say these two words

I quit