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JennyeMeshan
Member

since 2000-02-15

Posts 103
Cecil, Wisconsin USA

0 posted 2000-03-15 09:09 AM

Life for me is hard,
I used to make my mother happy,
I used to love myself,
but I take my life for granted,
When I was a baby my father hit her,
Then she took me and ran,
As I got older I became more free,
I keep turning into my father beating myself,
I thought I fell in love but it wasn't forever,
My heart broke for the first time,
and I didn't wanna live,
As time went by I met someone new,
A love that lasted way too long,
I loved him and he cheated,
My heart broke again,
It took me a year of abusing myself,
to realize who I really wanted,
My mother tells me "No!,
Because your body is your temple,
don't let them touch you!",
I didn't care at all,
by then I was taken by evil,
Selfish and heartache I caused,
Just to get back at the opposite sex,
The one I really faught for is gone,
And I'm all alone,
I pray to god to helping through,
But it seems he doesn't listen,
but it's the hardiships of life,
Wondering what will come to be,
But heaven only knows.

~JeNnYeMeShAn~

"If thou can wait then thou shall stay"
-Destiny's Child

angel6917
Member

since 2000-01-14

Posts 478
WI

1 posted 2000-03-15 01:23 PM

Jennye~
I understand where you're coming from,
and I am here for you-
if you still want to talk to me.
If I could read minds
I would've come to you about
this one already.
I'm here, chica!
Love ya
Kristi Lynn

Danny Holloway
Member Elite

since 2000-01-15

Posts 2034
Tulsa, OK

2 posted 2000-03-16 11:35 AM

Difficult emotions to deal with for sure, if this write is reality.
If this is a real life situation, hope putting your feelings to paper is helping.
Good luck.

tracie66
Member Elite

since 2000-01-18

Posts 4713
Australia

3 posted 2000-03-17 02:19 PM

Jennye
This was so terribly sad, If this is real I hope you come through and fortunately writing poetry is a great way to vent emotions.
We will have alot of heartache in our lives and many disappointments but remember one word and that is ~STRONGER~ because that is what these things make us, that doesn't mean heartless or selfish just a little more wary and braver.
LoL tracie
and a BIG HUG

Keep all the windows of your mind open
Anne Rooks

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