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Systematic Decay
Senior Member

since 1999-09-15

Posts 1301
That place with padded walls and funny people in white.........

0 posted 1999-10-05 10:33 PM

I hate myself and want to die
I hate the eternal woe in this world
I hate the one I love
And I love the one I hate

I hate myself and want to die
But I am not selfish enough to pull the trigger
Or maybe a bit too selfish
I'll just stay on and steal everyone else's good air

I hate myself and want to die
I hate the sun, I hate the moon
I hate everything beautiful in this world
For I'll never compare with it

I hate myself and want to die
I'm too lazy to pull out of this hole
I hate myself for this show of self-pity
But what does it matter anymore?

I hate myself and want to die
But I don't deserve the peace
I try in vain to smile and pretend all day long
So everyone will just leave me alone

I hate myself and want to die
As I drink more from misery's teat
I hate my empty ashen heart
But it doesn't matter anymore........
Nothing does

I hate myself and want to die

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"Despite all my rage, I am still just a rat in a cage."
-Billy Corgan-

Star Fairy 2
Member

since 1999-09-06

Posts 260
cerritos, california, usa

1 posted 1999-10-05 10:42 PM

no matter how much strong that urge to die is.. its not worth it .. you'd miss too many things

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Happiness is a journey.. not a destination
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Isis
Member Ascendant

since 1999-09-06

Posts 6296
Sunny Queensland

2 posted 1999-10-06 01:48 AM

I hate the word HATE!!! Nothing is that bad my friend, NOTHING, look for beauty, friendship, love and family they are what makes the soul smile again..

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What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny, compared to what lies within us.
~Isis~
(Daughter of Mystery)

Systematic Decay
Senior Member

since 1999-09-15

Posts 1301
That place with padded walls and funny people in white.........

3 posted 1999-10-06 02:00 AM

I have all the things you mention, in one way or another, and yet it seems I am only more miserable by the day.

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"Despite all my rage, I am still just a rat in a cage."
-Billy Corgan-

DreamEvil
Member Elite

since 1999-06-22

Posts 2396

4 posted 1999-10-06 04:28 AM

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