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Trynete
Junior Member

since 1999-09-01

Posts 35
Cape Cod, MA

0 posted 1999-09-24 12:17 PM

Lightning strikes,
as my body becomes weaker,
I can no longer fight.
Tears roll down my cheeks,
everynight as I try to sleep.
I cry on the inside,
as I laugh on the outside.
I wish this was the end,
I wish I could fall asleep,
and never wake up again.
I feel like a fake,
I don't know how much more
of this I can take.
On the outside I try
to look fierce,
but in reality my soul
has already been pierced.
When I speak there's
always a shield,
but what's on this paper
is how I really feel.
The day I stop breathing,
will be the happiest day of my life.
Then I will be free,
and will no longer have
to fight this fight.
I don't know what to do anymore,
as I lay here crying on the floor.

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To live is to love, and to love is to live... the meaning of life.

Paul Allen Lupien
Member

since 1999-09-09

Posts 114
Ferndale,Mi.USA

1 posted 1999-09-24 01:37 PM

Your'e doing precisely what you should be doingdo i.e,expressing yourself (to yourself and others).Depression is fought off via activity -both mental and physical.Each time you try you win a battle.Keep fighting the war and for sure,keep on writing...keep on reaching-inwardly and outwardly.
You're needed.
Good work.

PAL

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Paul Allen Lupien
Member

since 1999-09-09

Posts 114
Ferndale,Mi.USA

2 posted 1999-09-24 01:40 PM

OOPS-Sorry about the doingdo typo error.Arrgh.

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Nan

Administrator

Member Seraphic

since 1999-05-20

Posts 21191
Cape Cod Massachusetts USA

3 posted 1999-09-24 07:08 PM

Trynete - If you really need someone to help, call me and I'll do everything I can to make sure the right things happen for you (Last name is Ness) ...

hoot_owl_rn
Member Patricius

since 1999-07-05

Posts 10750
Glen Hope, PA USA

4 posted 1999-09-24 10:26 PM

Trynete..I'm glad you are able to express these feelings in words. I hope you soon have better days ahead.
Hugs

Ruth

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Thank you all for leaving footprints!!

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