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5_sweet_kisses
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0 posted 2001-05-15 01:05 PM


  Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there... to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become.
You never know who these people may be but when you lock eyes with them, you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way. And sometimes things happen to you at the time that they may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would never have realized your potential, strength, will power or heart. Everything happens for a reason.

The successes and downfalls that you experience can create who you are, and the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact, they are probably the most poignant and important ones. If someone hurts you, betrays you or breaks your heart, forgive them because they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of ingcautious to whom you open your heart.

Let yourself fall in love, break free and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right to. Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in yourself, no one else will believe in you. Create your own life and then go out and live it.
I loved him still do which is what hurts the most. It was and is a different kind of love from anything I have ever experienced. It's like it wouldn't matter what he looked like, what he ever did, I know I would still feel the same about him, he touched some part of me that went deeper than anyone else ever has. I like to think he touched my soul.

Through it all, the break up that is, no matter how angry I wanted to get or how much I just wanted to hate him... I couldn't, I can't.
A part of me can totally understand why he made the choices that he made. Yet another part of me will forever wonder about what might have been had his choice been different. I am resigned to the fact it is over, I am waiting for him to change his mind and come running to me... I am a realist. I knew that when he made this choice.
I knew too that now, even if he did miraculously change it, I couldn't and wouldn't accept him now.
Love is a funny thing, I never thought I would fall 'in love', and I have made sure that I haven't let it happen, but with him it was as natural as breathing. And I don't regret it. I don't wish it never happened, in fact I am glad it did. He has shown me what love really is.
What I do wish is that I was stronger and could get past this without running away. But I know that I can't and that hiding is the only way that I can try and put my life back together. By allowing myself to love him, I opened up a part of me that I have left hidden most of my life. Now I either have to shut that up and hide it again, which is my gut instinct, but doing it is so hard.Or I have to explore that part of myself and embrace it let it become a part of me and use it, but that means leaving myself open to be hurt again and I don't know if I can do that again.



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Sunshine
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1 posted 2001-05-15 01:38 PM


Hello Sweets - this is more of a prose piece which has been posted in the Poetry forum.  I'm going to move this over to the Prose forum, and I am sure, folks will see it there.

Thank you.


Poet deVine
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Hurricane Alley
2 posted 2001-05-15 08:11 PM


This is interesting, how about calling it 'fate'??
cheerleader_gal4life
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since 2001-05-16
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3 posted 2001-05-16 11:37 PM


Hey Peekieloop. Again! hehe. This is a great poem. And I agree with that person *points* maybe it's fate. But you know me about "personal" stuff. Hehe. Keep up the good work.

God Bless,
Cherish

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