Critical Analysis #1 |
To be wanted (For you, sylphid) |
mere enigma Junior Member
since 2001-01-29
Posts 18 |
They always looked at you, and I felt awkward and fat. You intrigued them with your openness and liveliness and laughter while I remained shy and secretive. I always wondered why they looked your way or asked for you on the phone proposed to you, changed religions, and bought you expensive gifts: silk scarves and dresses, jewelry (and shoes!) I longed to be wanted like you. I have grown. I am woman now, in league with my sensual self. Suddenly they started coming, calling, asking and I know what it is to be wanted and I know your pain. What it is to want to crawl in a hole with a bottle of something fiery and disappear again. What it is to be wanted and not desire. To look in the mirror and see nothing. |
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Brad Member Ascendant
since 1999-08-20
Posts 5705Jejudo, South Korea |
I really like the shift here (except for the last three lines which I don't understand) but ya gotta give me more. I suppose there is a certain charm to the short lines here, "I felt fat," and such but I really would like more description and exploration of the theme beyond the dichotomy. Still, I found this a nice shift from the usual 'feeling ostracized' genre. Brad |
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