Open Poetry #50 |
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Passionate Presumptions: I Played With It-Now You Play With It... |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
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Play with my haiku Or is it a Senryu? Make it what you will! ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
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I will have my fun twisting your words all about I will make it mine I will tease each line and make it do my bidding with a wink and kiss And when I am done it will really be something you don't want to miss. |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
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That’s my kind of girl Ready to give ‘ku a whirl Making it her own Pleasing with each line Your word playing is so fine You're a true Master Now that we are done Let’s give it another run You’re a lot of fun! ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
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You may rue the day you asked this girl to play I can forever I 'ku like a dove I warble all about love on my wings of words I'm so versatile I write about everything and nothing at all I can make you laugh you know how I make you cry I will make you think I am game to play Just see if you can keep up this will be great fun |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
I’ve had some regrets Playing with you is not one Lettuce continue Admirable scribe Your play is not for the birds ‘Nor flights of fancy Emotional rides A carnival of laughter An ocean of tears Flexibility In loving and in writing You make a man smile There are games I like Mastery has eluded me Still it is “great fun” ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
'ku, 'ku, back at chu. God bless me, got a tissue? Something in the air I find it pleasing but it has got me sneezing Can't be allergic That would be tragic I would be reduced to tears if I could not play It must be a moat of dust from my muse again anxious to begin All in a dither getting her words together so she can spin them She can twist them too and fold and flap them around like a flag flapping I feel like clapping This is just too much fun stuff to keep to myself I will share with you a great big pile of Senyru Show what you can do |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
A ‘ku ‘ku choo-choo Loads of poor defenseless trees Just to catch your sneeze Maybe it’s my scent ‘Eau de defenseless Musk Deer’ Makes one defenseless A cat-astrophe An utter musk-astrophe If you could not play Dust-busting poet Muse trapped in a canister Poor defenseless muse Your feathers ruffled Voicing defenseless tirade Over cabin tales You’re a poetess Words as origami art Never defenseless Your applause is heard Myriad entertainments Defensive laughter Sharon share alike Pile it high as you wish I will try to climb ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
my heart is heavy he thinks infidelity it is poetry flirtatious perhaps but its more my muse set free innocently When he gets this way I want to rattle his cage Well, seriously Drop that bomb shell now right during the Holiday. Refuse to talk My feelings are hurt I want to talk it all out he just lets it hang So I suck it up Save it for another day when he says sorry Until then I write It is all I know to do you know how it is I'll squeeze my eyes shut and think rainbows and bubbles Remember awesome Don't forget to breathe It always works out just fine Don't forget to breathe |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
Not too much to say Green Monsters are insecure They don’t rhyme with love A few brief moments Spell not the death of marriage They’re just brief moments A jealous man stares With not a rational thought Breeding misery You speak what you will Tactful is as tactful does Maybe say nothing Dealing with feelings Two should be talking not one Pangs from that which hangs Keeping feelings in Keeps the heart on the outside Sorry should be real Writing is mindful Writing is good for the soul I know how it is… Close your eyes lightly Let your colors dance freely Awesome becomes you “Don't forget to breathe It always works out just fine Don't forget to breathe” ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
breathing easier everyone acting normal it could just blow over Eldest son coming will join us with grandparents for turkey dinner Daughter with boyfriend His first time with "the family" They are serious No Dinner to fix I am really good with that What a lot of work Being with family make a special Holiday, and friends warm the heart Remembering when we would gather at Grandma's Mom and Dad cooking Everything set and is perfectly matching like a commercial House full of people and always a child or two eating too much food Around the table after dinner we play cards laughing telling jokes Thankful for those times the way that I was brought up those were good old days |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
Breathing fresher air as the dragon lays sleeping is good news for you Family gathers and smiles replace down-turned frowns all getting the bird ![]() “Being with family make a special Holiday, and friends warm the heart” So happy for you The roller coaster is parked Amusements remain Do have a wonderfully peaceful and joyful time with your family, Miss Lori. ![]() ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
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Thank you for the warm season's greeting. The very best of everything to you. I'm too pooped to 'ku right at this very moment I catch you later. Big change in the plans Husband will dine with daughter Mine will have to work That leaves first born son as my escort for the meal at the nursing home Dad will be happy I hope that Mom will be awake so she can see us I will be happy the food will be very good there will be laughter |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
Relax my good friend Your attentions are a gift I fully enjoy I know many here But there's no one here like you You have no bias Party and have fun Take no crap from anyone See you and see me... ![]() ...Bluesy ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
Happy Turkey Day! I hope you have a good time and you drink some wine May you share your day with people that mean a lot and have lots of laughs Pie and some coffee after the dinner is through make conversation Make good memories save them for a rainy day and write poetry Happy Thanksgiving May every thing go smooth and you get a nap |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
I wish you the same Francis Coppola Merlot Only two years old A favorite wine I always buy two bottles I just never know Not too many left But then the ones who remain Share many a laugh Sweet conversations Amidst the scent of candles Wine glasses glowing Loving rainy days Even when the sun is out Poetry inspires “Happy Thanksgiving May everything go smooth and you get”...some sleep ![]() ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
Shopping isn't fun I always buy the cheap one I don't do Black Friday I like to wrap gifts I learned how at a gift shop corners sharp and tight I like red ribbon and a big red bow on top Santa Claus paper I like to surprise Put little gift in big box lots of news paper Stocking stuffer fun random trinkets on a whim whimsy in a sock Getting in the mood for Christmas Decorating Where to put the tree? Want something different maybe get something brand new put it in the yard. Clean off the front porch and make it look like Christmas is welcoming you |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
Shopping is a mood I once got into that mood Her mood was changing I too liked wrapping Thinking of the children’s smiles Now those smiles are gone Curling gift ribbons with the inner edge of scissors just like Granny did Playing Santa Claus A Main Street phenomenon Plenty of pillows Handing candy out Watching tooth rot on the spot Sponsored by dentist Never a phony Always a fresh-cut Pine tree Bring it home screaming Keeping tree watered quiets the screaming for days Must not wake the kids Poinsettia cloth decorating the table Good mix of colors All things in the past Peace, love, and joy are elsewhere Porch has long been gone ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
Christmas sounds lonely "Peace, love, and joy are elsewhere" They should be with you If I could send them in packages big and small by priority They'd be there today making you warm all over giving you a smile. May the scent of pine always serve to remind you of Granny ribbons May your wine glass glow light blue from the computer as you do your 'Ku |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
There is only one Away for twenty-five years Soon I will see her Poetry will go No need for studied wordplay I’ll always miss you Your gift is your words They find me at speed of light Always give me smiles Wafting of Pine scent will bring memories of you Warm and kind my friend "May your wine glass glow light blue from the computer as you do your 'Ku" ...and your’s, Lori Rhoden **clink** ![]() ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
Reunions are great with loved ones beside us catching up lost time love is elastic it stretches through out all time brings hearts together. What is there to miss I am always here waiting on your golden words They greet me each day I take them in with coffee. part of my routine. Would not want to start my day without you in it giving me support "Clink" to you my friend and what a good one you are you deserve a star. It has been so fun writing all these 'Ku's with you it has been a treat May today find you in a blessed state of mind all through the day. |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
So many stories What everyone’s been doing Lives intermingling All encompassing A family’s shroud of love Protective and sure Good to know you’re here I enjoy bending your ear This ‘ku stuff is great Regular I’m not But lately I seem to be Here! NOT in bathroom! >>>----> ![]() It’s not me you need Everyone is inside you One’s ‘on’ when one’s ‘off >>>----> ![]() A toast to Lori That Rhoden gal from Kansas Who writes like the wind I too have had fun Keeping these ‘ku’s on the run You’ve taught me quite well! >>>----> ![]() “May today find you in a blessed state of mind all through the day” ...and you, Miss Lori ![]() (Sorry about the centering...bad habit!) ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
An empty blue sea all except for 2 or 3 other talking heads. We bob on the waves just talking to each other. Feels like we’re alone. Where did they all go? Living their lives without us in the Big Blue Sea. The Sea used to be full of all kinds of people writing everything. Glad to ‘Ku with you Something fun for you and me in the big blue sea. |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
Two is fine with me as we sail upon the sea I dislike a crowd Rising and falling with an occasional splash We’re never alone Life gets in the way Longing for their “golden days” Like some ‘old ones’ do The sea has dried up The ships have rotted away Not even trash floats “Glad to ‘Ku with you Something fun for you and me in the big blue sea” …. ‘Ku-’ku-’ka-’choo, Lori Rhoden ![]() ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
It's 3:45 and my muse is still a snooze. What will I write now? Going back to work after a long holiday will be hard to do. I bought some makeup I can't wait to try it out today is the day. I will try to hide my lack of sleep and my age with gobs of war paint. I'll paint on a smile that I hope lasts me awhile until I wake up. I'll be sleep walking for a few hours today before I perk up. A small price to pay to send a lil' 'Ku your way on this pretty day. Yawn I must and will the calling of my people as they will yawn too. I'll try not to nod my cappuccino will help to wake myself up. To yous as you snooze all warm in your bed asleep may you wake smiling. |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
Looks like we’re both up in a tug-of-war with time and time is winning Income is a joy Working for it can be rough Still it has rewards I can’t buy ‘make-up’ Avon calling or store bought She’s still mad at me A ‘pancake’ breakfast Slop it all on good and thick Gets you through the day Paint your smile pretty That should be easy for you Your smile says it all Walking in your sleep or talkative in your sleep Both done with caution “A small price to pay to send a lil' 'Ku your way on this pretty day” >>>------→ ![]() Rousting the household Kick-starting the family Few start on first kick Don’t nod in oatmeal It’ll make you SO crazy Alison says so Hit the sack at four Be back up at ten ‘o clock with a question mark ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
A good mid-morning to you my partner in rhyme, Welcome to your day. Here¡¦s to sunny skies and balmy breezes sent out to make your day great. Have the kind of day that lets your mind wander to creative places. May your appetites be strong and guide you to heights you have never known. May you feel the world is with you and on your side and going your way. May words come easy free falling from finger tips to dazzle the page. When you close your eyes may your thoughts come softly and rest gently there. Delight in awesome celebrate all of your cool smile and just be you. ƒº |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
Mid-morning now noon You make a good day better with your punderful greeting Thank you Miss Lori for the sunshine on my face and breezes behind I have been accused of having a wanderlust I cannot deny My appetite thrives in diverse ways and places I’ve never known why You’re so very kind Thank you for your good wishes I deserve much worse Good tools are our words We use them to build friendships That last a lifetime There is a woman whose fingertips close my eyes while folding sawbucks Awesome and happy Celebrating Miss Lori Yes, and is so cool! → ![]() *********Kind of a dis-harmonious blend of scattered thoughts. I wouldn’t look ![]() ![]() ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
Christmas time is here My daughter decorated the house with favorites Like her Christmas books and all the different stockings we put out each year The nativity always finds a home somewhere special to be seen. We got a new tree With the lights all attached It looks very real Most decorations are hand me downs from my Mom some she made by hand Christmas cookie jar comes from out of the cupboard waiting for a fill Eggnog in the frig getting on a perfect chill for drinks later on. Hot chocolate on hand with lots of marshmallows too sweet and warm and good Hand-made Christmas throws come out to keep us all warm and bring us good cheer We need mistletoe The old one it fell apart guess we wore it out For Christmas kissing and cuddling to begin must have mistletoe Enjoy these few days to party and celebrate Happy Holidays |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
‘Christmas is for kids’ That’s what the old man would say who gave us all treats He was always old or so it seemed anyway All of us liked him In our neighborhood everyone knew everyone much like a small town Holidays were fun Pot lucks at the block parties Accordions played The old man would dance smiling with all of two teeth to a slow schottisch Bright decorations Trees showered with ornaments glowed in the windows Scent of Scottish Pine permeates the living rooms adding to the joy The old man goes home He won’t celebrate with us Says he’s feeling ill His flat lights were out so we swung his door knocker He didn’t answer Neighbors went to check The land boss used his pass key The old man had died Sitting in his chair he held a bag of candies like he always did They took him away Unceremoniously To the ‘potters field’ Every Christmas I remember the old man ‘Christmas is for kids’ I agree with him We have Christmas every day Kids but once a year Nowadays I’m free No more shoulder to the wheel I have a nice chair I like it indoors though I spend a good deal out wrestling with my dogs Four-wheeling kids come to cop some of my candies I'm like the old man ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
Close to freezing out have a fire in the wood stove to heat the garage. Wood stoves are hard work but oh so worth the effort. Wood heat is different. Warms you to your bones. The flames are captivating. Always relaxing. There is nothing like the smell of a wood fire on a very cold day. Hauling in the logs Is a chore just like old times. History repeats. I feel excitement about the coming season and all that it brings. The Christmas parties The family coming back home The Christmas baking Seeing some old friends Making some new ones like you make for special times. You are the highlight in an otherwise dull day I look forward to. Thanks for your support I'm glad you're in my corner and cheering me on. |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
Steam radiators or a hot water system Both keep you toasty If you have firewood from your own ‘back-forty that keeps the cost down I too like wood heat But wood makes you smell ‘woodsy’ if you’re in the room Wood stoves with blowers can burn away from the house Sounds much like your own I like open fires A warm hearth is romantic Dogs really like it Scent of a wood fire unlike Chanel Number Five I prefer Chanel Cradled in one arm Split smaller for the cook stove that warms the kitchen Shuffling tracks in snow Carrying logs from woodshed Everyone has chores “Seeing some old friends Making some new ones like you make for special times” Always a nice word I appreciate each one It’s just you and I The “highlight” is you You never have a “dull” day You’re much too busy Thanks for your friendship You’re not distant or bias You’re original ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
I’m much too busy Or you might think that is so. I am so damn bored. Work is a bad joke, can’t keep me busy all day. Days are very long I have no bias? What to be biased about? I don’t understand. Do you mean I think we are all human beings more alike than not? Nobody’s perfect, we learn from all our mistakes. Karma is a witch. I’m one of a kind They broke the mold after me Stick out like sore thumb. Half bubble off plumb This old building has settled, a fixer-upper. Bats in attic, the front porch is now sagging, could use a face lift. Not too bad I guess with all things considered. Some miles have been hard. Looking back it’s hard to think what happen to me, I was young and dumb Then I was older Apparently not smarter New set of mistakes Things far from perfect Head and shoulders above past Good man with good heart. I’m mostly content. Something is missing I fear. It’s been a hard year. Can’t worry right now, jury is out while he’s sick. Just hope for the best. |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
The last December that will pass by my lover where she cannot leave We were a great pair Doing it all together Unfortunately We met in eighth grade hitting it off right away I was the new kid Steadies through high school we took my old Nash and ran never looking back I found work mining She worked as a dressmaker But we wanted more Traded in the Nash and bought ourselves a pickup and a couple guns Things went south quickly I went east and she went west We should have gone north I graduated She graduates in ‘18 We’re much older now She did 25 I had to do just 15 I’ve waited for ten We’re still together and soon we’ll be man and wife It’s been a long time We’ll finally live just like we always should have Quietly at home ...just bein' Bluesy [This message has been edited by Bluesy Socrateaser (12-02-2017 03:32 AM).] |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
OMG, Bluesy your story shook me so sad brought tears to my eyes How sweet and good though that you have stayed together How special is that?! A long time to wait but not time wasted on her. Says much about you. I am so happy your wait is nearly ended. That is exciting. Incarceration. You two have that in common. That will be helpful. The love you two share is an exceptional thing. Wish you all the best. You must write a lot that explains why you're so good. You got some smarts too. I admire you and your love situation really romantic. In life it must suck. I just cannot imagine how hard it must be. Thank you for sharing. What a good friend that you are. Want the best for you. |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
**Many thanks, Miss Lori. You're a treasure. ![]() Days are shorter now Seasons come and seasons go Just four more seasons I never wrote much Forgetting all of my thoughts before writing them A few do survive like old ones from the cabin Though some are newer I like Senyru Short and sweet and to the point Its a lot of fun I like Haiku too When I think about it all it’s a better word We can ’ku or ‘ru Whatever you want to do I still like ‘ku Say it with a five Then again with a seven Coming back to five Relaxes the mind Not so much strain or fussing Like ‘Cabin’ poems are Maybe tomorrow we’ll both feel much more refreshed I’ll look for you then ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
The Christmas party was last night at a cool place for the EBL The EBL are a group of bikers that ride and raise money too. The place was kickass, pool table, theater seating and a Jacuzzi. Sound system was dope The old biker flicks were fun Joe Namath in one. The food was potluck. We all stuffed ourselves silly on smoked turkey. Outside was a fire where everyone went to smoke and tell dirty jokes The old school was there passing the EBL torch to new blood with us. We are not a club We are like a family Friends for forty years. That was my Sat. nite, we were home by ten o’clock and I got lucky. |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
I recall a club A benevolent bike club Jerseypine Cruisers I recall others Far more malevolent clubs Always recruiting I pay them no mind They don’t know a heel and toe They don’t get tank shifts When it used to be she and I and forty-five and a strong right leg Throttle on the right A manual spark advance on the left twist grip Heel and toe pedal for clutch on the lower left brake pedal on right Hardtail frame in rear Springer suspension up front Springer seat with fringe There were Indians with a great in-line engine Flared skirted fenders That old ‘45 once made us feel so alive and the bucks were free” ...just bein' Bluesy [This message has been edited by Bluesy Socrateaser (12-04-2017 10:19 AM).] |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
I am not the same his long illness changed me for better or worse. My independence is out of my comfort zone to do what I want. I’m doing for me small things without any guilt like buying makeup. Work, I dress better, less distress about weight gain. Talking to friends more. Been on my own now emotionally too long. He is self-consumed. Coming back slowly Scare to core changed him too. He’s not bullet proof. The big dog on porch is little dog under porch. Ego took a hit. So I have grown up (what a silly thing to say) a bit at sixty. Hard stuff will do that, grow you up and grow you old. At any damn age. So I am better for having been through it all. I am better me. Am better to me, still have a ways yet to go. Working on awesome. |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
Vows are forever if valued by both people Kind of old fashioned I shouldn’t talk though I’ve sacrificed myself too on altars of sin Care giving is hard Takes the starch out of you fast One needs some time off Appreciation not always made apparent I needed a fix Went outside of her Then told her what I had done She said that she knew She said she felt good knowing that I had told her Understood my plight She used the word ‘plight’ saying that it was alright since she was away I felt like a heel swept up in the old magic of our high school days So I made a vow to never again fall prey to a raised hemline Yes, another vow “vows were made to be broken” says the old adage Been there and done that No need for two forgivings I’ve made this one stick ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
Lonely is hard stuff make a person do things too, glad she understood. Relationships hard yours is better than some are who are together. I admire you, you are stand up kind of guy. You took the high road. Don't know what to say my life is pretty boring. Same ole, same ole thing. I came home early yesterday and took a nap went Xmas shopping. Have had to pick out my own gifts since with Dennis. Got shoes, boots and shirt. Got him a big drone He is like a little kid He likes to fly stuff. I thought the big one might be easier to fly (and crash too prob'ly) I have got to go get ready to face the day. I am dreading work. Way too much free time makes for such a long,long day. Ready for Friday. You take care Mister. She is depending on you to see this thing through. |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
“Lonely is hard stuff” I thought I could handle it until I met ‘her’ I knew it was wrong but her love overwhelmed me It didn’t last long But once was enough to make me feel like a heel so I broke it off I wrote my baby I had to schedule a call so I could hear her She said “it’s alright” making me feel much better So I made a vow Your words were so kind You understand much, Lori We’re not so dif’rent Life can be boring but it doesn’t last for long I mean the boredom >>>--- > ![]() Good to take time off Getting out to spend money is always good for the soul My only shopping is for groceries and such Don’t shop for Xmas Some will fly models Some want to make love to them Both are fantasies Sometimes they fly well Sometimes they fly and then crash Both are just the same It’s the day after the day you dreaded, Lori Was today better? Enjoy your Wednesday Smile a lot and tell some jokes Set them to laughing I’ll take your advice She’s a very good woman Who paid a stiff price ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
Wednesday was okay I caught myself nodding once, nothing new at all. Don’t know what to say, Looks like I’m dropping the ball I admit defeat. The day got away I didn’t get it written Now it is bed time. I am so sorry the day got away from me. I have tomorrow. Good night to you friend May you have sweet dreams of her that will warm your heart. |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
Stories in poems reflecting reality as poets see it They may be real or they may be imagined Some poets do both Sometimes there’s a mix Embellishments for color But ‘the truth will out’ Continuity A ticket for good poems like conversations I struggle with both But I think I fake it well to take up the slack Anyone can write just as anyone can paint Jackson Pollack did So I carry on waiting for my sweet baby She might be surprised Time will be taken and “Bluesy” will live no more nor will the others Soon comes the New Year The only year I have known for such a long time You’ve been a good friend and good friends are hard to find wherever you look So you take care friend and stay as strong as you are for the one you love ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
quote:...Thank you for this, Lori Rhoden. You're sweet! ...and hey! You didn't "drop the ball" because I never threw it! And please...Never tell me you're "sorry" for anything, okay? Keep ![]() ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
I heard a strange sound. Thought it was my shoes squeaking, was my ass dragging, Up at 3 with dog, made coffee, fed animals then fell out till 5. Luckily phone rang, my daughter asked about supper with Grandpa. A prime rib dinner tonight at the nursing home. Food is always good. Danori and I will go by ourselves tonight. He can’t eat the steak. He having hard time swallowing his food eating trying to gain weight. Gets dentures fixed today, hopefully, will help. Very frustrated! The cancer treatment left him without appetite and no saliva. Slowly getting well, he is very impatient. Has been sick so long. Getting excited about Christmas shopping now, my daughter goes with. Xmas vacation Starts 22nd ends the third I just cannot wait! |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
You and I Lori No one wants to play with us It’s not you it’s me Some feel they’re too old Veterans of what once was But it was mere ‘days’ But if Bluesy left, More than likely you’d see them returning to post As I come and go I’ve found this to be true Matters not as ‘who’ Sounds a bit pompous I’m trying to watch my words But its what I feel Maybe its my name? Is what I write offensive? You don’t seem to mind It’s not unnoticed I just thought I’d mention it Seasonal absence? In any season it’s still the “same ole same ole” Some don’t even post Busy detectives Checking out alter-egos They just gotta know Never thought to ask They just like to keep guessing Living secret lives Its pretty silly Many forums are like that Extension of ‘self’ Anyway Lori YOU’RE the one responsible! YOU started all this! Or was it Bluesy? Blame it on that Bluesy Boy! Bluesy takes the rap! Sorry I blew up It’s these anti-depressants that Tom Cruise sent me! ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
I don’t understand why us writing would stop them. What’s the difference? People are funny Nothing inappropriate going on ‘tween us. I can’t imagine we aren’t being read at all. Curiosity. Why you think it’s you? Alter ego maniac? Hmm, I’m not so sure. Neither one of us that influential, you think? We still got Pink Poet. Go ahead and vent. Let off all the steam you want. That’s what friends are for. Yea! TGIF! It has been a long, long week. So glad it’s over. Shopping and cleaning are my plans for the weekend. Laundry out wazoo. Think I’ll take a nap after I get home from work. Got up at 3a. Try not to sleep now that is frowned upon at work (sometimes I go home) Went downstairs to file papers for a co-worker, it woke me back up. She gave me a pop and some chips and some salsa She’s fun to work for. Letters to type now, maybe even get in mail. I better hurry. Now that that’s all done, I can get back to good stuff writing ‘ku, ‘ku chain. |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
No real difference Some come in and only post without replying Preconceived notions based on a poets writings A form of ‘write rage’ ![]() Open forum slums ‘Upper East side’ seldom seen We’re in the ‘low-rent’ (Ha-ha!) Personality Just like a banana split without banana ![]() Ah! Good ole Pinky! She tore me a new _ _ _ _ _ _ _! Nearly called me one! ![]() “Go ahead and vent” Okay, now I’m all tapped out You are a good friend ![]() My weeks go quite fast I’m really glad that they do Time is now my friend I play with the dogs after I give them their food so I’m not their meal Chores keep me busy I like it when it’s cooler Just for a season I was up at three I hit the sack about four I get up at ten I’m not a napper I spend time with my neighbor down the road a piece Coffee and some bull More coffee and a heifer ![]() (and a prune danish!) Have a good weekend! I hope it goes slow for you Enjoy your shopping! ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
Taking a breather, been folding clothes all morning. It was out of hand. I am still not done But I can see the bottom. Procrastination. The shopping went well, found everything I wanted. Now shop for others. I’m really kidding. Well, kinda kidding, ha, ha Did shop for others. My friend is coming She is going to help me clean, God bless her sweet heart. No rest for wicked So I better get up now Back to *##^*! Laundry! |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
Got the washday blues? Take a spin on the cycle Agitation gone! I liked to think some about who’s clothes I’m folding Pleasant thoughts of love Laundry room smelled good Aromatic dryer sheets and her sweet perfume Radio would play and we’d share a little dance laughing away blues Had an old Speed Queen and a pair of metal tubs with a glass washboard Then there was the rock by the creek behind the house It was just a rock... ![]() It’s time now to rock this small town Saturday night into Sunday ‘morn Hope you do the same Cut the rug into pieces Save a slice for me! ![]() ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
Friend was a no show so much for cob webs and dust Too tired cut rug Got gifts boxed to wrap maybe get that done today. What a pile of gifts! More shopping to do... grand kids, sons, daughter-in-laws and Mom and Dad too. Last year we gave cash and some gift certificates. This year we do gifts. Dennis put up star outside up on the trellis that's all for this year. Dennis discouraged scared he won't be here next year. Eating the problem. Try to reassure, tell him do not talk like that. Look at what he has. Glass half empty guy Wish I could turn him around. He is too picky. Can't let that get me. I'm really doing good now. No dreading at all. Got picture of Kate with baby bump due in May It will be their first. Son Sam is Daddy Boy, they sure were surprised! Sam will be forty. I am so happy I am closest with Sam, Kate. I am excited. Get the wrapping done, clean my refrigerator it will be good day. Dinner with my folks every Sunday evening. They look forward to. They are 88 Not many Xmases left to celebrate with. Got up at 3a Cat was pawing me to scratch her behind the ears. So now here I am writing away with myself by light of the tree. Hope you had great time and you cut rug once for me, soon cut one with her. What a love story thinking about two of you. You two are special. Hope that you slept well and dreamed dreams of good things. Talk to you later. ![]() |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
Sundays are busy but not for many people Most of them are men Yes, I admit it But Bluesy’s the exception He’s busy writing There’s other things ‘two’ My two demanding pooches like to wrestle me When they’re playing hard they want more than an “ear scratch” and they get it too! Monster dogs from hell Both over a hundred pounds! Poor little Bluesy… There is a Tomcat that gets along with the dogs He’s a badass too! With these characters my five acre neighborhood is VERY secure! They’re a lot of laughs with many good years in them Many more to come Sooner or later our dogs and cats will be gone Maybe we’ll go first I should talk to them and prepare them for the worst But they’d only laugh Everything’s a joke None of them are serious until its meal time! When they stare at me and both start licking their chops I need to be quick! Ravenous eaters though they have learned to share food Two bob-tails wagging Anyway, Lori Sorry that you missed your dance Garth Brooks sang that song It was called “The Dance” I’m sure you’ve heard it before Here’s a refresher: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bpwdwbO1uvM Turn the volume up and have yourself a slow dance even with a mop! I’ll be seeing you Keep dancing until you drop alongside the mop... ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
I get a filling this afternoon after work oh boy, oh joy, joy. No biggy really, I like my dentist a lot he does not hurt me. We're on 5 acres across the road from village We are West of Niles. If we had a fence a gated community is what we would be. We put up some signs that say West Niles on our lot. We live in suburb. Big joke that we have, Dennis is self appointed Sherriff of Niles. I like our Village I know just a few people I like it like that. Twenty minute drive on the highway to my work. Hate it when icy. Wrapped a bunch of gifts, have a lot more gifts to go. Shopping almost done. So looking forward to seeing my family 'specially the grand kids. 3 & 1 good age to be buying Christmas for, they sure are easy. They are happy kids like to ham for the camera. They are spoiled too. Are you counting days? How many left till she is home? God Speed the days through. |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
I’ll pick her up in Three hundred and fifteen days That to us is ‘soon’ Our lives will be changed and will never be the same Sell it all and go Saved every day to go where neither is known Near to you in Niles >>-----→ Ha-ha-ha! We know the Sheriff! ![]() “Stick ‘em up Lori! We’re takin’ over this town! Gold fillings and all!” Nah! We quit that game We just want to be plain folk You keep your fillings We learned a while back lovers can do crazy things We sowed and we reaped Delayed all our plans going for the laughs instead We could have done both Time to start again This time we’ll do things smarter Taking things slowly No more repeating of holidays in prison We’ll share them all soon It’s been a long time but we say that’s all it’s been Could have been much worse Appreciation for each day God gives to us we return to Him Thanks for your kind thoughts You’ve known many hard times too So you relate well My parents long gone Linny’s are still together They even like me! They know how it was the fire in our two hearts that’s still burning hot North Carolina is where they make their home now Maybe we’ll go there I haven’t seen them but we connected last year Writing now and then I’ll pick her up in Three hundred and fifteen days I love her so much… ![]() ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
You two are so cool! I'm getting excited too. What a love story. I think when time nears you will be very giddy and write silly stuff. You will play catch up and have you a honeymoon. Don't forget to write. You may have written just to pass the days away, soon that need be gone. We will still be here thinking about your new life. Wonderin' what's up. Come to Blue Buffet bring Linny along with you Spill your hearts in words. By then we may have gotten to know her through your eyes and loving voice. Glad I've gotten to know all about you and stuff. You are a good friend. You are supportive You act like you are a fan. God bless your sweet heart. |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
She’s a strong woman She was also a strong girl I’ve always loved her I was made for her and she sure was made for me We both fell in love Some guys had to fight to keep their steady happy and to keep her his We never played games You can’t lose what you don’t have So we never lost We both are silly Still laughing at the same things Just laughing smarter Honeymoon yearnings We write about them a lot She’s my true desire I fade in and out You see my many mood swings Few of them are real You know when they’re real Because you know more than most I know this is true I write fantasy I write soapbox comedy Sometimes till it hurts When I write ‘for real’ I always write about her ...and you know that too (and I appreciate that you do, Miss Lori ![]() I’ll always write you Maybe with another name But I know you’ll know You’re also my friend Too bad we’re both spoken for We’d make a good team! (Ha-ha-ha! Don’t rat me out to the ‘Sheriff’! ![]() ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
Went home sick Wednesday, felt like my body had headache. Slept rest of the day. Stomach was queasy. I did not lift a finger I am better now. I won’t tell Sherriff He would have both of our heads Jealous to the bone. I’m so excited No dreading Xmas this year. Daughter has been help. We’ll do Xmas eve to open gifts with family. Make pot of ham and beans. Christmas morning go to his grandkids for more gifts, then lunch with my folks. Daughter Danori will be getting engaged prob’ly at New Year’s. He got her sapphire Because she is so unique Diamond just too plain. I really like him. He makes her very happy. He is a nice guy. Feels good to feel good, Despite him saying dumb stuff that hurts my feelings. Depression is bad. He said I was just waiting for him to die. Grrrr! Wanna just smack him Knock him right off pity pot. Wake up smell coffee. For Christmas I wish I could give him a way to not worry so much. Thanks for letting me Blow off some steam about stuff. Nice to have an ear. Do you know why there is an angel on top the tree? One year bad blizzard. Santa had the flu, diarrhea. Had awful time loading sleigh. Elves are blown away. Team took off, left sleigh. Reindeer rounded up, Claus mad! Angel comes flying up Angel has a tree “Santa where I put this tree” He told her where to. That why angel is on top of the Christmas tree. HO, HO, HO, HO, HO, |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
It’s been a long day Not in a bad way but good Fit so much in it Some days are shorter But that’s only natural All in my approach Got an early start Got my chores done and shopping And rolled with the dogs Blankets of fall leaves Crispy ‘snap, crackle and pop’ as we rolled on them I never rake them I wait till it gets windy and blows them away Still, I like the leaves A seasonal divider that I like to watch I took the dogs into town They like riding in the truck In the bed that is They’re too distracting to ride along in the cab They like to look mean I keep them tethered to the truck bed floor anchors so they won’t jump out But they won’t lay down They like their face in the wind like riding a bike It was a fun day Wrote Linny a long letter Made me feel real good Her last Christmas there It will be a slow process for her to adjust That’s the way it is But together we’ll be fine since we both relate The main thing for us has always remained the same Being together Hope your day is good with no unwanted drama See you, Miss Lori ![]() Oh! By the way… What’s the difference ‘tween Tiger Woods and Santa? Santa has (only) three Ho’s >>>---→ ![]() ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
Yes! TGIF! I’m so freaking tired Blood sugar too high Between me and dog up too many times last night cat woke me at 3:00. A nap is tugging at my eyelids like bar bells. Hard to keep open. The coffee I drink makes me run to bathroom. THAT keeps me awake. I finally have work to do, I’m not in the mood Hard to focus on. Off to take powder, be back in just a jiffy. Stairs are a killer. I hope today flies I have lots of stuff to do. Shopping & wrapping. I wish it would rain, too dry to burn our trash. Coming out our ears! I think that it spit 3 whole raindrops yesterday. So disappointed. Trump stuff on TV really has me worried sick, Country in trouble. Glad we are talking about acting right at work. Gone on too darn long. Putin is weasel. Him and Trump 2 of a kind. What world coming to? Hope you’re not Trump fan. Sorry don’t mean to offend. But he is a pig! I could rant all day So just don’t get me started, I will hush up now. I swear that the clock is going backwards today. Oh nooo! Argh, harrumph! Better get working Before I start a snoring ‘ku keeps me awake. Could do this all day, prefer a quiet classroom. Take what I can get. Students are restless, eager to start the weekend. Hope stay out of jail. I’m secretary to kids at high risk drop out. Can be a challenge. Been here 15 years. I’ll prob’ly die at my desk. Can’t afford to quit. |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
I like Fridays too for a different reason Saturday mornings My dogs sleep outside I don't like to tether them They keep things in check Between the kitty and the dog and your coffee no wonder you're tired It's good to have work but not if you're feeling tired Just go home early I separate trash much of it becomes compost I burn up the rest Some I recycle What trash I can't recycle I put in the ground So you don't like Trump Politics in general I don't spend time on Office politics needed fixing long ago Show people respect You don't like Putin and you don't like 'the Donald' I'm glad you like me I'll take your advice Don't want to 'get you started' I see the fireball Think 'Tempus Fugit' and the time will fly away No consternation 'kuing sounds playful More people should start 'kuing instead of fighting When I was in school Miss Kelly was at the desk in the front office I spent some time there waiting for the principal She was so Irish She had bright red hair Always impeccably dressed A scent I'd die for Fifteen years at job Take Social Security and keep your job too Make a little more Pull the pin at sixty-five Lay back in hammock... ![]() ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
Retire in 5 years? Sounds like heaven to this gal. I won’t hold my breath. Took kids to dinner, Danori and her boyfriend. We had a good time. Except for table with a horrible lady browbeating grand kids. It was just awful- “Eat your meat or no presents!” She was a nightmare. My friend is coming to help me clean here today. Keep your fingers crossed. M & M’s new flavor coffee nut is really good. Love coffee flavor. Speaking of flavors, ham and beans and some corn bread for on Xmas Eve. Hope I can finish Xmas shopping this weekend. That would be perfect. Morning with you nice, you’re quiet, don’t interrupt my line of thinking. Glad you have the dogs, they are so good for the soul. Cats are okay too. I know I’m rambling. Just some good morning chit-chat to help pass the days. Hope you have a day that is filled with surprises and holiday cheer. |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
It’s very quiet No toads, no crickets, just dogs and they’re both snoring It’s 0220 and I’m having a nightcap Hot cup of green tea I really like tea and I really like coffee Green tea soothes my mood Coffee cranks me up when I need a good kick-start and I like its taste I’m not sworn to it Sometimes I leave it it alone I’m sworn to Salmon! I’m very fishy I eat very little meat Sometimes I’ll have wine But no other drinks Basically alcohol-free It has a purpose Just not one for me As a young buck I liked it Then I went without I never went back Maybe saved a little cash Maybe saved my life Life to me is new and it keeps getting newer My love’s coming home I like you, Lori I want you to be happy So just be happy >>>-----→ ![]() Enjoy your Sunday Enjoy all your company and all your visits! I’ll be seeing you Time for me to crash and burn Rest well, Miss Lori ![]() ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
Was going to be grouch, but you said to be happy, so happy it is. My friend showed up! Worked circles around my butt Ah, no more cob webs! I shopped some more and may go again today. Dennis went with me! More wrapping to do. Hope the paper will hold out and the tags and bows. This has been so fun! Great to be getting it done. I am so pleased. Dog has a dry eye, gets gooey snot stuff in it. Gets drops twice a day. He is better now, will need drops for couple months My poor little dog. Got him a toy too. He doesn't know what it is for. We put treats in it. Thursday my last day. Can not wait for Xmas break. Be back on Jan 3rd. Of all those days off, I just get paid for Xmas. Short check for that month, Son Sam is coming on Xmas eve to spend night. Go home Xmas Day. His wife will stay home and look after the dogs. She sweet to share him. Wow I just woke up! I nodded off there a bit. I didn't know it! Guess I'll end it here. You have a great day now, hear? No wooden nickles. |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
It's good to ‘see’ you So happy you changed your mind and came with a smile When it comes to work four hands are better than two Gets it all done fast Spent some more money and the Sheriff went shopping Sheriff’s get discount? I like to wrap gifts I always used to do that even as a kid Your dog feeling good is really good news to hear Some dry eye has cure A short week for you More time for writing haiku Nah! I’m just joking! You need your time off more than you need the money Everyone’s the same I put you to sleep? I must really be boring My dogs do that too I talk to them both and suddenly they’re yawning Linny’s not like that She talks more than me and I’m told I talk a lot I’ve been missing that But not much longer She needs to behave herself so she’ll make parole It’s complicated but she’s doing much better She’s a tough woman Always been that way but she’s also very sweet and very loving Time to close this ‘ku It’s been good talking to you You’re nice, Miss Lori >>>-----→ ![]() ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
I'm in the dog house I didn't get my 'Ku in Now I'm rushin' to. see what I can say in 45 minutes, 'k? here we go hold on. Dog got in the trash got a surprise this morning Oh my clean carpet!!! Wear maroon to work it is Spirit Week this week have fun dressing up. Almost done shopping few more trips to get groceries. then I'll be all set. I'm so excited! Love it when the family comes. Love those grandbabies! Work will be hectic lots to do at last minute. Drives me so crazy. Bored to tears then Nellie bar the door, it pours. Scrambling to get done. Then when I hurry I will make little mistakes that cost me some time. It will be short week. I'm off on Friday woo who! C'mon vacation! Hey 15 minutes! I'm ahead of schedule, wow look at me go! May knock off early so I can hit the shower. and not rush so much. Playing "Beat the Clock" is kind of fun for a change, not for all the time. We might get some snow But only little flurries, Real cold on Christmas. Looks like I did it! You have the best day ever. To you and Linny! |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
If they had their way MY house would be their dog house Sometimes it is theirs Winston in the trash? I thought that was a cat’s gig Today was trash day Picked up at the road one-eighth of a mile from house early Wednesday ‘morn “Spirit week” is it… My truck is kind of maroon Very spirited Late shoppers in rush I stay far away from them as is possible! Grandbabies grow fast Love them up as best you can They’ll soon move away Short work week is good when you have so much to do I have so little I like it that way But soon we’ll both be busy and I’ll welcome it Had a good rain here Maybe more coming tonight Warmer and humid I like what you said about “Nellie bar the door” That’s very old stuff! You’re showing your age to be over ‘twenty-one’ Here they say “Katie” Hurried mistakes eh? Why not slow your effort down Tortoise and the Hare Enjoy the short week Don’t stress out over the ‘ku Family comes first If Christmas is cold Put another log on fire and get my slippers! “Looks like I did it! You have the best day ever!” To you and Sheriff! ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
I'm a sleepy head my hair is every which way I look so scary Coffee and the pets have got my blood all moving I am awake now Pile under tree grows lots of presents for me I already got mine Got what I wanted and put it under the tree Then Dennis bought more I wouldn't have bought all that other stuff for me had I known he would. I feel very spoiled the biggest package is mine I don't have a clue Bought gifts for my work These cute little nutcrackers just decorations. It is not that much It is the thought that will count. Work with good people. Only 5 more days! Four more until my son comes I just cannot wait. Been a long time since I have felt this good mentally Thanks in part to you. Finding my awesome seems silly but was profound Try hard to find it. Can't help but think some about you and your Linny happy and sad too. I am excited for the two of you love birds getting together. Next year will be great the two of you by the tree under mistletoe. Merry Christmas friend may this day be warm and bright thoughts of her be light. |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
I look scary too Long hair in a ponytail Looks like horses’ ass It’s all in my mood Sometimes coffee sometimes tea I like tea at night Santa’s sleigh comes quick We’d open one gift on Eve others Christmas day Nice to get a gift One that you really wanted Warm fuzzy feeling It’s fun to be spoiled even when you spoil yourself and someone else pays You’re my friend, Lori I’m happy to have known you and that Miss Pinky Finding your “awesome” is finding more of yourself ...and you are “awesome” “Can't help but think some about you and your Linny happy and sad too” We’re near the end now We did these things to ourselves We both paid the price Got together young then went our separate ways and got back again I’ve always loved her No one else ever worked out It’s the same with her We just got stupid We’re both much smarter these days You learn or you don’t She likes to write too I could post one of her poems I love to read her Do you think I should? I don’t see the harm in it I’ll leave you a clue “Next year will be great the two of us by the tree under mistletoe” “Merry Christmas friend may this day be warm and bright” ...and “all a good night” …..See ya ![]() ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
‘Ku in a coma I cannot keep from yawning Oh c’mon coffee! The house looks just great. One last shopping trip today, then I am ready. Holly is jolly, I’m pleased with decorations. Oh, c’mon Christmas! No school for two weeks! I get a birthday party. A great vacation. Had to take a nap My, that is so much better. I was so sleepy. No need to be up so early in the morning, 3a bad habit. Might cook beans today. They are best the second day, I will have cornbread. That makes me hungry Oatmeal raisin cookie, yummm. Think I will have one. Boy that hit the spot They are my favorite ones. My mom made the best. Daylight is burning No more time to ‘Ku with you Have a real great day. |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
The big day is here! May all your wishes come true! Thinking about you It’s a cool day here I’ve been enjoying it all Peaceful and quiet The two-lane is so silent you can hear the deer hooves trot without any fear I thought I might write I’m missing her so today But without the pain There’s a difference when you know where your love is versus not knowing You have a birthday near Christmastime or New Years? Lot’s of extra gifts! Aww! You took a nap? I put you to sleep again? I must be a bore! ![]() I’m always up late I sleep about six hours I think too damn much! ![]() I should bake cookies I might learn a thing or two I don’t bake that much Bran muffins with fruit and of course, cornbread is good Could make some today Guess I’ll sign off now I’ll feed myself and the dogs We’ll eat at the trough! ![]() ...See ya! ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
It is 3 degrees. The ground is still white with snow. Winter has arrived. Went to a movie That was quite a treat for me, The Greatest Showman. I enjoyed it lots, it was a fine musical. Got out at 9p. Went straight to my bed and it was lights out for me. Up at half past four. Snoozing by 5a After writing a few words Slept in late ‘til 8 Then again ‘til 9 now I’m up and dressed proper in my Christmas clothes. No makeup as yet I may not leave the warm house where no shine is fine. 3 days ‘til b-day I hope some people show up at bar named Chucks. Think I’ll tie one on laugh ‘till I shed some tears and get real silly. Your Rotts murder cats I hate it when dogs do that Our coon hounds will too. I will not cast stone. My cat will murder things too that is way of life. |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
“Three degrees,” you say “When Will I See You Again” ‘A good ‘girlie group’ They’re still going strong More than fifty years later Good music won’t die I play some guitar and I like to sing ballads Makes my two dogs howl Speaking of my Rotts I think you misunderstood They grew up with cats They’re all quite playful No ‘Cat-a-cide going on Cease indignation >>>---→ ![]() Big dogs have respect Some have been trained to play ‘rough’ My own are not ‘trained’ I ‘taught’ them my way To obey simple commands like ‘kill’, ‘bite’, or ‘maim’ (Are you laughing?) Really, they’re mellow Both have personality Both are ‘baritones’ End of dog story I hope your mind is at ease Cat is still alive My sick fantasy was all I was telling you Happens on gray days All my days are gray when I look in the mirror to comb my thick hair A sign of the times Each one of them have been earned So I feel quite proud At least I’m not bald though it’s what’s inside that counts This I know is true I just play too much and say many silly things It keeps me laughing Well, ‘Happy Birthday’! “Tie one on” tight as you like But stay out of jail! ...See ya! ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
Beg Rotts' forgiveness for jumping to conclusions. I'm a hound person. Back to you and book. Your love story is unique. many in lock-up. Not as long as you. The strength of your bond inspires. You have the poems. They tell the story, Chronicle the ups and downs, show how you coped. The story has me. It would captivate others think 'bout it okay? Might get my nails done might write introspective too hard telling with me. Got to go stoke fire nearly seven hope for coals take care now, bye bye |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
All is forgiven ![]() The Rotts want to say, “ruff-ruff” Sounds more like, “rough-rough” Yes, there’s a story Truth is stranger than fiction We’ve talked about that We missed out on much I’ve had the chance to catch up But she’s spent more time Situations changed But I always loved my girl She always knew that I write her each day I needed her to stay strong Unbelievable Still, it’s really true Every single day I write Using “Jpay” mail She cannot use it Only I can use Jpay She must use “snail-mail” I’ll give it some thought I think she’d like to do that I’m certain she would What about my nails? And what about your story? You’ve much to tell too! ![]() Don’t let me keep you Others are counting on you to keep them toasty! ...See ya, Lori Rhoden ![]() ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
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Oh cr@p! I’m 60! I knew this day would soon come: officially old. My body feels it But my head says I’m 40, I look 50ish. It could be much worse I could look 70ish and be much fatter. Dumpy and frumpy kinda the norm for my age I can live with that. Even the gray hair and the crow’s feet at my eyes don’t bother me much. I don’t use hair dye or wrinkle free facial cream. Soap and water works. I do know how to use lots and lots of make-up. Shine up pretty good. Got make-up brushes from Santa Clause in my sock. Do better job now. New clothes for tonight that I got for my Christmas I can hardly wait. Got a smart phone too, for my Birthday from Dennis, up with the times now. We go out tonight I get schmit faced for sure. Have to be careful. Sometimes I cannot hold my alcohol too well. Don’t want to pass out. Hoping for good time where I laugh my assets off and it makes me cry. Hope he can suck up and have a good time with me, he has been so down. I know he will try. He will have his friends there too. Try not to worry. Well that is all there is, my birthday is the big news. You have good day too. |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
Happy Birthday dear Sixty is a grand old age Savor your big day Quite a description Growing older can be fun Fun comes from the heart You’re right about that Things could always be much worse For some it sure is Women grow older much more gracefully than men Old men are cranky No matter their age They want so much attention Like “Cynical poem” Women and ‘make-up’ makes me think they care for self more than hiding self Wearing new clothing also feels good to oneself and some new perfume Was it your first time? No! Not that Lori Rhoden! I mean the ‘smartphone’! ![]() If you get “Schmit faced” write about it tomorrow I could use a laugh Just stay out of jail and don’t start any bar fights that you can’t finish! ...See ya ![]() ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
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Time is out of hand, fell out of my old routine writing by wayside It happens sometimes I get out of whack and pause but I am okay. juggling new ball because of the holidays then I dropped one Xmas and birthday they could not have been better I felt very spoiled Work is killing me. too much going on right now. busy or I'm bored. Deadlines to be hit My work depends on others ARG! Last minute change. Where does the time go? I have to get ready now. Oh, THIT! (thank Heaven it's Thursday) |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
Relax Miss Lori I’m not a priority It’s a brand new year You had a good time So much more yet to come “Whack” without pausing So you’re back to work I guess it went kind of fast It happens each year They call them “deadlines” ‘cause they really can kill you Not reasonable Now more time has gone and the battle cry begins Yay! ‘TGIF’ Enjoy your weekend It’s here for your good pleasure Make the most of it! ...See ya! ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
Where did the time go? It is Sunday already. Read about my hair? That is my big deal for this weekend of leisure, laundry and dishes. Wrote two poems today 3 if you count this Haiku. I am on a roll. Been constipated figuratively speaking, about my writing. Don't like that I am only writing about me. Better'n nut'n. Would like to write more about the insanity of America. Don't want to debate, just share my anxiety, offer ideas. I d'know, I'm blank. We wormed the cat last night. Ate Lil' Smokies. My life is boring, except for daughter's drama, antics of cat, dog. Can't forget TV. It is always on it seems. Love it when it's off. Did I tell you that New Year's we turned in early? No big deal to us. Did I tell you I got rings for my birthday? Name, birthdate-grandkids. They are just shiny silver with the letters stamped in them, say Heidi & Case. Heidi is 3 now. Case is just a year in Oct. Case 4 lbs. lighter. Wear rings all the time on my right, naughty finger. I show them off too. That's all from wee Niles. My peaceful little village. Hope you're sleeping well. see ya... ![]() |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
I read of your hair Or is it your hair that’s red? You must let me see! Get the camera Time for a new Pip picture with your new hairdo! “Laundry and dishes” is not for you anymore You’re now like Sheba! Sheba could write poems So there’s no reason you can’t Two a day is good ‘ku’s are a cool form Big ideas in few words Lean and to the point Suppositories “figuratively speaking,” help me write a lot I would like to read, but I don’t do politics Can’t vote anyway I like to debate, but mostly I’m quite obtuse I do it for fun! Your life is boring? What would you like it to be? Write some about that Less television produces more poetry Better of the two! I don’t do New Years But I will when Linny’s home Just ten more month’s now Not much more to go I’m so excited for her She paid a high price I’ll buy her a ring Linny’s birthstone is Ruby My own is Opal “That's all” for tonight Nice ‘chatting’ with you, Lori Pleasant dreams, my dear! see ya… ![]() ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
long time no talky. Opal huh? I just love them! they are so soft though. They will lose luster if you wear them everyday. clear nail polish shines. I'm aquamarine. It is my favorite color. I wear it often. This nose thing is gross. But its not real obvious if you look straight on. Work has been busy. The days go fast, I'm happy. Love my new hair do. Between the new clothes, boots, fingernails and my hair, I'm feeling snazzy. I'm actually self-assured about my nose I'm not embarrassed. It is too cold here. County roads are ice packed, wind chill is crazy. don't tell anyone but it is really stressful as he recovers. He struggles to eat cannot swallow very much has lost lots of weight. Unrealistic expectations frustrate him. I have to hear it. over and over... He will worry himself sick and forget to eat. Enough about that, He gets a PET scan Monday. check liver lesions. This is my second wake up, first on was at 2 fell out for a bit. I wrote my poem the first time I was awake. now I'm writing this. Thanks for letting me bend your ear for a lil' while. I gots to go now. See ya! |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
Your nose may be “gross” but it’s only different then what you’re used to Like getting black-eyed The pain of the punch is gone but has left its mark I never had one Keeping others at arm's length was always my goal So you’re back to work Getting through the ice and snow is never easy Sweet January Queen of the bitter weather in her court of cold With your new wardrobe perhaps a warm winter coat to add to the snazz Now you care for two The Sheriff himself and you Care for yourself first When you’re in good shape then you’ll have more strength to share with those who need you I know you know that I just said it anyway My prerogative >>>-----> ![]() You can bend my ear anytime at all Lori We’re all alone here It’s a Saturday So I’ve got letters to write Hope to ‘see’ you soon! Have to write Linny Tell her I’ve been a good boy I have...haven’t I? ![]() See ya! ![]() ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
I think you have been very good at writing stuff Are your undies clean? Did you sweep the floor? Are all the dishes done up? Now, that's a good boy. I'm so excited for you two little love birds The power of love is so strong with you. I hope you write a poem when you two are wed. And take a picture and post it with the poem. So we can see you. I fear we won't see you very much after that. You'll be too busy. Not that I blame you. You have waited oh so long. Time to make up for. I admire you Do good things for right reasons. Still only human. You are not perfect, you are still approachable warm and normal like. But you are hero of your own true life's story. Like a handsome prince. You and Linny cool beans in my book of people. You two make me smile. I hope she is in a place that she feels she's safe, and life is routine. And her worst worries are that the mail will run late. I pray for no scars. You understand her you know just what it will take for her to adjust. I'd be fly on wall when you go to pick her up to see look on face. Bet you day dream it The day you go pick her up. Warm spot in the heart. Glad you are my friend. I think you are good to know. Nameste, tootles... |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
Fresh as a daisy all my ‘unmentionables’ Thank you for asking ![]() Yes, the floors are clean and the dishes are racked up Ricked a cord of wood Still have a-ways yet She takes a day at a time Some good and some bad Since the day we met we immediately knew we loved each other But we started rough Not with each other mind you But in what we did It was cool at first We were busy getting kicks Like no tomorrow But she got rowdy and that led to carelessness and she shot a man He had it coming He should have left her alone It’s complicated That opened a door that needed to be kept closed That’s now history She’s been doing time Twenty-five years at Gatesville We never gave up We may have changed some But our hearts remained the same That’s our poetry When I was away I never felt so helpless We were far apart I couldn’t help her I wanted to protect her But time restrained me Then time released me earlier than expected Now her time has come With all that I write How can I tell of my joy when only words come? The dogs sit and stare volunteering as my muse and I their food dish ![]() We never had dogs Moved around much too often They know her picture At least I hope so Those two are always hungry and she’s a morsel ![]() Where she’s served her time is a hell-hole to be sure But not the worst one She knows it so well as anyone would in time She’s a survivor You’re a good person and I appreciate you Namaste`, Lori ![]() ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
So I have cancer, Basal cell carcinoma The best kind to have. They will do a Mohr- biopsy as they cut it. Cut 'til clear margins. Won't know size of hole Until they get done with me. Not supposed to hurt. Biopsy wasn't It was extremely painful. Brought tears to my eyes. That part does scare me I don't do pain very well. And size of the hole. Don't know if it will require more than stiches. I really hope not. I think I caught it early enough it is small. He will want to check all my other spots on my back and everything. Hope all is okay. Go in next Monday at 7:30 a.m. Will take couple hours. I am so lucky It could be so very much worse. Could have been my boobs. We will go today to have PET scan read. Dennis' liver. They found lesions there when he got that pneumonia and that E-coli. 4 degrees right now. We reversed the ceiling fan and are much warmer. Must have been a bear in another of lifetimes. Want to hibernate. Up at 3:30 for a couple of hours then sleep off and on until about noon. Ready for bed by 8p. hard to stay awake. it is almost 5 think I will stoke the fire grab a pop from frig. when I get back in I'll have another coffee then snuggle down in. Sleep 'tll the old man gets up and around coffee. Doze as he drinks his. My daughter is up and eating Eggo waffles and distracting me. I will let you go. thanks for the shoulder and ear. Later tater, eh? |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
Good that it was found It might have become much worse if not attended There’s been no cancer in my family at all Only heart attacks Two were suicides One in nineteen sixty-two One in two-thousand No one enjoys pain unless they are ascetic of the intense type No one thinks too much of a bandage on your nose Only you my dear Wear it and be proud as a cancer survivor! Our own heroine! ![]() When you get PET scanned Who does Dennis get to pet? A shapely young nurse? My uncle was there with “The French Foreign Lesion” Sheriff must be tough! ![]() Reversing the fan A very good idea Brings all the heat down I once had steam heat in an old rural farm house Oil was much cheaper But not anymore Diesel would work too if the oil ran out Pellets are costly Cord wood is costly Electric is good Wood as a backup just in case the power goes Keeps me toasty warm Don’t need it that much Just an old Northern habit Soon we’ll be snug’lin They’ll be lots of heat That we’ve both missed for some time I wish it was now… While you stoke the stove I’m hitting the sack About five-0-clock ![]() I get up early between ten and eleven Six hours is good I told my Linny to cut her sentence in half sleep for 12 hours! She said I was nuts! She’s been going to college to use her time best She aids the teachers in many of the classes which she has finished She’s so different than the girl I first met Such a good woman I’m different too Never joined the ‘brotherhood’ of the ‘Aryans’ I too went to school Anything to pass the time Studied religions And psychology We both laugh at all of it We never forget How dumb and stupid we were in our younger days We lost many years But we don’t lament We did the crime and the time It’ll soon be over It’s kind of funny We had all of this schooling and now we’re too old! Well, not too damn old No need for work anyway I did that for us We know what we want We both want one another the way it once was It won’t be the same in all the ways one may think We both have gone ‘straight’ ![]() Okay, Miss Lori It’s my turn to let you go… Keep a good though...K? Happy trails my dear! I’ll see you when I see you Don’t forget to stoke! ![]() ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
Old man’s cancer free. Spots on liver are gone too, so is spot on lung. A year post treatment. He still has no saliva eating is the pits. Knowing he is well Has helped his attitude much. Helps everything. Starting to worry about the hole in my nose, don’t know how big it will be. How long ‘til it heals. Will it need to have skin graft? Won’t know ‘til it’s done. I know I am scared I will look scary awhile. It will really hurt. I will get through it. All easier said than done. Being brave just sucks. Why don’t you reply To my comments on your work? Are my comments dumb? I broke my ‘puter I dropped it, the screen broke. I get a new one! I want a chrome book Something small and lightweight that I can write on. Get it this weekend before I get withdrawals glad I have smart phone. Work is slowing down The days are dragging along 2 snow days this week! Feb. will get busy Prog. Reports and PTC (Parent Teacher Conferences) all in the same month. Is this boring you? This is starting to bore me talking about work. Work is boring now I am waiting on some work. Letter to write/mail. Better get to it. Have to walk to other end Of the building now. Talk to you later Hope that you slept well, sweet dreams Have a blessed day. |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
Irony of it He don’t have it and you do Better one than both Sheriff has dry mouth? Maybe ‘Biotene’ would help Many stores have it You’re the big concern Now it’s time to care for you You sure do your part Now about your nose Why not put a ring in it? Or a big birthstone No one would know it except the sheriff and me and I’ll never tell There’s nothing to fear You’ll still be the same ‘ole you Everyone knows that Ooh! No replies, eh? Well, I took care of that quick! Just being lazy Your comments are sweet You know I don’t think they’re “dumb” I’m the one that’s dumb Now you can go look I don’t think I missed any Thanks for the jump-start! ![]() So I made you mad and you threw your ‘puter down My! Such a temper! ![]() I want chrome bumpers You can have all the chrome books She’s small and lightweight… ![]() I have a dumb phone It only cost twenty-bucks I don’t use it much Ha-ha-ha! “Boring?” No, Miss Lori, not at all I could say the same… Take care of your nose and don’t worry how it goes Just think “pleasant thoughts” ![]() See ya! ![]() ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
I have a quick sec to write a line or twoish. It has been awhile. Took the bandage off the stitches don't look too bad they follow the crease. It finally quit being a pain in my face this lovely morning. I get to shower and shampoo my new perm curls. I love my new hair. Sorry this so short. I'm drifting off between lines I had better go. later tater... ![]() |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
Hey there my ‘ku friend! So glad to see you posted! I took the night off Tape recorder work It’s an older reel to reel It begged a tune up You sound happier I’m sure it’s a big relief Painless and pretty! ![]() It helps our esteem to look good and feel good You have both of them! Don’t worry ‘bout ‘ku Short or long they’re always good I’ll make it short too I’ll write some po’try Maybe something weird or strange Maybe a love poem Whatever it is It’ll be waiting for you in the same old place! So ‘ta-ta’ for now I’ll see you when I see you Take no wood nickels… ![]() ...See ya! ![]() ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
Got my stitches out they were driving me crazy they were itching me. The scar is okay, Dr. says give it a month. New wrinkles on chin are a bigger deal. Just noticed them yesterday. Morphing into old. It is my time now to embrace being granny. A change in seasons. Been trying to write but it is all stupid blah I just posted now. It is not the best but better than crap of late. Nose a distraction. I'm diabetic Blood sugar waaay too high Doc gave me new med Back on the wagon trying to eat like I should. and ugh exercise. hope you are okay and Linny is safe and sound. take care of yourself. |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
Glad stitches are gone Nothing like an itchy nose to drive you crazy New wrinkles for you? They sure can sneak up on you like ol' Father Time I’ve got a few too But I don’t mind them at all They’re the ‘me’ of ‘now’ Being a ‘granny’ is better than a ‘Grammy’ and lasts much longer You’re ‘trying to write?’ You know how it goes I’m sure Just write what you feel You’re always ‘feeling’ and everyone can relate So lay it on us! Write more about it “My nose is a distraction!” New York ‘Best Seller!’ I’m doing alright Linny’s behaving herself Thank you for asking! ![]() Just follow advice given you by the Doctor and you’ll be just fine! It’s two twenty-five on this a Tuesday morning I’ll soon hit the sack The Rotts are sleeping They played pretty hard all day I might just join them They like it inside when the temperature drops They think they’re so tough! Can’t say I blame them That’s why I sleep inside too! They know I’m no fool! Get some rest my dear It was good to see your post It’s a lot of fun! See ya! ![]() ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
Blood sugar is down not far enough but lower. I'm eating yogurt. For breakfast and lunch strawberry and banana yogurt every day. Hopefully I will lose enough weight to fit in my new jeans out grown. The high blood sugar makes you feel sluggish and blah lowering is ugh. when I hit my goal I will feel a lot better I need exercise. My nose feels better I'm glad those stitches are gone. Can touch when it itch. Dennis not happy feeling blah for a few days. Still can not eat well. No Saliva sucks so does constant complaining. He needs therapist. He is so depressed. His focus is so on himself he's lost perspective. He's miserable. He can't look on the bright side long enough to count. Well,enough b!t(h!ng got to get ready for work. Is it Friday yet? Take care ![]() |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
Good nose about news I’m glad you're feeling better On to other things Sheriff not happy? Should be glad for what he has A woman like you Hard to be around all the b!t(h!ng and moaning You’ve got issues too Maybe he should think about what he puts you through You take care of him Suppressing ego or a man’s pride ain’t easy You eat and he chews Seeing you from here is not the same as you there You’re living with it Plus you have a job... Having to care for your health… Then it’s home to nurse Memory problems? Maybe you want to forget! ![]() Just kidding...sort of No salivation? Has he tried out ‘Biotene’? Maybe it would help Check it out here: https://www.biotene.com/?rotation=71700000030778169&banner=58700003752888637&kw=29430283176& google=e_&gclid=EAIaIQobChMIxvbqpaGF2QIVDLXACh0FyARtEAAYASAAEgJXl_D_BwE&gclsrc=aw.ds Accepting yourself, your ‘can-do’s’ and ‘cannot-do’s’ is vital with age When it’s not your age, but your health that’s in the way Then you must be strong A man who is proud often gets in his own way when he feels useless Feeling bad himself makes everyone else suffer without knowing it If a man knows it then that’s a different horse riding you down hard He should feel your love in the way you care for him He needs to think right He has it better than some and worse than others like the rest of us Whenever I’m down I think about other folks wishing they were me Some men should be spanked! Obstinacy isn’t fair You work much too hard In my way of thought he should appreciate you and ease your mind some You’re not a captive suffering ‘Stockholm Syndrome’ You’re his loving wife Well,enough b!t(h!ng ![]() got to write Linny’s letter Is it Friday yet? >>>--------------→ Tomorrow, Miss Lori ![]() See ya! ![]() [This message has been edited by Bluesy Socrateaser (02-01-2018 01:58 PM).] |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
Sunday already Did diddly squat on Sat. kitchen is a mess. I have too much stuff. Too many family 'heirlooms' I should not complain. I have been blessed. Others wish had my problem of more than they need. I picked my couch. all other stuff picked me. Three generations. I was raised well off married into poverty couldn't rise above. Doing okay now, best in my life since kid. Dennis good with $. Got up at 3:20 this morning for some reason. I am wide awake. Feel like cleaning house. But have to be quiet now. Be sleepy by 8. That when Dennis up. I am ready for a nap. Doze in chair till noon. Birthday Party day. His youngest g-daughter 12. She is a sweetheart. Guess I did diddly Forgot I gave dog a bath. (put off for two weeks.) I am a picker (as in nit not a banjo) figuratively I pick my own brain. and anyone else's too. Try understanding I do believe that with understanding you get power over it. That it allows you to release pain and anger that would control you. Still some things will be incomprehensible too, like closed minds and hearts. I used to be like Pollyanna, now I am Polly want cracker. I've been in jail too looking at 20 to life just for the week end. False accusation Went to trial and all that ship. It was Front page news. (That was first husband). Our acquittal was page 9. Went to loony bin.....(2x) for some R&R first for fear then very mad thought I'd hurt someone......(my kids) Yes, bad things happen to just regular people. We're never the same. Not standing up to truth to power has cost me. Paid for dependence. Well look at me go... looks like I needed to talk. Did you feel awkward? Thanks for listening it is almost 5-nap time. you sleep well my friend. |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
Wednesday night reading all you said in tall haiku You said a mouthful >>>–--→ ![]() A ‘brain picker’ eh? I’d love to have you ‘pick’ mine I’m out of practice Understanding me is an effort few have made My ‘brain’ is open Everyone wants someone to understand them sooner or later Linny knows me well I know her very well too We’re like each other Though many have tried no one changes our feelings without permission It would seem you know feelings of liberties lost A good perspective I know the feeling It made me more confident and closer in love Before this year ends my baby will be released and we’ll both be free She and I did things on a chemical basis We’re two of a kind We haven’t changed much Even after all these years we love each other Yeah, bad things happen when you make bad things happen or react to them ‘Ship’ always happens how one reacts matters most Choose your destiny “Well look at me go... looks like I needed to talk. Did you feel awkward?” Not at all my dear I find you quite intriguing Your thinking is deep You need your own time You need a cabin that smokes to set yourself free Till we meet again Happy trails to you my friend I’m at your service >>>----------→ ![]() See ya, Miss Lori ![]() ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
Good to hear from you. Was beginning to wonder if you were ever. I know I get deep Dennis doesn't see the point, shrugs and says 'heavy' two dimentional what you see is what you get. Thinks I'm just goofy. Likes my poetry Doesn't understand Piptalk, why we want feedback. Vision is narrow. At 68 set in stone. Good and decent man. Saint compared to last. Going on thirteen years now. It has been so hard. My daughter was hell. He was better than her Dad but she stayed cold. Wanted her and me, and a cat and 'no daddy', resentment for years. He was a trooper Saw her go through therapy and everything. I beach about him because we aren't intimate emotionally. Since he got cancer he has withdrawn into self. It consumed him. The cancer is gone but he has not come back yet. I miss him so much. He had been my rock. Now he is like sand to shore all he does is beach. His daughter gets it wonders how I can stand it. yes, me too sometimes. I know about stuck in bad places in your head- depression for years. He has depression. He needs therapy and meds to get out of funk. Its okay for me, he doesn't believe in it for himself (butt head) Time to go again I hope the time is flying for you and Linny. You two make me smile. Like a storybook but real. Wait for happy end. Pet the dogs for me and give the cat a good scratch. Talk at you later. |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
I’m always around pulling irons from the fire needing only one I like your thinking Not everyone understands why another writes Some feel you need more then they themselves can provide That makes you”goofy” Women are ‘goofy’ to men who can’t understand their ‘womanly’ ways Men are ‘goofy’ too to women who don’t ‘know’ them It’s a carousel PipTalk is okay It’s nice to be here with you You make it brighter Feedback is social That’s what I like about it It makes it all fun When someone is sad finding no one to talk to This is a refuge There’s always an ‘ear’ with an open mind and heart to vent away blues Good times come and go and then they come back again if we want them to When Linny is free our ‘good times’ will soon return It’s been a long time “You two make me smile. Like a storybook but real Wait for happy end” That’s real sweet of you ![]() It is like a storybook Always has been too The dogs are petted and the cat has had his scratch ![]() Nothing for Bluesy ![]() See ya, Miss Lori! ![]() ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
And what do you mean after an hour of 'ku nothin' for Bluesy? Men are so needy jealous too I would assume. you want pat or scratch? The scratch would be weird. A hug would be human correct ![]() Hope that does the trick. It is 16 out. It just might snow some today. Fine, I have no plans. Danori found DRESS for her wedding yesterday. She is excited. Date:4/2/20 Did not tell Dennis a thing, He is not on board. They are still looking for a house that they can rent. Hopefully be soon. Had yesterday off. Hope to fold laundry today. I hate fold and hang. Need to vacuum too. Dennis doesn't do housework he does not have boobs. I don't go for that way of thinking about it. We help each other. Its long story why, He is quitting opioids. Been on them decades. Up to 4x day. down to just one a day, now on day 4 of none. I'm glad he wants to. Dr. pressuring him to. Dr. getting heat. It hasn't been bad, or should I say any worse than already is. Except that he has pain in his back and his hips but he is okay. Not working does help. He should have back surgery but he refuses. He already feels like crud, so this not making a real big difference. eh, so far so good. Poor guy, always makes it hard. Gutsy way to do. Nose is looking good- still a little pink,itches. Have tiny numb spot. put Vassilline on as per Dr., helps the itch and reduce scarring. If you fly on wall you laugh how many times up and down I will get. Dog cat and coffee go to bathroom and repeat. Write, nod off, wake, write... That why take so long been at this for two hours. Have poems to do. Need to finish them and then get them posted too. Its 5:30 now. So tootles for now, Does Linny know there is a fan club for you two? |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
“Just bein’ Bluesy” As my ‘signature would say No need for a “scratch” ![]() Men are men with men Most men are boys with their wives Ooh! Feed me scratch me! Ha-ha-ha! ![]() A hug would be fine Cling for just as long as you like But whisper nothing[s] Ha-ha-ha! ![]() I keep a clean place and fix what needs repairing I like to fold clothes I listen to tunes When I do my laundry gig and play while they dry I have two ‘T’- poles for when I hang clothes outside Clothes waving like flags No need for vacuum Floors are hard maple and tile Rugs I hang and beat Good news about nose! Makes you a happy camper ![]() On to better things! Bluesy? A wall fly? That sounds a little kinky! Not THAT kind of fly! Ha-ha-ha! “So tootles for now, Does Linny know there is a fan club for you two?” There are many things I don’t tell my sweet Linny Pip is one of them I have my reasons So I’ll try to tell you why Maybe you’ll relate There’s only routine when you’re locked up in prison Not many options Commissary foods make things somewhat easier Low variety So I don’t tell her much about what all I eat Only little bits Sometimes she asks me so I’ll tell her a few things like eggs and sardines Then she’ll laugh at me with “Ha-Ha’s in her letters I laugh at her ‘laugh’ I send her a poem with every letter I write She knows I’m at home I don’t want her sad thinking about what’s denied So I say little She loved her cooking and I loved her cooking too Of that she’s eager Now 2018 Not held her since ‘93 Can you imagine? I earned some good time and was paroled earlier She got Full Monty I did five more years on a ‘supervision’ trip which was no big deal I had hopes for her That my baby would be freed But they were all dashed I never gave up She’s a very strong woman Our love never died She’s always in me What I do and where I go I feel her spirit A BIG October My birthday and her release Just 6 days apart! Mine is the 16th (a Tuesday) She’s free the 22nd (a Monday) My heart races so… If you’ve still an ear Then perhaps I’ll tell you more As the time draws near Thanks for listening It’s a long Saturday night A boy should party! Stay warm, Miss Lori You’re always such a good pal! I’m wishing you well! See ya! ![]() ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
You and Linny are an inspiration to me. The power of love. My complaints petty. At least he is here with me to take for granted. I feel bad now that I have been whiny and stuff. You only wish could. You would take one day to be with your Linny love even if bad one. You understanding, I need to feel understood, makes you a good friend. Women say "I don't know how you do it." all the time. That is not helpful. I have friend Nancy She is old friend of Dennis Will tell him straight up. So I talk to her. I can talk to his daughter- she frustrated too. I like your viewpoint Get a different perspective. I have 3 brothers. But we do not talk They older, we not that close. I have no sisters. Cat woke me at 2 she was kneading me non-stop push her off the bed 2:30 she jumps from dresser to top of me- scare the bejesus. I get up, @*#! cat! Wonder if you are still up. fix coffee and write. Gonna see if I can can catch some z's before I have to go to work. later tater ~L |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
Such a compliment! I know you understand love You have much to share We all are unique Introducing a problem Is not a complaint To me a complaint has no hint of solution A showing of fangs No need to feel bad There’s much for you to deal with Tell yourself a joke ![]() Sure I “wish I could” But we did things to ourselves without any ‘help’ “You would take one day to be with your Linny love even if bad one” (Yes, I would…) Being understood Is easier when you’re loved because you feel so… Being accepted makes you feel you’re understood and that you are loved No understanding? Then one is not really loved No good comes from that You are a good friend Many know you to be so I have no doubt, dear People are people Many don’t know what to say So they speak cliche’s They always mean well but your ears just aren’t in tune you don’t need replays I tell very few our story and where we’ve gone for a good reason Not many relate Their judgment is passed quickly They’ll never trust us It’s back to square one Two lovers reunited with no more restraint It sounds like your cat is wanting to make some bread Kneading all the time Give her some bread dough Maybe she’ll leave you alone and become useful Hmm. A useful cat? Is there really such a thing? They don’t scare burglars That’s enough of me I’ve talked your ear off this time! ![]() Be well, Miss Lori Sorry to be late I have many excuses that you needn’t hear If I told you some they’d be just a pack of lies Some might be funny You can get even by ignoring me awhile ‘til I beg for more! (Ha-ha-ha!) See ya! ![]() ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
I'll not get even I'm not vindictive like that. I try to use words. Before we had met some thirty plus years ago Dennis in prison. 3 years for pot sales. After he got out I met him and his wife Rose. She became best friend. The sister I never had. Got killed in car wreck. Lost track of Dennis He is with another girl. We reunited as I am leaving drunken husband number two. He leaves his for me. The folks love Dennis tolerated the others. He is a good man. People are just people those that live harder seem real not artificial. Shy people bug me, Never know what they are thinking. They make me nervous. I am one of those that is well liked or not. I irritate some. I can't say why though. Too silly for some I guess. I suck up to them. Or just avoid them. With some people you just deal. Kill 'em with kindness. Golden rule not hard. Others just not treat back same. @holes be @holes. Worry 'bout kids today much apathy, no respect. Family dysfunction. Kids I see at work, tendencies I see in my daughter, keep close to my mind. Getting sleepy now going to go back to bed maybe I sleep late. Thanks for joining me on my ramble ![]() |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
I like what you said “Those that live harder seem real” I find that it’s true Not spoiled by money Living paycheck to paycheck They know what is real When I was working I was happy and content No great ambitions I liked harmony I let life have the fast lane Felt better for it I was never shy Granny taught me gift of gab before my school days I’d read her Bible to her when she was in bed at four years of age She married five times and died at sixty-six back in sixty-four She taught me a lot Cooking and sewing She was street savvy She knew how to talk and bullshit her way through life Really made me laugh So many stories I grew up in Chicago I left as a teen Very few were “shy” Maybe some of the girls were But not too many You are “one of those?” People like you or they don’t? That’s pretty funny ![]() “Irritating” too! Now that’s even funnier! You are a comic! (Ha-ha-ha!) “Can’t say why” either! I think of you as charming I do, Miss Lori Most don’t really know the bitter value of words All they know is sweet I never expect so I’m not disappointed We make people think Because we’re ‘talking’ They’re very busy thinking that we own this place That is really dumb ![]() If others were posting poems It would be better Take a vacation I think maybe I’ll do that Maybe they’ll come back Worried about kids? Second Timothy Chap 3 tells it like it is! Guess I’ll write Linny Dogs are fed and the cat too Rainy night outside I like to use the oil lamp when I write Linny’s letters Especially now Thunderstorms are cool I’ll turn off the computer and write on paper During daytime hours I write her using Jpay Sometimes at night too Well then, Miss Lori it’s five before three You’re soon to awake You’re going one way I’ll be going the other Be careful out there! See ya, ![]() ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
Don't tell anyone I think we slept together from 5 to 10 a. You went to bed first I went couple hours later got up the same time. We not in same bed. Lucky for you cuz I snore you not get a wink. Lucky you not here they say I rattle the house. sawing down red woods. Lumber Jack in sleep. No wonder I'm so tired. 2nd job don't pay. Work is slow-boring will pick up soon though that good. Soon year will be done. Don't have summer job. Not sure about this summer. Dennis gets us through. He rather be poor and have me home with him than get a temp job. The EBL group's meeting is at a strip club. I am not happy. Fine for guys to go but I think it slights the girls. Used to be all guys. Don't like this new trend. New guy trying to run things not my cup of tea. We go to a bar giving business here and there around Salina. We organize benefit rides and that stuff. Women into it. Who bring party food? I think it is an insult. Chemically enhanced. Gotta run still in pj's Dad's home..... |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
Sleeping together? It was inevitable Ask anyone here! ![]() Ha-Ha! “Lumberjack!” You do get up quite early We pass each other I’m heading down South while you’re rising to the North Except on weekends Take the Summer off Do something you’ve never done In an unknown place I don’t do strip clubs I’ve never been inside one I know a woman She’s no mystery Yet she seldom is the same A unique woman Took her medicine for being quick with her ‘piece’ Much quicker than I She was “stripped” alright Stripped of her freedoms and rights She got more than I She got 50 years with parole at 25 I wanted to die But time marches on I grew accustomed to it Not ‘acclimated’ Sorry, long story But that’s why we’re excited It’s finally done It’s changed me a lot the past two and a half years Knowing she’ll be free We love each other We’ve always loved each other Time has shown how much We’re both devoted This is where our strength comes from God’s love sustains us God lives in prisons His presence is always there He keeps you going Many don’t believe But He loves them just the same He lights dark corners Now then, back to you Organizing benefits A noble effort “Chemically enhanced?” You mean like ‘enhanced’ brownies? Ha-ha-ha-ha-ha! ![]() That’s not insulting! Those are downright delicious! Is that what you mean? ![]() So “Dad is home”, eh? I want to see you running in your pajamas! What should Bluesy do? Make a dash for the window wearing his PJ’s? ![]() He’ll never catch me! I’ll jump into the ‘Blue Sea’ and write myself GONE!” See ya! ![]() ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
Glad you brought up God He IS the light in the dark Has been there for me. In midst of bad times He can seem close as ever and bless you despite. Blood sugar is down And slowly losing some weight old jeans fit again ![]() In-service workday Yes! No kids at work for me! Getting a lot done. It is too quiet have been talking to myself keeps me accurate. Sorry no brownies I'm thinking more like 'go fast' Gets pretty wound up. I had to have say. First we will meet at a bar then they go to club. Nice and spring like here Too cold for Dennis to ride Cannot take the cold. Too bad complaining doesn't create body heat he'd be warm as toast. Been up since 3ish You'll be up soon, almost ten. Want to get this done. Yea! it is Friday! Go out to dinner tonight Sat. night go play cards. Have a great day friend. Take a nap for me okay later tater, bye! |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
Linny agrees too God has kept us together Both of us have faith Blood sugar troubles? Happy to hear it’s lower Gotta fit those jeans! Get ready for Spring! Gotta pretty up the place Fix up the mower Been late with our ‘ku I’m outside more since its warm Did some pick-up work I’m writing much more Editing older stuff too It’s just you and I ![]() You are so much fun It’s a pleasure to know you You make it easy Why do I say that? Because you’re much like a muse You make me think more Not many do that I miss reading Miss Pinky She was very nice Very funny too Her poetry is lovely Made Pip shine so much She’s been gone a month Around here that’s a long time It was just us three Sometimes someone else But they don’t stay very long Makes us look like hogs What are we to do? Stop posting because of them? More is merrier That’s the way it is The Mod’s are gone too Maybe to facebook I don’t do facebook I’ve never had an account I like it that way So you hear complaints? It was funny what you said about “body heat” You know; “warm as toast” That set me to laughing hard For you, not so much It’s twelve forty-five as Wednesday turns to Thursday I know you’re sleeping Pleasant dreams, Miss Lori I’ve got a ways to go yet I’ll be down by four I’ll get up at ten Do my morning piddling Then wait for mail call Best part of my day Getting a Linny letter! Four days to get here Sometimes it’s longer Prison mail can take a while You can never tell Well, I’ll leave you now You look so peaceful sleeping My third eye open ![]() Rest well, Miss Lori We’ll have coffee some morning When we’re both awake See ya, doll ![]() ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
was up half past two morning before last I think that darn cat again. Be glad for spring break maybe get a break from pets. Don't know where to go. Maybe I sleep late If given half a chance to you just never know On weekends I sleep go back to bed at 8ish sleep till 10 then nap. Not falling asleep at work anymore, that's good save it for weekend. same ole same ole here we are in such a darn rut We just watch TV. We used to ride bike I gained weight it not comfy Dennis got sick then. He is too weak now to hold me up, I'm afraid. He rides by himself. We have old RV We could take it I suppose, it always breaks down. I hate to worry takes all the fun out of it Going to call my sons see if we can come visit them for a weekend during the spring break Good to see grand kids and pregnant daughter-in-law we'll see what's up. Think about you two and how great 'normal' will be. A labor of love. Know you plan to leave When your Linny love gets back, but how about just one. One poem about being together again for real not wishing. I gotta run now and figure out what to wear Thank heavens its Thur. ![]() |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
Lazy Thursday night Though it was a busy day For me anyway Working on the truck Just a little touch-up work It’s a real workhorse The dogs love to ride Slobbering into the wind No tailgaters though ![]() Speaking of RV’s Linny and I have talked some Sell out and buy one Her terms of parole may restrict her from travel Just for a short time It happened to me No trouble getting vouchers I was a good boy! ![]() So we’ll see what’s next Life is full of surprises Some are good, some not This I’m sure you know It’s not all tea and skittles But it’s still much fun! ![]() I saw Miss Pinky! She posted this afternoon! She’s alive! Alive! Parker posted too without replying again I just don’t get it It’s like; “Hey! Go Me!” That’s no good for Pip is it? I don’t think it is Ooh! Bluesy’s a punk! Bad-mouthin’ a Pip poet! That’ll get me 10! Ha-ha-ha-ha-ha! 10 years in the Pip Dungeon! Write me, Miss Lori! ![]() Poor little Bluesy! I’ll need comfort and solace Promise you’ll write me! I’m getting crazy Maybe I should write Linny She likes my mood swings “Spiced variety” That’s what she calls my writing Never knows what’s next I like her to smile I see it when I read her She’s still the same girl I write her each day I don’t give her time to change I don’t change either How much have you changed? I mean since you were 30 A lot? A little? You talk about ‘ruts’ What can you or can’t you change? If you wanted to I’ll leave you with that You may not want to tell me That would be alright Have a good weekend Maybe I’ll see you around I’m always somewhere… See ya! ![]() ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
How have I changed? Don't have to make them all laugh Not happiness wh@re Thought morale was job for me to deal with others At home and at work. Not a two way street Act too silly all the time they think you're stupid. Men I have been with are threatened by my knowledge don't like my big words. Forget all that noise- I use the words that I want. I'm not showing off. Some words are better, they are much more accurate. I don't dummy down. Sherriff thinks I'm odd- all his friends don't use big words, no reason I should. It is just goofy I am not such a big mouth as I used to be. Still funny as heck, but only when I want to. I crack myself up. Been a hectic day I need to have change of pace. so now here I am. sorry I'm b!t(h!ng. Talking to you more than him makes me very sad. In the evening he is on phone or 'puter and we watch TV. He used to complain now he is feeling better there is less to say. When I try to talk he gets defensive with me the whole thing goes south. He makes me feel like I'm only there to cook/clean So now I hate it. He workaholic Thought he'd retire and slow down. Have quality time. But since he was sick and always sitting in chair can't wait to leave house. Can't say I blame him. Being sick made him withdrawn and now he is gone. I'm disappointed. I hope we can warm things up when we on spring break. One more hour left I will be leaving early by about 10 min. Then it is weekend! I need a nap really bad up at 3a sucks. Gotta go now, bye have a good weekend Okay? Tootles egg noodle! |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
You’re sweet Miss Lori I’m sorry for your troubles You deserve better A man should see that Be into you more than self I see you that way Give much get little I hope that changes for you You’re a good woman Yes you’re very smart He should be proud of your words Not threatened by them You’re intelligent I enjoy that about you You’re personable You intimidate the weakest of my species with necks of deep red With all that you’ve seen in your decades of living you’ve become wiser Stand up on your own You should never “dummy down” Not for anyone Patronizing sucks *You have a right to be ‘you’ So just be yourself Your light shines bright here You’re easy to get used to I missed you while gone You write fearlessly I think you talk fearlessly I like fearlessness Fearless is honest Honest in the most raw ways Honest equals truth “sorry I'm b!t(h!ng. Talking to you more than him makes me very sad” I understand that Still you said it fearlessly and you knew you could I thank you for that You make me feel I’m your friend As I wish to be I’ve had a good week Got a lot done for Linny She’ll review next month She’s so excited It’s been a very long time It looks good so far Did you get e-mail? I told you I would be gone Through the Pip ‘network’ I sent it last week Maybe it didn’t go through It could be in spam It’s ten past three now I’m going down pretty fast Want to tuck me in? ![]() Will you feed the dogs? Oh! Don’t forget the dishes No BIG words either! Ha-ha-ha-ha-ha! Are you ‘standing’ or sitting? Tell me a dumb joke! See ya, Miss Lori I ain’t much but I am here Don’t be a stranger! ![]() If you have anything on your mind, my friend, it’s okay...really. [email protected] * “The snow goose need not bathe to make itself white. Neither need you do anything but be yourself” - Lao Tzu ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
Thank God you're alright Long story,can't get to email from my new tablet Try my new gmail its winkydoo20@ gmail it works. We have both been sick Dennis' temp 103.5 We got bronchitios. Canceled trip to kids. Postponing until Sunday, headed for Colo. Not taking Winston. He gets me up in the night. Same way with the cat. excited to go looking forward to change Hope Dennis gets better. 'ku is cumbersome think I will try aol this takes forever. |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
When in a hurry email is the easy road I'll check it daily I tried to tell you I was taking the week off Sorry about that Sorry you're ill too Colorado air is good You'll feel much better Second honeymoon? I'll hope it works out that way Like getting lucky ![]() Its Saturday night I guess you'll leave tomorrow Have a safe voyage! Should I keep posting? Or take another week off? You might stay awhile This is hard to do! ![]() You make it look so easy You and your BIG words! Ha-ha! ![]() Just kidding with you I'm notorious that way Getting on your nerves It's still you and I Nobody else wants to play They seem resentful It's not our fault though We're following all the rules It's hard to figure Crumbling cookies That's the way of it I guess You're a lot of fun I like your thinking Even with your bronchitis you stay on your toes! Be well Miss Lori I'll see ya when I see ya! Night-night little gal! Regards from Bluesy... ![]() ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
like losing battle ship seems to be a sinkin' down the dumps he goes. king-sized pity-pot he'd starve to death before he'd go to the grocery. He went bananas without his ole bananas. peaches did not do. Said he was sorry was so sick of being sick in bed by 7:00. I didn't sleep well I'm angry and frustrated I'm wasting my breath. I will go to store buy cr@p ton of groceries and HIS cereal So silly of me to think that one heart to heart would move a mountain [This message has been edited by Lori Grosser Rhoden (03-27-2018 06:30 AM).] |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
Maybe run away to a cabin some distance to be housekeeper Cook, bake and clean up after a man and his dogs and garden some too Wash his pick-up truck tuck point the chinking Keep the oil lamps full Joint shopping is shared Be careful who you buy from ![]() I meant shared shopping Help with construction Drive into town for supplies For added bonus Some computer skills (Must type ten words per minute) ![]() Help with poetry No down in the dumps Not a single dump in sight Laughter is a must! Mountains need not move They’re pretty right where they are Climb them don’t move them Two-fifty a week All other expenses paid No workman’s comp though The dotted line waits x…………………………………… Linny will be your best friend and co-worker too! Ha-ha-ha! P.S No “Jonahs” allowed! Bad Luck!! ![]() Be well, Miss Lori….please. See ya! ![]() ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
A dying haiku like a dying senryu fear the sting of death No stories to tell? Someone said I'd "rue the day" That was not the case Just thought I'd tell you how I miss your word playing It was always fun I know things are tough But then the "tough get going" Come and make me laugh! See ya! ![]() ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
Make you laugh huh? What? Tickle your funny bone! Goose your giggler? Do you want a joke? About hippo and Zippo? What's the difference? Well one is heavy other is little lighter. Ha ha ha ha ha Yeah, I got lazy- 3am was getting old Slept in until 5. Gonna be a grandma for the 3rd time on May 9th. It's a baby boy. Getting excited Never made the drive myself, I need to do that. Sheriff has Garmin to use to help me out so I don't get lost. I'm almost phobic, don't have sense of direction, about getting lost. I have a month left before school ends for summer. Don't know if I'll work during the summer. We will just see what happens. I'm so conflicted. time to fix supper hope this makes you so happy that's what friends are for ~L |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
I have been waiting to get a bit of 'ku too So where have YOU been? I, when requested, gave a reply quite promptly Still waiting on you. Did you forget me? I told you a funny joke. ha ha ha ha ha I kinda missed it once I started to write it. No answer is no fun. So get on the stick and drop me a 'ku or two. I'd really love that. Let that old cabin blow some of that smoke my way. come on, make my day. ~L |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
It’s true I forgot I was so VERY remiss My apologies Yes, you did reply You did tell me a good yolk I laughed ‘til I cried I’m thinking of things The worst case scenario Considerations She’s always upbeat I am too but I worry about set-back time It’s known to happen But she’s been in for so long Still, it could go down Of all these Spring months I wish April was over No more guessing game I’ve done all I can Her parole packet looks good Support letters too The board may not want her to be released to me because of my time Dad is a pastor Mom directs the church choir North Carolina I’ll go anywhere ANYWHERE to be with her This place will sit fine The dogs go with me The cat can fend for himself He’s rarely inside I could box him up and send him to the sheriff They’d go toe-to-toe! Yeah, so I’m thinking and getting my head prepared It’s the way of it I’ll keep you posted Meanwhile, I’ll keep writing on It sets my mind free Do you feel it too? I mean a liberation from thinking too much Depends on the thoughts and this I know for certain I can do no more I’ll walk to the road Take the dogs with me for mail I love her letters She draws me pictures that decorate her letters Makes me smile so much Thanks, Lori Rhoden for writing a ‘ku today You’re as apple pie! See ya! ![]() ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
I forgot to write I though it was your turn to well the joke's on me. I worry about them not letting you two be because of your time. There should be waiver due to your constant support over all the years how many boxes of your letters do you have? That's validation. Just think about it, you two can make each other happy as things are. Imagine happy under normal circumstance. deliriousness! I'm gonna be a Grandma again on Wednesday a boy C-section. Will go up on Sat. for grand daughter's 4th B-day and see the baby. Daughter has moved out ![]() she is doing very well. There is peace at home. Sheriff is better. attitude is improving warm weather helps a lot. We rode bike Friday First time in two years for me I was bit nervous He/we did just fine. It was beautiful outside cool on the way home. I colored my hair It is a little darker with reddish highlights. Washed out gray is gone. (not that there was lots of it) just around my face. I would have left it if I was going snow white like my mom's hair is. Doing pretty good. my head is in a good place. Struggling with food. You have been so nice and such a good friend to me means more than you know. Sleep, her Prince Charming, ride your white stallion to her and take her away. |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
Hey there Miss Lori! I wanted to let you know what’s up with Linny Today I got news she had her parole meeting I’ve been in Texas It’s been a summer I’ve been back and forth a lot So much to plan for In terms of parole we’re hoping for ‘FI-1’ It takes a few weeks She’s so excited! After all these years, me too! I’ve got writer’s cramp! It’s been a long time I found this post on page 3 I trust you’re still here How are you these days? You were my best friend, Lori We always had fun! Who can say for sure We were a very good pair! No one else posted! ( ![]() They all hated me! (Ha-ha-ha!) Nah! They didn’t understand how a forum works! I missed Miss Pinky Does she still come around here? She was so awesome! Time for me to sail Just wanted to say “hello” Especially, you Take care of yourself I appreciate you, doll! Until next time, then… ![]() Warm Regards from, Bluesy ...just bein' Bluesy [This message has been edited by Bluesy Socrateaser (11-01-2018 05:11 PM).] |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
Bluesy, you are back! I have really missed you so! You were so much fun! Pinky is still here, good as ever,now and then. Even Jerry is still kicking around here too, believe it or not. I've been consumed with all of these Politics. They don't like it here when I speak my mind about King Cheeto and Co. The Kavanaugh thing about drove me nuts. took me back to my "Me Too" and PTSD. Can not wait to Vote (blue wave) Make Kansas Blue State get Dem. Governor. Hope I don't offend you too. That is some great news about your Linny lover. I know the days can't pass by quickly enough now. I'm excited too! I hope you will write some more. I have missed that... You and your titles. Finding this just made my day! it was going to be a long and boring one. Things are slow at work right at the moment. Sometimes hard to stay awake. You woke me right up! Thanks! I needed that! I could just go on and on, but I think I'll save some for later on. Great to hear form you again, you take good care now. As always ~L |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
I have a belief that almost all poli-ticks spread 'lying' disease I like your thinking I like when you speak your mind Strong women scare men Maybe not all men Some just want to be stubborn Others are obtuse Some will just cop-out saying politics don't mix It belongs elsewhere If I choose to read and if I choose to reply I speak my own mind If that works for you then it damn sure works for me We all make choices There's fire in your soul that turns a man to cinders or warms him with love I know a woman with a fiery spirit not unlike your own Gentle as a lamb and as fierce as a lion Situational A woman on fire a lover like no other Put up on a shelf But that's all changing Now the cupboard is open ...and I reach for her So! Do carry on You've a good voice Miss Lori Do not silence it I'll drop in on you My mind is consumed right now I know you know this You're great Miss Lori You deal with much and still smile Don't ever lose it! See ya, doll! ![]() ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
A kick in the head to be reminded about the fire in my soul Good friends bring you back to who you are deep inside. Hold up a mirror. I have been praying to look forward to something. This will fill the bill. May not remember all that you have said to me, I'll never forget how you made me feel. Have missed the encouragement you always gave me. Your love of Linny, and your complete devotion, I so admire. I will never tire of hearing your love story. Love conquering all. It makes me smile big to be here cheering you on hoping for the best. My brain is run dry can't think of a thing to say 'cept glad that you're back. ~L ![]() |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
Knowing how you are comes from your ‘poeticness’ The ‘fire’ from your soul Who you are “inside” should be free on the outside Some will stay...some go Much like this place here You could be ‘shunned’ like Amish Nah! I’m just joking I want to thank you for making me feel welcome You’re special to me You are Miss Lori That doesn’t mean we’re lovers ![]() That means I like you! Some men and women find it hard to be good friends It's impossible! I don’t believe that Still I must respect how others may feel Linny is this way She has a friend named Gerald that writes her often She told me of him She said she liked to write him He’s interesting “Should I be jealous?” I asked her when she told me She said “yes you should!” We’re very playful Where she’s at is not much fun She knows I know this We were such a pair We well knew the road we took Hard times for us both We’re much older now But we’re both filled with desire with many good years I’m so mad for her I love her so very much It’s been forever Thank you Miss Lori Your sincere words touch my heart You’re a good kind soul I’ll be around some Not as much as before though It’s all day by day You know how it is I’m burning with excitement Much to prepare for We’ll talk again soon You’re a good woman Lori I’d like to keep you! ![]() See ya! ![]() ...just bein' Bluesy |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
But we ARE lovers! We love the same kinds of things. We have agape. You are my brother from a mystical mother that I never knew. Bless you with my best, you miss all of my mundane and melancholy. I imagine you over coffee (or stronger) laughing over pets. You of your Linny me of my bucket and list, teasing each other. I miss the teasing, trading insults just for fun. Few will play the game. Give good as I get, well, usually I'm better. But who is counting? ![]() I won't make fun of strangers on the street you know, ...by the Grace of God. But play with people if they are of temperament... laugh at our expense. Funny how I miss that about my first dead ex. He made me laugh too. Call me scum bucket and I wouldn't bat an eye. Say (b) witch and mean it... Then just watch sparks fly. Funny how that worked back then. I was young and dumb. His head was screwed up about how to be a man... mentally abusive. There was no pleasing. He was always insecure. Still forgiving him. Enough about that, shards of my "me too" moment I've been working through. Don't get me started on Kavanaugh's crap and his strategy. Her testimony triggered me in the first place. She wasn't lying. If he forgot it. It's possible that's true. I'm here to tell you. He didn't ring true. I know, I've been in his shoes. He wasn't in danger of losing his job or of his reputation from job interview. The way he argued insulted and he blamed I've dealt with before. Sorry I'm ranting grass in my hand up in flame. Politics ignite. Seriously hot- like the world is in danger and all the poor sheep. Okay deep breath now, take a drink of cold coffee and chill yo asp out. Get fresh hot coffee listen to the train go by feel a little sad. I'll be going too. I've enjoyed your company in my solitude. Thanks for letting me take off my shoes and my bra and let my hair down. To just rattle on has been a real treat you have been real sweet. No interruptions No opposing thoughts to hear. No dumb ideas. I could not have had a better conversation talking to myself. Seriously though, didn't realize how much I missed all of this. Until you came back and filled up that empty spot that you left behind. Thanks for the warm spot. Take real good care of yourself, you belong to her. See ya! ![]() |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
It’s been a while now We talk a lot Miss Lori Just look at all the pages! How are things with you? This is the first for the year I thought you’d like it ![]() Went shopping Friday Bought something nice for Linny A “Tennis brace’let” Spent more than she knows I don’t tell her evry’thing She likes surprises Savings took a dip Better than to take a dive! Money makes things fun I have fun shopping I also like surprises It doesn’t take much I loved your reply to “writing the book of love” You’re so sweet, Lori ![]() Thank you so much, doll Such beautiful poetry Spent in a reply No one would do that Other than someone like you You’re special to me I like to talk too Like yourself, I too, ‘miss it’ You “rap on” the best You’re surviving school That’s quite the challenge these days Safer in prison! ![]() Linny’s doing good She’ll go to Ft. Worth in May It’s a ‘Half-Way house’ She’ll be there two months Then I can bring my love home I’ve waited so long It’s hard to see her Still, she’s easy to look at I don’t like to leave It makes me feel weak I’d be so lost without her We write ev’ry day Boxes of letters Thousands of them packed away I scanned and stored them All saved on flash drives We could never read them all Not enough life left! What’s new on your turf? I pray all is well with you Tell me about you… Your road has been rough But I know you keep moving You’re a survivor I’ll take my leave now Just know I’m grateful to you For all your kind words You’re like a best friend… a sister I’ve never met yet I still know you ![]() Take care of yourself Write when the spirit moves you I will do the same! See ya! ![]() ...just bein' Bluesy |
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