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My Lump. [ very personal ]
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My Lump. [ very personal ] |
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LittleWillow Member
since 2007-12-27
Posts 54 |
My lump. <3 My lump you are mine. My lump i want everything to be fine. Cos when i look down at you. I wonder what i really feel. I wonder what you will look like? I wonder what you will be like? Cos when i think of how you were made? I smile so sincerly. But, you my lump, have changed so much. Im not to sure what to think or feel? Im not to sure this moments even real? Cos am i ready for you? Could i live for you? I am young myself. At the moment i am free. At the moment my destiny is just about me? But you, you will change this. You are spose to change it. Could i be the person you will need? I dont even know how to do this? I dont even know what to do next? So when i think of you my lump? What do i feel? I feel happy, i feel sad. I feel confused and glad. Your father is amazing, i can see this. i can imagine you only being like him. & if you were, you would be a miracle. No girl good enough and yet i wonder? What makes me think i cant do it? What makes me think i should not do it? Could i get rid of you? Could i never actually see you? The tears stream down my face. & yet i cannot picture a perfect place. I cannot do this on my own, but i just wonder what it would be like for you to grow? What do i do? Please tell me. My lump you can't help me. i can't even help myself. & yet i am rambling away in this poem. The ending never becoming clear. The decision never being easy. & yes, my lump. I look down at you, and i cant help to smile. & i cant help to cry. What do i do when the answer is far from ''Why?'' My lump, please know i love you so much already. Please know i'd give my life many. But to decide i dont know how? I cant picture a more horrible place. Because my lump you i am your mother. & saying this does give me a shiver. |
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MinSW Member
since 2009-06-14
Posts 53Sri Lanka |
very touching...what happened to this lil "lump"? love, MiN |
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meganne_77 Junior Member
since 2009-04-15
Posts 14Oklahoma |
wow i loved it. it was soo touching.. what happened? |
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meganne_77 Junior Member
since 2009-04-15
Posts 14Oklahoma |
aww.. this was such a touching poem.. I really liked it. What happened? |
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LittleWillow Member
since 2007-12-27
Posts 54 |
Well, its very personal i'd rather not say, but i think you could all guess what happened. Thank you for the comments. =] I just thought you would like it as its a difficuilt time for me atm, and this poem really helped me to get through it. =] x x |
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